Saturday, September 09, 2006
Sorry for not updating this few days.been rather lazy to actually log in and typed out my thoughts.lol.SIGN.Many things happened recently.I shall talk about that later.lol.Bloody holidays are ending.some holidays.ONLY one pathetic week and I most certainly did not felt productive.All my notes and whatsoever crap that I targeted to complete by the end of this ONE week did not come true.lol.sadness plus failure-NESS.lol.Let s' zoom in to my oh so eventful week.lol.Wednesday tutitorial was like so tedious.I could hardly OPEN my eyes.The subject was A.math.lol.Its' like I could not get anything about circular measures into my head.lol.SO annoying.hahas.After tuitorial,was rotting in school till band start cause jingyin and vanessa abandoned me.lol.Thursday literature tuitorial was eventful.lol.I managed to stay awake.and we kinda of ate and went crazy over some contest thingy.lol.My fellow floorballers are mad and hyper.LOVEEE THEM(:then went for band after that.It was totally horrible.We were just practically doing nothing.cause my section was slacking.sign,so much for hawaii.lol.then comes friday tuitorial.lol.NESS and I were late.hahas.cause the tuitorial was totally like WASTE of time.lol.did nothing except for a dumb worksheet which I dont know anything at all.hahas.Then band.OH MY.I did 120 push ups for band punishment.hahas.Im PROUD of myself.lol.BAND was NICE.hahas.realy.VIRGINIA is cool.lol.I m determined to master that piece.hahas.The combined on friday sounded REALLY nice(:Yesterday was horrible.someone lied to me.It could most probably be my first time encountering such things.The feeling just sucked.serious.It made felt as though I was some kind of fool.I m scared of the aftermath effect now.REALLY scared casue I m totally hopeless about it.The hole is just too deep.Sometimes or rather now,I feel that I tend to turn to my instrument to seek comfort.It s' like, my trumpet could only play notes.and notes cant' weave out a story to tell people how I feel or what I m trying to say.Do they wash away my pain ?hmm.I hope so.I feel numb.
OH man.EOY is a few weeks' times and I have not started revising.lol.I feel crap.lol.sign,WAK UP .I have to work hard.FOR hawaii and MYSELF.sign.I MUST finish watching full house by tonight.lol.OH MY.RAIN S' SO HOT.HE takes AWAY my pain(:
BLAH
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