The field of flowers

2007-04-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

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Yada the blues

2007-04-21T05:10:00.000-07:00

New skin.More vibrant at least.lol.Oh well,incase you are wondering where the hell my comment box went,I shall just say that I m too lazy to post it up.So are the links.Will do it when I m proabably feel like doing it.

Studying with BESTBUDDY and ASHLEY yesterday was erm,productive(?) Kinda of actually.lol.Cause I actually got my notes done.Despite BESTBUDDY yakking her head off most of the time.Finally satisfied my STARBUCKS craving.

MYEs coming.I have not done anything.Kill me now.

2.4km

2007-04-14T03:19:00.000-07:00

I added a song to my blog.Just press play to hear.Fall Out Boy-Hum Hallejuah

Today is the last day I will ran for 2.4km.Last time for me to train and all.Wednesday is 5 items.I m scared for Inclined and Broad jumps.Just by seeing all those mats and pulling equipment.So anyhoos,I woke up in the morning to get my ass at Bedok Reservior.4.5 was the last class to run.Like how WOW is that? I managed to ran for the first half NON-stop but when it was the second half,I kinda of gave up on running.lol.After that,rushed home for tuition.It gets annoying when there s' no cabs in times of emergency.

Yesterday was the DAY when I start living cause I hailed FREEDOM.As you can pretty much guessed,I M FINALLY OUT,O-U-T from band.No more staying backs,No more sectionals,No more extra load and NO MORE,time leakage.I m oh-so relieved to be out.

Underneath my estatic shield,I m just reluctant to leave the young ones.They did so much for us.And I think I will miss them truckloads.They were cryin during the quite and depressing moments.Some cried till as if all of us are going on a journey to hell and not graduating.lol.I m just kidding.The slideshow came.Cliched yet touching at the same time.lol.Whats' more,they used Five For Fighting music as background music for those emo emo slides.Its not really hard to contain your tears now though.lol.

Since they did so much for us,here s' just a special THANK YOU to all you folks out there.

Moving on.

I just want to say something here to the three who read.Look,I dont' really care about what others are saying now about the post and all.What I care most now is that I hope our friendship would not be destroyed cause of this.Everyone is permittted to have their opinions.And besides,the matter is over.If you think you got better things to fret about, you would not be writing sarcastic lines on your blog.Not targeting anyone in particular here.I have to apologise for bailing on you cause I know good friends dont bail on each other.Neither do they write sarcastic remarks.So,I m apologising now to the three of you who read the post.Like I said yesterday to one of you,by telling me about how you feel,what do you want me to do or what do you want to do with me? I said what I want to say and would like to hear from your mouths.And not on blogs.Whatever the outcome is,I m just saying sorry for bailing on you.Hope that Monday goes all well and see you on Monday.

As for the rest,you are just a bull and my ears are a china shop so I could not really be bothered about your comments and all.Even though it was rather amusing to see those pissifying comments.

Something random to conclude this post,here s' what I got from Danny Phantom.

"This sucks.My sister s' dating a ghost,I m turning to be like my parents.Whats' next?"
Tucker enters in.

"What the heck are you turning into?"

lol.

RAH.

2007-04-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG DO NOT INVITE NAMELESS FREAKS AND FOOLS.

So to WHATEVER anonymous,if you think that by flaming me is the right thing to do,then I got no comments.I do not know if you are in the band or not but MY blog definitely do not WELCOME you.SCREW YOURSELF UP A FREAKING POLE AND HAVE A NICE DAY.

Oh wellies,just some note to some annnoying miget.I m glad that the tide is much calmer now and I hope the torn relationship would be mend somehow.lol.

Alrighty,nothing much to say.Will do a LONG one tomorrw though:D

SYF.

2007-04-11T03:32:00.000-07:00

I guess this is the time for ALL of us,everyone that participated in SYF to calm down and think.Right now,there is a sea of hihg emotions running through.Before I start typing out what I want to say,I have to make this to clear to all those people that whatever I say,I am seriously not siding anyone.I m a person with sides with reason and not relation.

First of all, I know all of you are pissed with the seniors wrote.In my opinion,I do not blame them at all.Neither should you all too.Re-read the entries that they wrote and think with your heart, are their words really true? They do not just blog for no reason.It must be something that have triggered their emotions that made them blog in such manner.Usage of words maybe harsh but thats' their character.They are just being frank.I n my opinion, I think,the only factor that we could blame on for getting the bronze is TIME MANAGEMENT.

