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BLAH
4:46 AM



New skin.More vibrant at least.lol.Oh well,incase you are wondering where the hell my comment box went,I shall just say that I m too lazy to post it up.So are the links.Will do it when I m proabably feel like doing it.

Studying with BESTBUDDY and ASHLEY yesterday was erm,productive(?) Kinda of actually.lol.Cause I actually got my notes done.Despite BESTBUDDY yakking her head off most of the time.Finally satisfied my STARBUCKS craving.

MYEs coming.I have not done anything.Kill me now.


BLAH
5:10 AM



I added a song to my blog.Just press play to hear.Fall Out Boy-Hum Hallejuah



Today is the last day I will ran for 2.4km.Last time for me to train and all.Wednesday is 5 items.I m scared for Inclined and Broad jumps.Just by seeing all those mats and pulling equipment.So anyhoos,I woke up in the morning to get my ass at Bedok Reservior.4.5 was the last class to run.Like how WOW is that? I managed to ran for the first half NON-stop but when it was the second half,I kinda of gave up on running.lol.After that,rushed home for tuition.It gets annoying when there s' no cabs in times of emergency.

Yesterday was the DAY when I start living cause I hailed FREEDOM.As you can pretty much guessed,I M FINALLY OUT,O-U-T from band.No more staying backs,No more sectionals,No more extra load and NO MORE,time leakage.I m oh-so relieved to be out.

Underneath my estatic shield,I m just reluctant to leave the young ones.They did so much for us.And I think I will miss them truckloads.They were cryin during the quite and depressing moments.Some cried till as if all of us are going on a journey to hell and not graduating.lol.I m just kidding.The slideshow came.Cliched yet touching at the same time.lol.Whats' more,they used Five For Fighting music as background music for those emo emo slides.Its not really hard to contain your tears now though.lol.

Since they did so much for us,here s' just a special THANK YOU to all you folks out there.

Moving on.

I just want to say something here to the three who read.Look,I dont' really care about what others are saying now about the post and all.What I care most now is that I hope our friendship would not be destroyed cause of this.Everyone is permittted to have their opinions.And besides,the matter is over.If you think you got better things to fret about, you would not be writing sarcastic lines on your blog.Not targeting anyone in particular here.I have to apologise for bailing on you cause I know good friends dont bail on each other.Neither do they write sarcastic remarks.So,I m apologising now to the three of you who read the post.Like I said yesterday to one of you,by telling me about how you feel,what do you want me to do or what do you want to do with me? I said what I want to say and would like to hear from your mouths.And not on blogs.Whatever the outcome is,I m just saying sorry for bailing on you.Hope that Monday goes all well and see you on Monday.

As for the rest,you are just a bull and my ears are a china shop so I could not really be bothered about your comments and all.Even though it was rather amusing to see those pissifying comments.

Something random to conclude this post,here s' what I got from Danny Phantom.

"This sucks.My sister s' dating a ghost,I m turning to be like my parents.Whats' next?"
Tucker enters in.

"What the heck are you turning into?"


lol.


BLAH
3:19 AM



MY BLOG DO NOT INVITE NAMELESS FREAKS AND FOOLS.

So to WHATEVER anonymous,if you think that by flaming me is the right thing to do,then I got no comments.I do not know if you are in the band or not but MY blog definitely do not WELCOME you.SCREW YOURSELF UP A FREAKING POLE AND HAVE A NICE DAY.

Oh wellies,just some note to some annnoying miget.I m glad that the tide is much calmer now and I hope the torn relationship would be mend somehow.lol.

Alrighty,nothing much to say.Will do a LONG one tomorrw though:D


BLAH
5:47 AM



I guess this is the time for ALL of us,everyone that participated in SYF to calm down and think.Right now,there is a sea of hihg emotions running through.Before I start typing out what I want to say,I have to make this to clear to all those people that whatever I say,I am seriously not siding anyone.I m a person with sides with reason and not relation.

First of all, I know all of you are pissed with the seniors wrote.In my opinion,I do not blame them at all.Neither should you all too.Re-read the entries that they wrote and think with your heart, are their words really true? They do not just blog for no reason.It must be something that have triggered their emotions that made them blog in such manner.Usage of words maybe harsh but thats' their character.They are just being frank.I n my opinion, I think,the only factor that we could blame on for getting the bronze is TIME MANAGEMENT.

Think about it.Reason why we could achieve at silver at Hawaii is because we REALLY practise the pieces and lots of time and effort have been spent on it.For SYF,think about the effort and time we put in for the set piece and choice piece.Choice piece ,we obviously did well cause we have double practice for it but Safari, we only have limited practice on it.Going to Hawaii was a gamble,and we took this gamble.Since we decided to take the gamble,we should face the losses bravely.I think,we could have done much better if we did not go to Hawaii.Not that Im regretting about Hawaii,but I just feel that its TIME MANAGEMENT that caused our downfall.

