I have an huge urge to blog things out now .
Today simply suck .
I dont know whats going on .
Why did god pulled us SO CLOSE .
And then apart . ?
After reading that horrible chunk of monstrous words .
i broke down .
i tried so hard to control myself .
it didnt help .
we were NEVER like that in the past .
Frankly saying : i really didnt meant what i wrote .
i was just too upset .
im sorry ok .
i really regretted . you meant a lot to me .
im serious .
Time is just straining us more distant from one another .
im really afraid . Afraid that we will have NO MORE CHANCE to talk to each
other . Her o levels are coming . she will be damn busy . who am i to her .
She have her other friends .
sometimes i even wonder if she remembers evey detail that had happened .
i feel that im losing my sister . do you know how much reliant i am to her .
I dont wanna be .
That suck .
what can i do .
I broke down wheni was packing my bag . wet Aunty minah's blouse .
i squatted down and burst out like i balloon exploding .
Thanks AUNTY MINAH , NESS , AUDS AND MY MAO FRIEND
for asking if im ok .
i feel so unlike myself today .
i feel weird . i had never felt this way since a THOUSAND uears ago .
i went for band after that .
played so damn hard on my FAV DEJEMBE . till my hands were sore .
i just wacked it. i didnt played .
To my DEJEMBE : sorry .
will make it up to you . want choc or ice-cream ?
After that , seriously . felt much much better .
vented my emotions on my baby . haha .
ok . im finally laughing . thats good right . [:
oh ya ! MY DEAREST AUNTY MINAH .
im sorry . can make it after sch on mon and tue .
i got rehearsal .
how .
you guys go ahead . i feel mean .
ok . what does that mean . ASHLEY NG'S nice .
DAH .
hahh . shall end off here .
AMANDA KHOO IS PESTERING ME TO RETURN HER ACCOUNT .
[:
god bless me that i will be better tmr . haha .
this's really LONG ,


BLAH
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