Think about it.Reason why we could achieve at silver at Hawaii is because we REALLY practise the pieces and lots of time and effort have been spent on it.For SYF,think about the effort and time we put in for the set piece and choice piece.Choice piece ,we obviously did well cause we have double practice for it but Safari, we only have limited practice on it.Going to Hawaii was a gamble,and we took this gamble.Since we decided to take the gamble,we should face the losses bravely.I think,we could have done much better if we did not go to Hawaii.Not that Im regretting about Hawaii,but I just feel that its TIME MANAGEMENT that caused our downfall.

Secondly,the seniors are not insulting us.What they really mean and what they are pissed about is our attitude.I admit, I was kinda of dissapointed with a tinge of pissness when I read those entries at first but after talking to Adlin and re-reading the entries,I finally saw their point.Its true that we were passing the blame around like some dutch.When we heard bronze, most of us just came up with a conclusion that standards were raised and that SYF this year was so screwed up.None of us actually blame it on ourselves.Reason being that we achieve a silver at International level.When we could not figured out why,we simply just conclude that SYF standards were raised and end of story.No doubt we did improved and the performance sounded great but to the judges s' ears,they may sound different.We have to accept the fact that SYF standards were raised and like what nat mentioned,we are not there yet.I m guilty for not blaming myself.This I admit.

Moreover,to those that were pissed and feel insulted by the senrios,THINK again.WHY would your OWN seniors insult you? Do you think they are enjoying every moment of it when they hurl vulgarities at you or insult you for this SYF? We have known them for quite long and some of us are even on great terms with them.This would probably be the first time they said us so badly cause they are concern for us.Its not about the medal that they are talking now,its the bands' attitude that are pissing them off.Its not worth breaking the connection between the seniors and us over such matters.

No doubt the seniors were wrong in not supporting us and all but the UNDERLYING meaning is that they are not happy with our attitude.They are not looking down on us for the bronze.This I dare say.Cause it pains them equally to hear that our band has gotten a bronze.Not that they expected us to feel jubilant about or sad BUT they want us to do soul-searching.No one expected the bronze and no one deserve the bronze.But when things do not go your way,its' time to think about what went wrong and why didnt it go your way.What piss them of is that none of us bother to think what went wrong and just slammed down a conclusion that its the judges fault and all.THIS is the UNDERLYING meaning among their harsh post and conversations.

Thirdly, I know seniors have no right to judge us cause they did not hear the sound and all.For my opinion,I just think that no matter what,they ARE still our seniors.No matter how dsirespectful they maybe or whatsoever, THEY were the ones that taught us things and skills.By blogging such harsh entries to fight back,you are doing nothing but biting the hand that feeds you.Think, if they really WANT to insult you or want to the band to fail,do you think they will still care so much bout the band ever after they left? If they really hated HIM so much,would they even bother to teach you when HE first took over?

This more or less about what I wanted to say.Last thing to clear,for myself ( I AM SO NOT MATERIALISTIC) lol.There,I m done.lol.Whatever it is,I really hope that you people do not hold any grudges against the seniors.I do not care if I become public enemy number one but I just feel that something ought to be done about this.In a calm and compose manner.

BUSHED OUT.

2007-04-06T06:41:00.000-07:00

Greetings subjects! I have not been updating I guess.lol.Too tired.Actually,more of being lazy.I might want shut this blog.Tian,I m tired.My body clock is obviously screwy.

I find it hard to believe that I am finally leaving the band.Four years of being in this CCA.Somehow,I m so not feeling the happiness I thought I will feel.I think I will miss the juniors and those stayback times.The only thing to rejoice about is, one less respondsibility.And time will hopefully seems to be more.I know how much I sucked at this thing called TIME MANAGEMENT.Just like today,I spend the whole day sleeping and resting.Thanks to my flu that keeps bugging me.Argh.How annoying.

MYEs are coming.I have not snapped out of the Hawaii fantasy.I feel doomed.lol.MYEs are just so evil.They test us on LAST year s'work.Like OH MY.How am I going to cope with it? Speaking bout evil, I know ONE good method to torture your enemy or frenemy.

