Sorry for not updating.been quite busy as this week is HECTIC.EXAMS is like JUST next MONDAY.OH MY.WILL SOMEONE JUST SLAP ME HARD.Its' like REALITY have REALLY come down on me HARD.lol.and to make things worse, YOURS TRULY is SICK.yes.SICK when exams is like round the corner.what the.And its' kinda of bad.Cause white fluid just flow out for no reason and my bin is spilling with tissues.I think I need to recoup my loss of sleep.lol.Pimples on my face show that I m stress.HAHA.

Todays' a half-day.Kinda of waste time but at least we managed to cover the topic,trigono mentry.Arranged the chairs and tables for exam later.This si the best part,the tables underneath have no backing to put the ziplock pencil case.and I m DIRECTLY right SMACK at the back.I cant' see nuts from where I m sitting.lol.DANG.I guess I need my glasses during exam.lol.After that,went to weelyn s' house.We did some REALLY crazy stuff.lol.Took many retarded videos with ALOT of unglam poses in ti.lol.so embarrassing.SEE.these are symtoms of YOUNG ladies like us being stress and thus ,doing retarded things to relieve out the stress.lol.
Went home and head for tuition.One word.EXHAUSTING.

Somehow, I m kinda of looking forward for exams.lol.I mean, its' going to be intreasting to take it in hall despite knowing the bad conditions there.lol.AHH.whatever.I cant' make sense now.lol.OH MAN.WADE ROBSON IS LIKE COMING TO SINGAPORE! AH! WILL SOMEONE BUY ME THE TICKET?LOL.HE S' LIKE THE SEXIEST GUY ALIVE.I would probably FAINT when I see him real life.Cause when I see him on tv, I m like melting already.haha.SEE?that s' his degreee of HOTNESS.lol.AHH.WADE ROBSON IS HOT,HOT HOT TO THE MAX.lol.ok, Im going gaga over him.lol.FOCUS on my papers first.lol.I LOVE WADE ROBSON(:

I just realised recently that I have a fetish for brown stuff.Its' like,I feel like owning every brown stuff on the earth.lol.BROWN IS SUCH NICE COLOUR.lol.It gives a warm feeling.hahas.k,I think I m almost done.lol.OFF to revise.

*I WANT WADE ROBSON(:LOL.


BLAH
8:18 AM



OH MAN.GRAD NIGHT WAS NICE YESTERDAY .DAMN NICE.EVERYONE WAS SO PRETTY.HAHAS.sorry,pictures will come later.I need time to actually get them uploaded here.lol.But,neverthe less,I enjoyed myself yesterday throughly.haha.Reception duty was fun plus HOT.hahas.The heat from the bloody stove was like making me sweaty and all.And I felt so gross being soaked in my perspiration.lol.OH, and grad night made me realised something,COUNCIL MEMBERS are EXTREMLY cheapskate.lol.Its true.Cause yesterday while clearing up,EVERYONE went to takeaway the leftovers and some brought home as MANY as ONE box full.lol.

So,anyway, my duty was rather enjoyable yesterday.I was ushering those graduants and it was damn hilarious to see them panicking at the backstage.lol.Some were even cluttering their heels anxiously.lol.SOME nearly fell while climbing up the stairs.Lol! THAT S' WHEN we come in and tell them PLEASE mind your STEP.lol.And the touching part of the night was when Mr ng said something about the number of hours spent in school doing the typical stuff of what students in SAC would do.He said till it was like,woah that kind of thing.lol.It was the emo part of the night.lol.After that,went to help out with food and RAN around to take pictures.lol.THANKS weelyn(:

After that went home ,shower and HEAD straight FOR bed.hahas.Woke up so EARLY this morning for some course.LAME.and BORING.fell asleep halfway.hahas.Had tuition and I think I want to go sleep le.I can feel those eyebags bulging out already.BOO-HOO=(


BLAH
8:50 AM



I just had a feeling to blog.so yea.Im just going to say that after this saga.I found out many positive and negative things,While I was on my way home today,it suddenly dawned on me that during this period when I needed support and courage,I dont get it from the people I expected to give it to me.Its like,during this WHOLE period,NO ONE ,absolutely no one have ever spared a thought about my feelings nor have they said any words of encouragement or stuff like I will standby you.It really got me thinking,who exactly are my TRUE friends? Frankly speaking,its rather sad that I had to discover the horrid truth under such circumstances.And sometimes,when I m around you people,I feel like I have to be someone else.I feel like I m losing myself to someone else.Maybe you people were not oblivious but I m really disspointed in all of you.I dont wish to pretned any longer.From now on,I m nt going to be someone else.I m just going to be ME.yes.I have to pick myself up after this great fall.