Secondly,the seniors are not insulting us.What they really mean and what they are pissed about is our attitude.I admit, I was kinda of dissapointed with a tinge of pissness when I read those entries at first but after talking to Adlin and re-reading the entries,I finally saw their point.Its true that we were passing the blame around like some dutch.When we heard bronze, most of us just came up with a conclusion that standards were raised and that SYF this year was so screwed up.None of us actually blame it on ourselves.Reason being that we achieve a silver at International level.When we could not figured out why,we simply just conclude that SYF standards were raised and end of story.No doubt we did improved and the performance sounded great but to the judges s' ears,they may sound different.We have to accept the fact that SYF standards were raised and like what nat mentioned,we are not there yet.I m guilty for not blaming myself.This I admit.

Moreover,to those that were pissed and feel insulted by the senrios,THINK again.WHY would your OWN seniors insult you? Do you think they are enjoying every moment of it when they hurl vulgarities at you or insult you for this SYF? We have known them for quite long and some of us are even on great terms with them.This would probably be the first time they said us so badly cause they are concern for us.Its not about the medal that they are talking now,its the bands' attitude that are pissing them off.Its not worth breaking the connection between the seniors and us over such matters.

No doubt the seniors were wrong in not supporting us and all but the UNDERLYING meaning is that they are not happy with our attitude.They are not looking down on us for the bronze.This I dare say.Cause it pains them equally to hear that our band has gotten a bronze.Not that they expected us to feel jubilant about or sad BUT they want us to do soul-searching.No one expected the bronze and no one deserve the bronze.But when things do not go your way,its' time to think about what went wrong and why didnt it go your way.What piss them of is that none of us bother to think what went wrong and just slammed down a conclusion that its the judges fault and all.THIS is the UNDERLYING meaning among their harsh post and conversations.

Thirdly, I know seniors have no right to judge us cause they did not hear the sound and all.For my opinion,I just think that no matter what,they ARE still our seniors.No matter how dsirespectful they maybe or whatsoever, THEY were the ones that taught us things and skills.By blogging such harsh entries to fight back,you are doing nothing but biting the hand that feeds you.Think, if they really WANT to insult you or want to the band to fail,do you think they will still care so much bout the band ever after they left? If they really hated HIM so much,would they even bother to teach you when HE first took over?

This more or less about what I wanted to say.Last thing to clear,for myself ( I AM SO NOT MATERIALISTIC) lol.There,I m done.lol.Whatever it is,I really hope that you people do not hold any grudges against the seniors.I do not care if I become public enemy number one but I just feel that something ought to be done about this.In a calm and compose manner.


BLAH
3:32 AM



Greetings subjects! I have not been updating I guess.lol.Too tired.Actually,more of being lazy.I might want shut this blog.Tian,I m tired.My body clock is obviously screwy.

I find it hard to believe that I am finally leaving the band.Four years of being in this CCA.Somehow,I m so not feeling the happiness I thought I will feel.I think I will miss the juniors and those stayback times.The only thing to rejoice about is, one less respondsibility.And time will hopefully seems to be more.I know how much I sucked at this thing called TIME MANAGEMENT.Just like today,I spend the whole day sleeping and resting.Thanks to my flu that keeps bugging me.Argh.How annoying.

MYEs are coming.I have not snapped out of the Hawaii fantasy.I feel doomed.lol.MYEs are just so evil.They test us on LAST year s'work.Like OH MY.How am I going to cope with it? Speaking bout evil, I know ONE good method to torture your enemy or frenemy.

I was having band yesterday when we had to do Cresendo and Decresendo.Pardon me for the wrong spelling.SO,the torturous thing is, YOU HAVE TO BE LIKE AN OXYGEN TANK.lol.Cause its REALLY tiring to like sound so loud and drop down to an instant mouse sounding sound.Does not really makes sense but I hope you get the idea.lol.

So there you go.One nice and CLASSY way to torture your enemy.At least by doing that,you would not be labelled as a bitch.lol.

To end my post, I found a NEW LOVE:DDDD

WILLIAM ENDICOTT IS THE BOMB.For now.lol.

:D


BLAH
6:41 AM



Shall do a quickie quick review.lol.


THINGS TO NOTE:

I M SUFFEREING FROM THE "I MISS HAWAII" DISEASE.

I MISS THE SCHOOLS THAT WE HAD EXCHANGED WITH.ESPECIALLY AJ DIMOND:D

Cause I was sitting in between TWO cute guys.lol.Even though ONE of them was a bloody jerk.

EPPING.I got no comments.I m just plaing sittting in between TWO jerks.Ask me bout it.


CONCLUSION: I MISS HAWAII TONS.


Like seriously.lol.I think everyone was SO SO pretty on the dinner night.lol.I shall post some pictures.On the next psot.Right now,I got tons to catch up.SIGH.


HAWAII,WHERE ARE YOU?


BLAH
4:11 AM