I was having band yesterday when we had to do Cresendo and Decresendo.Pardon me for the wrong spelling.SO,the torturous thing is, YOU HAVE TO BE LIKE AN OXYGEN TANK.lol.Cause its REALLY tiring to like sound so loud and drop down to an instant mouse sounding sound.Does not really makes sense but I hope you get the idea.lol.

So there you go.One nice and CLASSY way to torture your enemy.At least by doing that,you would not be labelled as a bitch.lol.

To end my post, I found a NEW LOVE:DDDD

WILLIAM ENDICOTT IS THE BOMB.For now.lol.

:D

BACKKKK

2007-04-03T04:11:00.000-07:00

Shall do a quickie quick review.lol.

THINGS TO NOTE:

I M SUFFEREING FROM THE "I MISS HAWAII" DISEASE.

I MISS THE SCHOOLS THAT WE HAD EXCHANGED WITH.ESPECIALLY AJ DIMOND:D

Cause I was sitting in between TWO cute guys.lol.Even though ONE of them was a bloody jerk.

EPPING.I got no comments.I m just plaing sittting in between TWO jerks.Ask me bout it.

CONCLUSION: I MISS HAWAII TONS.

Like seriously.lol.I think everyone was SO SO pretty on the dinner night.lol.I shall post some pictures.On the next psot.Right now,I got tons to catch up.SIGH.

HAWAII,WHERE ARE YOU?

HAWAII.

2007-03-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Flying off in I dont know how many hours time.

MISS ME.

(:

BOO.

2007-03-17T04:33:00.000-07:00

HEYHO BLOG READERS.Yesterday was tiring? I dont know.A week of Holiday felt more like a week of school.Now thats' bad.REAL bad.Back to my life.Shall do a quick update and off to teevee.OOHOOH.Disney Channel is screening Toy Story now.YAY WOODY:D

THURSDAY:

Band in the early morning of my young teenage holiday life.How wow can it get? After that,I went to Salon for a Hiar treatment session.Relaxing not quite,Tiring YES.Imagine sitting there for like 5 hours.Still.I felt like a Barbie Doll with them fixing and pulling my hair.lol.I was so tired that I dozed off while waiting for the condition to be dried.lol.Day before was Mr Nonami workshop.Fruitful or Enriching?I dont know.I will take fruitful if you ask me.

FRIDAY:

Combined workshop with Whitley and Loyang in the morning.I swear that it was so inhumane of them to make us wake up so bright(not really) and early to g down to their school for band.Moreover,its a Friday.One friday that I would not say TGIF.It was kinda of shi-bai.If you would like to know more,ask me.Blogs are so not safe in the eyes of the internet.You never know which imbcile might be reading what you are typing.Freedom of Speech has been long gone ever since bloggin has enter in your life.

Safari in the later night.It was so undescrible( spell check). That is not a good thing.Apparently,the only sound that we are able to decipher it from the score is the Waterfall and nothing else.AND no, there were certainly no such thing as ELEPHANT CALL.Those bloody elephants were as quiet as a mouse.I seriosuly wonder what is Gorby thinking when he composed Night Safari.I mean,what the heck is so damn interesting bout the dark and the animals? He must have suffered a deprived childhood.

Two days wheezed past and now its like the weekend.So,I got a random fact to share.I was watching Pocahontas this afternoon and I must say that it a touching and sad sotry.I mean,all Disney princesses show end with a happy ending of the princess being with the prince right? However,Pocahontas ending is so sucky.She went through so much and in the end,she did not end up with John Smith.Part Two of the story has a much worse ending.She ended up with a new guy and not John Smith.I mean,she sacrified so much for John Smith in part one and then when he appeared in part two,she had a change of heart.Ended up with some John guy also.There s' no link.

HOWEVER, I still love Disney movies.lol.I M A BIG FAN OF DISNEY.and I m proud of it:D

I DO NOT NEED YOU TO PUT ME DOWN

STRESSED

2007-03-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

ONE WORD:

RAH.

MY LIFE IS SO SCREWED UP.RIGHT NOW,THIS MOMENT.

I NEED TO SLEEP.LOTS OF IT.

LET ME SLEEPING BEAUTY FOR ONCE.