As for the imbecile that read my post and got pissed over it.I thank you for stripping my post off and I shall continue to abhor you.I shall hail you in rickstones covered with blood.Dont worry.you gained my HIGHEST form of respect.and just to let you know,I absoultely HAVE no regrets about what I done.Definition of blog is PRIVATE ,PERSONAL ranting space.I SAY WHAT i WANT HERE.If you dont like it,kindly please screw off.You are no different from a plague.ALL my best honours to you.


Well, that s'a load off my chest.Felt much better.I have shorten that particular paragraph as some people are JUST too CHEAP for my language.yea.CHEAPNESS is not what I entertain.On the bright side,I get to go for grad night this friday.Its like wow.haha.I m down for ushering duties.Ushering of graduants.lol.FUNNESS(:.oh well, I m done with what I want to say.I shall take my leave and do SS now.haha.


She was everything I m not


BLAH
6:26 AM



SORRY IS A WORD THAT I DONT OWE ANYONE.

SCREW OFF.

SORRY FOR SHIFTING.

I M STRONG.


BLAH
6:20 AM



HEY WORLD.lol.Sorry for being MIA lately.BEEN so busy and my week is like hectic.I thank heavens that today is a saturday.Projects are like filling my sheducle up to the brim.lol.And of them are kinda of overdued.lol.SIGH.I just talk about today and tomorrow.lol.

Today was fun.hahas.I cant' think of anything to describe anyway.lol.Went out with PATIENT wang to go collect her phone and study.lol.TM coffee bean and starbucks was like FULL.lol.Saw quite a number of weird people and some sacians.lol.HMM.studying today was quite productive.Managed to do an E.math practice paper.lol.Kinda of cheated though.hahas.I used a calculator.hahas.Went coffee bean later for a light snack.lol.Wanted to sit outside but was put off by the sight of a cockroach crawling on the ground.lol.Its like so ew.hahas.OH GOSH.I got my SS to complete by today.hahas.dumb poster la.lol.BUT SS is COOL.hahas

Yesterday was so so sucky.ARGH.got insulted by that DE HAMEL.lol.I HATE him.sucks la.ask to go fly to somewhere far.or best bounce off the singapore river.DROP DEAD AND DIE! ARGH! I mean,ok la,I m sorry i dont know my work but no ned to say till like I m dense or something right?argh.A piece of lard scolding is soporific to me.lol.I shall just think of it that way.DIE la.I thank heavens that its CCa break but HE s' going to say me when the breaks like over.ARGH!LARD and his soporific scoldings.AHHH! DROP DEAD AND DIE LA!Irritating irritant of the world.ARGH! I seriosuly should join floorball to vent my anger out.lol.IMAGINE de hamel s' FAT,BLACK face as the ball and HIT it as HARD as I could.HIT till my stick BREAK i ALSO DONT MIND.ACTUALLY,i DO.hahas.depends on how much my stick cost.LOL.cheapo ones I dont mind.Expensive I do.lol.I m like bloody cheapskate.hahas.BUT frugality is a VIRTUE.lol.

OH MY.REPORT cards are going to be returned tomorrow.lol.I SCARED.lol.I dont want to see the ugly reddish thing on it.Its like blood to me.hahas.I shall panic on monday then.hahas.now panic about SS project.lol.OHOH.I got to watched a lil bit of MACBETH on friday.I got kinda of freaked out by it.hahas.Its like scary la.lol.But the acting was good and everything.Except for the fact that the actor playing macbeth looked like some old london street beggar.lol.OKAY,the GREATEST me is going off to rush SS.Im hardworking.I know.lol(:


BLAH
7:46 AM



Sorry for not updating this few days.been rather lazy to actually log in and typed out my thoughts.lol.SIGN.Many things happened recently.I shall talk about that later.lol.Bloody holidays are ending.some holidays.ONLY one pathetic week and I most certainly did not felt productive.All my notes and whatsoever crap that I targeted to complete by the end of this ONE week did not come true.lol.sadness plus failure-NESS.lol.Let s' zoom in to my oh so eventful week.lol.

