TGIF.Thank God Its Friday.LOL.Seriously,school had been so tiring and hectic.Homeworks,constant naggings about O levels and all that crap.Plus today was Sec1 Orientation.Screw that big time.I thank god its' my final year for both school and band.I m seriously so tired and drained.Its ' only week one of school and yet I m dreading it already.Gosh,save me.Its the month of January but I feel like as if its' the month of May.Thats' how bad it is.

First of all,FIRST day of school.Nothing much happen.Just that as sec4s,I feel weird walking round the school with 3/4 of it being juniors.lol.Seats were erm,no comments.I got the best seat ever.That seat that was right smack infront of the teachers' table.WOWness.Teachers were mostly the same except for PE.Other than that,I guess nothing much really happened.lol.

Second day.I really took Gen s' advice and PAID attention to every single lesson no matter how boring it is.I never felt this motivated before.I dont know what is it that made me so motivated but yea.I should continue doing that.lol.Homework starts flooding from this day onwards.lol.

Third day.Which is today.was seriosuly no comments.Lessons were funny but the after school activites were bleah.I m just guilty after reading Audrey s' blog.Ok,not guilty but ashamed or bad.ARGH.I dont know.lol.Its just a negative feeling and I have no adjective at the moment to describe that feeling now.I just listened to gens' dedication on the radio.And what she said bout Sir is really heart-warming.Though I m not THAT close to Sir,as in not to the extent that I would miss him as much as the seniors do cause he barely taught me.lol.However,I could still hear how much respect gen have for him just by hearing what she said on the radio.Pardon me for saying this but those people who always have those words like I miss sir or whasoever,they are the ones that are hypocritical.Cause I dont think we have the right to say those words given the fact that he had not really taught us.so yea.

SIGH.That Himalays pile of homework never seems to end.Its just gets higher day by day.Its just so argh.I should seriosuly do something about it now.Time s' running out.


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