SYF CAMP(PART2)

2007-03-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

The newt play the flute
The carp play the harp
The plaice play the bass
And they soundin' sharp
The bass play the brass
The chub play the tub
The fluke is the duke of soul(Yeah)
The ray he can play
The lings on the strings
The trout rockin' out
The blackfish she sings
The smelt and the sprat
They know where it's at
An' oh that blowfish blow

It's music to me
We got a hot crustacean band

Those are the lyrincs of Under the Sea.I particularly loved this part cause its' a VERY VERY joyful and light-hearted description of a band.I love the "WE GOT A HOT CRUSTACEAN BAND".lol.SACCB shall strived to be a hot crustacean band:D Cause maybe that what we already are.LOL.Moving on.

FINALLY, the SYF saga is over.LOl.Not really exactly a saga but still,ITS S' OVER:D *Jumps
round happily*However, part 2 of the camp was really meaningful.In my own words,I would describe the camp as a camp full of high running emotions,wild joy and tears shed for various reasons.The GREATNESS,TIREDNESS and CRAZINESS of the camp.lol.I shall highlight the seasonal happenings of the camp.lol.

Nothing much really happened on the first day.So I will just skipped to the second day.

HIDE and SEEK have never been that fun.lol.Trumpets were the seekeres and the rest were hiding.lol.Tubas went missing and FrenchHorns were the first to be found.lol.After the game,TRUMPETS,bravely handled RUBBISH.lol.WE,practically cleared TRASH.Like seriosuly.Since we are talking bout trash,I shall RANT/COMPLAIN about DAMN PFA COUNCIL.I m not caring if any of them reads this.THEY are apparently,downright morons who took advantage of us.

Cause trumpets were clearing the lunch rubbish and after we were done clearing the LUNCH rubbish, the freaking PFA council members,came over to us and say this" Since you are doing it,why not just clear everything since its so by the way kinda of thing?" MY GOSH.I SWEAR I COULD NEARLY STABBED THEM IF I GOT A BLOODY KNIFE AT THAT DAMN MOMENT.In the end,I didnt know what made us agree to do it.AND WHAT DID THOSE WHORES DID? THEY just stood there like mannequins with a mouth that keeps spluttering out orders.Trumpets ended up stinky and sweaty.However,I m proud of you guys that you people did not complained and co-operated well.GOODWORK,MY LOVELIES:D As for the PFA council bitches, YOU better watch your backs.Your damn council is a lousy council THAT cannot facilitate a camp well.What a failure council you are.Talk is cheap and your actions are crap.

I finally got that off my chest.Annoying sluts.Came the preview.The rehearsal is just plain crap.THE worst performanc ever.Not pointing the fault arrow at anyone here.HOWEVER,the preview was GREAT.With a capital G.My favourite(:HAHA.ANYHOOS, really felt the genuine emotions while playing cause of some things that happened.lol.I somehow did not cry when the juniors played Renegade.lol.I m just touched but not to the extent where I would cry.lol.

Last but not the least, you people know who Charlie s' Angels are right? I shall put them as CA for short.Ca is Charlie s' Angels,then DA is *AHEM* angels.lol.I guess band people know who the *AHEM* is.lol.My point is,NEVER EVER be a DA.Cause ultimately, you will end up to be a public enemy of the band.lol.No matter how nice a DA can get, she would still be a public enemy in some bandies s'eyes.LOL.Ironic isnt' it? lol.Therefore,conclusion: NEVER EVER BE A DA.lol.Its the least desirable job or post in a band.Like mine.lol.

With that,I shall conclude the post with a mention of Ursula.You know ,that evil witch in Little Mermaid? She kinda of remind me of a certain someone.lol.Go figure(:

ALL THAT RAIN(:

2007-03-07T00:44:00.000-08:00

I shall make this a quickie quick post:D Basically,this month is really tight for me.To top it off,FAT is just the right word to describe me for this month too.LOL.Goodness,I really NEED to wrokout during the Holidays.On a brighter note, I ve' got a shopping spree on Sunday to look forward too.Shopping is like the most wonderful thing ever on this planet.Its not only makes you feel happy BUT you get to lose weight at the same time,due to all those walking and huntings for bargins.I LOVE SHOPPING:D Therefore,I decided to use shopping for my motivation to study.I m going to study like hell knows what and THEN,when I m done with my Os',I will go on a MAD MAD shopping SPREE:D lol.