Wednesday tutitorial was like so tedious.I could hardly OPEN my eyes.The subject was A.math.lol.Its' like I could not get anything about circular measures into my head.lol.SO annoying.hahas.After tuitorial,was rotting in school till band start cause jingyin and vanessa abandoned me.lol.Thursday literature tuitorial was eventful.lol.I managed to stay awake.and we kinda of ate and went crazy over some contest thingy.lol.My fellow floorballers are mad and hyper.LOVEEE THEM(:then went for band after that.It was totally horrible.We were just practically doing nothing.cause my section was slacking.sign,so much for hawaii.lol.then comes friday tuitorial.lol.NESS and I were late.hahas.cause the tuitorial was totally like WASTE of time.lol.did nothing except for a dumb worksheet which I dont know anything at all.hahas.Then band.OH MY.I did 120 push ups for band punishment.hahas.Im PROUD of myself.lol.BAND was NICE.hahas.realy.VIRGINIA is cool.lol.I m determined to master that piece.hahas.The combined on friday sounded REALLY nice(:

Yesterday was horrible.someone lied to me.It could most probably be my first time encountering such things.The feeling just sucked.serious.It made felt as though I was some kind of fool.I m scared of the aftermath effect now.REALLY scared casue I m totally hopeless about it.The hole is just too deep.Sometimes or rather now,I feel that I tend to turn to my instrument to seek comfort.It s' like, my trumpet could only play notes.and notes cant' weave out a story to tell people how I feel or what I m trying to say.Do they wash away my pain ?hmm.I hope so.I feel numb.

OH man.EOY is a few weeks' times and I have not started revising.lol.I feel crap.lol.sign,WAK UP .I have to work hard.FOR hawaii and MYSELF.sign.I MUST finish watching full house by tonight.lol.OH MY.RAIN S' SO HOT.HE takes AWAY my pain(:


BLAH
4:57 AM



CIP today was TIRING.hahas.I didnt know pasting labels on envelopes could be THAT tiring.probably it was the tearing off part.lol.and the cutting thing.Though I didnt use it but it was like so argh to cut.I was like the only one that could not activate the machine.lol.so annoying plus irritating.hahas.We were just being put in this room and were told to paste labels on 14,000 envelopes.lol.Its like I think we were not even halfway done,we wanted to surrender le.hahas.Plus,the room was freezing cold,like really cold.lol.ALL four of us having freezing fingertips after coming out from that room.hahas.For once, I felt like rapultiltskin(however you spell that).lol.LBut thise version is whereby the lady boss is nice.lol.Rapultiltskin is the one where the goblin was not nice.hahas.Forget it if you people dont get it.lol.

After CIP,ashley and jingyin came over to my house to do geog.OH MAN.lesson LEARNT: never let ashley have a camera and ENTER into your premises.lol.she is DAMN self-obessed.lol.Today,she practically went to every CORNER of my house and snap pictures of herself.lol.I was amazed that my FULL length mirror did not CRACKED.lol.Did abit of geog then both of them went home cause jingyin had tuition.lol.After that,came home to sleep.was DARN tired.Been waking up like 7 plus in the morning for the past few days.lol.So,apparently,my holidays is like SO not holidays.lol.I think this ONE week is seriously redundant for me.hahas.

Yesterday went studying.hmm.It turned out to be surprisingly PRODUCTIVE.lol.LESSON OF THE DAY: STUDYING with SANDRA WANG is PRODUCTIVE.lol.I m serious la.hahas
sign, I have not much mood to elaborate le.Shall wrap up and go off.My phone is getting confiscated SOON.lol.

I M NOT DUMB.stop saying it.


BLAH
5:51 AM



The concert yesterday was great!lol.Though I fell a sleep at some BORING parts but I managed to see/listen/catch the good,intereasting parts.hahas.I shall talk more about it now.