Since my ever so dearest/bestest(self-proclaimed by the way) buddy a.k.a MELISSA TSANG blogged about me, I shall be nice and blog about her too.Since she always dying to be known.HAHA.READ the following content.PLEASE be a nice buddy and collect all notes/homework for me when I m' gone.PROVE yourself to be the bestest buddy(even though I knw you are not.lol.) AND above it all,DONT you ever try to take the opportunity to steal my RAIN .lol.Touch him and you are dead:D. Follow the instructions and you are almost halfway there to prove yourself as a wonderful buddy.THANK YOU:D

I guessed I m pretty much done.All I look forward now is to relax.lol.Off to study.

PACKED.

2007-03-04T00:53:00.000-08:00

PACKED is the word to describe me for this month.Like seriously.Time s' running away like Alice In Wonderland s' Mr Rabbit.I dont know whats' his name.lol.Just finished a gruelling two-hour tuition on VECTORS.One word:BORING.I would rather do Differentiation.Its' more interesting as it really tackles your brain.lol.I love doing things that tackle my brains.hahahas.Moving on,I shall talk about my Oh-So-Wonderful week.

Starting with Thursday.

Cabbed to school in thr morning and the damn taxi driver was being anoying or just dumb.You see,I was suppose to pick Weelyn and Elsie up then head to school.So,after calling Weelyn and asking her where she is,the taxi driver said this to me"You meeting your boyfriend is it?"(Mind you,the time was 6.05am.) My instant reaction to such questions was a disturbed NO.I mean,come on,which couple meets THAT early in the morning?Even if there is some couple that DO meet THAT early in the morning,shouldnt' the guy pick the girl up instead of the other way?Conclusion: Taxi Drivers are paranoid about picking up couples.I swear that the reason must be the recent scandals of people making love at the back seat of the damn taxi.Annoying fools.

Had Mass and the usual things that we do for Cannossian Saints' Day.I was dozing off thanks to my late night mugging the previous night.lol.I could only thank god that I did not laugh while playing FanFare and screwed the whole damn thing up.lol.Kept the charis and got ready for NAFA.After the WHOLE long tiring day,it was FINALLY home:D

Skipped to yesterday which is SATURDAY.

Had morning practice and I was having a very very bad tummyache.lol.Wonder what did I ate the previous night.lol.Practice was okay.After that,I went home to shower and went out again to meet LIAWSHUJUAN.

Now, the INTERESTING part of the post.HAHAHA.Headed down to Suntec Starbucks.Did I mention how random Starbuck s' members could get?LOL.Classic example.LIAWSHUJUAN bought her food and everything first and then it was me next.lol.So queueing in a Great Wall of China queue,I finally got my order taken.I realised that Suntec Starbucks got a cute guy.lol.I bet he s' mixed.Cause of his smooth accent.hahaha.He read my order and when he wanted to hand my drink over to me,he suddenly withdrawed back and said this to me" HEY,I like your shirt.Really nice and cool." Initially,I was wondering what he was doing and it turns out that he wanted to compliment my SUPERMAN tee.lol.Next thing I know,the whole Starbucks crew were chatting over my SUPERMAN tee.lol.The guy s' really cute and nice.HOWEVER, LIAWSHUJUAN told me he smokes.SO,thats' the one thing that spoiled everything.lol.LIAWSHUJUAN scared me when she told me he smokes cause I thought she was saying that *ahem* smokes.lol.By the way, I think I scared LIAWSHUJUAN when I told her how to exploit money.lol.

After the two hour of being productive,headed down to TM to meet Clarissa and then it was Nats' House.One word to describe her house.GORGEOUS.lol.I m so not kiding.Its like wow.Our first reaction when we saw the house was WOW.lol.Watched some movie and the Notebook is quite a sad movie.lol.

Its' sucha drag knowing that CHINESE MYE is like tomorrow.Gosh.I think I should talking now and go enjoy beofre mugging hard.

MORONIC

2007-02-28T04:59:00.000-08:00

Ok,I know I should not stoop to some despicable imbecile s' level BUT I really just dont get these people.And since YOU have affected my clique people once,I shall just to say it out now.

First of all,WHATS ON THIS ENTIRE PLANET DO YOU HAVE AGAINST THE BAND?! I mean,you are long gone and well,sorta of forgotten so why how is it possibly possible that you still CAN harass us and keep intruding in to our social life? You contain the essence of a dog,sneaking and snooping round our lives.God gave you brains.Its either you are born with spastic cells or you are just a downright imbecile.Cause you are the group of morons,who does not use their brains to think and do constructive things.Last but not the least,no one talks about my band or my friends in that manner.If you do not mind at all,I suggest that you should try to brush up on your vocabulary rather than defaming us and gloating over whatever misdeeds we done.A piece of advice: What goes around comes around.I m sure you are able to comprehend such simple life logic.

Fianlly,I got that off.I just believe that such pathetic morons existed on this planets.Oh wells,looks like some people are just taking up space and oxygen.With that,I shall get my ass off and go bathe.

WAIT A MINUTE

2007-02-25T04:15:00.000-08:00

AHHHH.I LOVE THE SONG WAIT A MINUTE BY PCD!lol.THEY are totally SMOKING HOT in this MV.Seriously.The clothes,shoes ,make-up and all are just so so so WOW.Obviosuly,good things are meant for sharing.SO,I decided to post the video up for you folks to enjoy.lol.

The hair,smooth shoes and all are just so so so FABULOUS.lol.Love this video.Hope you will love it too.:D

PRODUCTIVE.

2007-02-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

I feel productive today.lol.Just came back from self-studying session.Its so cool and wow to study alone.I felt like a pure true O' level student.lol.Oh and I got many interesting things and topics to share bout my studying trip today but first of all.PRODUCTIVE,PROACTIVE AND SLIM is what I aim to be for this year:D

Moving on to my day.lol.Its' been one of my so called BEST saturday afternoons cause I acutally did work and not slack.lol.*SMILES WIDELY*lol.So let me tell you what are the top three things that I noted today.

1.STARBUCKS is HIGHLY addictive.Like seriously.

Obviously you folks can pretty much guess that I went to Starbucks to study today.lol.Yeap and it was an AWESOME place.Probably due to the fact that I was so cosy and comfortable to the corner of the cafe.lol.People must have thought of me as an emo kid cause I was wearing black,like head to toe,doing work and listening to MP3.Whats' more,common places for emo kids are like wall corners.lol.SO,sitting in one corner with my MP3 plugged,I started mugging by doing my Bio notes and taking sips of Mocha Frapp to relax my brain.lol.Bio has so much component to chew on.Moreover,I kinda of learn more today,while doing my notes.lol.Outcome,I managed to do detailed notes and drawing on tow topics of Bio.Plus a teeny weeny bit of A.math.lol.Guess tonight is taken by A.math revision for test.lol.Oh and Starbucks is so much cheaper and nicer than Coffee Bean.Depends on the drinks you ordered though.No wonder our dearest friend,Audrey LiawCullum, abuses Starbucks drinks like a drug.lol.

2.POPULAR is like a mini-orchard road on weekends.

I was kinda of amazed by the fact that Popular was so crowded on weekends.lol.And shopping for FYS could be really long.Like as if you are shopping for clothes.Cause FYS comes in so mnay version.I had a real hard time choosing which publisher is better.Considering the price though.lol.Then again, it depends on the question.lol.And I so got to mention this.While I was at the O' level section for FYS,two girls,I think sec4 cause they are getting FYS for Chemistry or Biology, were so so annoying.I must say that THEY so do not deserve to take O'levels.Well,they may be smart or whatsoever BUT they treat the books with no care and respect.Ok,not like as if I treat my books care and respect BUT at least,I do not throw books that I do not want back to the shelf.They were spoiling the pages by flipping it so violently and throwing it back in the shelf or trying to squeeze the book in.And after they soiled the condition of the book,both bitches continued saying,in chinese,"Eh,help me get a new one.This is one so lousy in condition."And they continue doing the same thing.Brainless people you know.I was so pissed by the fact that they were actually so inconsiderate to other people wanting to buy the book and the fact that they treat the book so shabbily.Even I ,someone who does not really take care of my books does not treat my books that shabbily.What morons.Downright morons to the society.

3.GUYS with earpiercings.

Just today alone,I noticed FIVE guys with ear piercings.Well,there s' always a flip side and a good side to such things right?So I shall just share my views about this.lol.FLIP SIDE first.I think that guys with piercings are absolutely guy.Ok,not all but SOME with piercings made them looked gay.For example,there was this guy that I saw in the bus on the way home,has ear piercings,paints his toenails and sits in a femine cross legged manner.If he s' without piercing,he would have look much better.lol.So,the point and question is,WHATS' WITH GUYS BEING SO VAIN? LOL.I know its a metrosexual trend but not to the extend that they are fighting earrings with us females.lol.If you do not believe that guys with piercing are on a rising trend,just go to Orchard road one day and look around you.Theres' bound to be some idiot with piercing.If you want some place nearer.Go Bedok.They have lots of young school teenage punks with piercing.Trust me.lol.GOOD SIDE.Ear piercings are able to make SOME look so downright sexy and charming.lol.Like that Starbucks waiter that I saw today.He has two piercings on his ear and a very nice smooth accent.lol.I was so strucked by his accent and his piercing is just wow.Lol.So far,I have not find any young teenage school punk looking sexy and charming with ear piercings.lol.I doubt there is anyway.LOL.I get charmed by smooth accent.lol.