Met up with audrey and weelyn at 4 plus at plaza sing.Was suppose to meet them at like 3.15 or 3 but I was late.due to full house and also partly of tuition.hahas.SO,met up with them and finally got my pink ripple slippers.lol.sorry if it sounds kinda of bimbo.hahas.Went down to meet the rest at City Hall.lol.Jolene was being lame all the time.hahas.Popped by MOS burger then headed to Esplanade to meet natalie eng.Reached there quite early and saw many familar SAC band people face.lol.what crap am I saying?hahas.Went in and realised that our seats were FAR FAR away from one another.hahas.We got the highest corner seats if I m not wrong.lol.And we saw SIR!hahas.Sherri was like running so excitedly and screaming SIR!SIR!lol.Unfortunately,the concert was about to start so we waited most impatiently for the interval.OH, and the LORD OF THE DANCE performed by the percussion was BLOODY nice! I was like blown away by the music.lol.It was DAMN DAMN good.And now, I m inspired to play that piece well.hahas.

Then came the interval.Before the emcee could actually say the word"interval"a whole row of us started dashin out of our seats and RAN,literally, RAN from 4th all the way to the 1st storey.The last time I ran like that was for jamie cullum and Click five.hahas.And, I can assure you,we look like MAD bitches running down the storeys.hahas.Finally, met up with SIR and took a few pictures.Barely even 5 mins,he went back in.shucks.lol.After the interval, I fell asleep during the clarinet quintet.lol.It was boring la.lol.THEN, I saw this quite good-looking saxophonist soloist.lol.he was like the youngest among them i think.lol.So talented but ugly when you see him within near distance.lol.

I was just casually thinking that how much we actually like or respect SIR.I mean, we actually ran like fanatic fans running after their idols.And the best part was that we dont even care if we looked like fools.lol.I doubt we would actually do that for De hamel if he actaully leaves the band now.It s' like, imagine,when we see him few years down the road in a concert like that or what,our reaction would most probably be like " OH! that s' my ex-instructor.he sucked/rocked."We would even be bothered to run to see him or wait so anxiously to take a picture with him.At most,we will just say hi or smile when we see him.That actually shows how much our respect for him is.Conclusion is,nothing or rather no one,can replace our utmost highest respect for SIR.Sadly,I doubt he remembers us.Thats' life.=(

Went quite yesterday though.SIGN! I have to go draft out my stuff.Cause my holidays are dead packed.hmm,should I go to CCPS tomoorw or what?someone helped me with question.lol.






I LOVE RAIN(:


BLAH
4:13 AM



Just came back from a long tired study session.lol.Initial place was suppose to be airport but unfortunately, we got chased out time and time again cause of the lunch crowd.The airport seems surprisingly crowded.lol.Then went to parkway in the end cause could not think of any other places.and THANKS to cindy, I managed to SEE a very very HOT HOT picture of RAIN.oh my gosh la.HE S' LIKE SO BLOODY HOT IN THAT PICTURE.Almost melted and felt like tearing it down.lol.Anyway, I shall blog about yesterday.hahas

Yesterday was eventful.For once,Teacher s' day celebration actually managed to keep me awake.lol.I didnt know that some of our teachers like bollywood actors so much.lol.Overall was okay except that the first dance was kinda of spoilt by a bloody sec 2.lol.After the celebration,went to Plaza Sing to watch THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA.oh my gosh.I SO LOVE THE CHARACTER MIRANDA PRIESTLY.SHE MY NEW IDOL.MERLY STREEP IS REALLY REALLY GOOD AT POTRAYING OUT HER CHARACTER.lol.Let me tell you people out there what justifies the ticket price: MERYL STREEP,MERYL STREEP and of course MERYL STREEP.lol.She really good and cool in that movie.Go watch it.It s' really nice and high classy.lol.Since the topic is on yesterday, I shall say something here.Was told of something that left a huge impact.Didnot really know how to react but like I say, acceptance is REALLY difficult.I am seriosuly SPEECHLESS about the whole thing.Just got off the phone with ashley.

Today was not bad.Except for the fact that my mood got dampened bythose people shooing us out.lol.Sign, I got so many projects to do.I guess i have to complete them by quite an early deadline.lol.sorry if I dont make sense.hahas.OHOH.and I finally managed to watch at LEAST two FULL HOUSE vcds.lol.and Audrey liaw did something lame.she went to drew a house and wrote the words "FULL".lol.so lame la she.hahas.sign, my holidays are DEAD packed and I find myself having split personalities now.=(


BLAH
6:22 AM