There you go.Three things that I noted today while studying alone.lol.Its been so fruitful and an eye-opener.I felt more mature rather loner while studying alone today.lol.I might want to go to either Esplande library or somewhere that has a STARBUCKS outlet next Saturday to study alone again.lol.Well,I guess thats' all I guess.lol.Enjoy reading.Its' good stuff and food for body,mind and soul.HAHAHA.

POST POST.

2007-02-23T06:04:00.000-08:00

I think I ve' been a real bitch lately.lol.I been bitching during the past few days of recess.Goodness.lol.I feel so mean.haha.I think my retribution is that my limewire is not working.Speaking of which,I m calling out to all you people out there.If you have any sites for downloading of songs,please tell me.I desperately need to update my Mp3.Thanks.Tell me and I will love you forever.lol.

School been rather dull lately.CNY celebration was madness.lol.My clique got highg and kept making fun of the performers.lol.Speech presentation went well today.I think.lol.The "HANDS UP" part manage to grab the atention of the audience.lol.Other than that,I got nothing much to say or complain bout school.

BAND.hmmmm.Rather relax though.lol.Istana came and gone and I rate it bad.Dont ask why.LOL.Cause I m not really in the mood to say anything bout it.hahaha.After practice,went for dinner and home.I m like updating for no one man.lol.Just updating for the sake of it.lol.

OH!A freaky thing happened to me just now.Cause I was waiting for the lift when two boys,I think younger than me were playing with this kitten.I think its' a lost kitten casue of the bell and all.So,they were playing with it and I do not know if they are dumb or what.Everyone knows that if you play with a kitten,that damn thing would follow wherever you go.It would even follow you even if you do not play with it right?Obviously,the next you know,that kitten followed them into the lift.And I was like praying so damnit hard that those two live at storeys higher than mine.I live on the 11th storey by the way.Turns out that they live at the 3rd storey! OH MY GOSH LA.I could nearly killed myself on the spot.So,when the lift stopped at 3rd floor,those irrespondsible pigs just walked out and one was kinda of like telling me " Good luck witht he cat".Goodness.I cant' believe that such horrible people existed on this planet.Assholes man.Practically downright assholes.After those two asses got out of the lift,I just stand still in one corner,hoping that the kitten does not do anything to me.Unfortunately,that damn cat got no brains and went to have its' paw stuck in between the doors.It must have hurt real badly cause it just would not stop meowing.I started panicking and thought that the best way out was to press any storey.To free the paw.I just quickly pressed storey9 and got out of the lift.Cause that damn cat was still in the lift,I ended up climbing the stairs to my house.WOW.I swear that I would kill thos two if I actually see them again.Younger immature brains.So argh.

I think I should continue my search for songs.I seriosuly want to download John Legend s' song.He is awesome man.lol.

HAPPY CNY!

2007-02-18T08:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 1st day of the festival.lol.Tiring I must say.Cause I kinda of slept late like REALY late last night and yea.Whats' more,my relatives are kinda of small in numbers so I didnt really go to like many places for visits.Therefore,there is a sharp decrease in my angpow money this year.So much for the good economy.lol.I feel fat from all the goodies I ate this afternoon.lol.OH! and I tried on make-up today.Its' the third thing that I would like to buy.lol.The first two things that I would slurge on are SHOES and CLOTHES.lol.I absolutely LOVE with a capital L, shoes.They are just the most gorgeous thing ever on this planet.To me.lol.My future boyfriend would have to buy me shoes,clothes and make-up items.lol.

Dinner was filling.I had three bowls of Sharks' Fins.I think I need to pay a visit to the gym badly after CNY.lol.Stupid blogger is forcing me to change to the new account.Now,I got this new account which is bad.Cause doing templates would be difficult to adapt to their new system.Argh.So annoying.I m like so FINE witht he old one andI cant' update unless I switch to the new version.Oh well.I shall see how it works then.Gracious,I should have combine this entry with the previous one.I got feeling its' gonna be short.lol.

Visiting early morning tomorrow.Now the only thing that worries me is not the angpow money,is about not being able to get my homework done on time.Dang.I know everyone is thinking like CNY why are you worrying about school?The answer is: I dont know.lol.Somehow,I just cant help but worry.Its' just so disturbing.I would just somehow think of it at the back of my mind whenever I dont finish an assingment.Tell me I m weird or stressed to the max cause such things have never happened to me before in the previous years.

A night sleep should be able to settle my mind.Random fact though,I think I look like some emo kid today with all the dark colours and eyeliner.lol.

CNY.

2007-02-17T06:46:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the LATE LATE update.First of all,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE.okay,you might want to strike off the eve.Given the fact that CNY is just tomorrow.Every CNY eve is just the same for me.Boring old stuff.Teevee does not help much.Even when you got cable.Weeks' been pretty sucky.I would like to say thanks to all those who gave me Valentine s' Day present on Wednesday.Despite me disliking Valentine s' Day.lol.I just think its' dumb cause people actually be uber nice to you just on THAT particular day and the next day they treat you like crap or maybe some other days they treat you like crap.Moreover,I cant' believe they actually made pointless investments in those big big ballons and customize things like "I love you" stuff and crap.No doubt they are pretty,cute and all that nice but when you break off that connection,those fancy items are just like a dead mans' ashes,worthless like junk.

So much for my point of view for Valentine s' Day.Moving on,I had three hours of A.math tuition.Is it pure joy or pure torture?I dont know.Now I m thinking,should I thank god for the fact that todays' the only day where time is all I got for me to do my studying or should I not thank god for the fact that I only actually thrwoing my sleeping time away by choosing to study all night?Goodness.I could feel the stress just accumulating by itself day after day after day.The term "Cover to Cover" somehow motivates me to get down to my books.When people claimed that they have no inspiration to study or whatsoever,I think its all bout self dependacy.It really depends on how you think and you want to think.

A good morning massage for my brain and a good FULL body workout today cause I cleared my room.YAY ME((: I actually had hands on experience of being a maid today.I finally know the REAL reason why maids are so thin.The amount of vacuuming and mopping and clearing,is really sufficient for them to lose those flabs.I think its an accomplishment for me today cause I spent like from 1pm till 6pm claering my stuff.lol.

Yesterday was alright.Did a lil bit of shopping.I realised that my dressing for tomorrow is VERY dull.Black top with brown skirt and brown shoes.A great contrast to my sister whose wearing bright colours.WOW.lol.I feel emo now.lol.Thank you clarissa for yesterday.I regretted not getting that pair of giraffe(spell check) earrings.OH.good news.I found my LONG-lost Thesauras today while cleaning my room.I felt as if my room was renovated or something.Its super cleana nd neat now.At least I see more of the floor now as compared to last time.lol.

Just finish washing tie.Its disgustiing.Black water literally flow out while I scrubbed it.EW.With that,I shall leave you people reading and thinking.lol.Oh what crap.

HALLELUIA

2007-02-03T05:04:00.000-08:00

SHORTY MCSHORTS S' SHORTS! Come say it.SHORTY MCSHORTS S' SHORTS.lol.Got this little tongue twister title from Disney channel.Its' a cartoon I think.Try saying it fast.Its kinda of difficult.For me that is.lol.I finished watching Hercules on Disney Channel and I must say that BABY PEGGASUS IS DAMN CUTE((: I love that baby horse.lol.Hades is one character that I liked.He maybe the evil lord of the Death but he s' amusing in the show in the way how he tries to destroy Hercules.The three witches in the show kinda of reminds me of Macbeth.Not forgetting Hades s' sidekicks named Pain and Panic.lol.Somehow,Hades reminds of a certain person.I m not going to say who.Try guessing.Blogs are dangerous.Clue: FRENCHHORN and BLOGS.I think its' pretty obvious.lol.

Moving on.My saturday afternoon is pretty interesting.Public apology to Eunice yeo here for not being able to accompany her to go shopping today.Like I said I did try to make suggestion.Once again.sorry.If you dont wish to accept then I m kinda of cool with that.Cause I think there s' nothing much to care if you dont really care.Sorry if you find this offendsive.Happier stuff.I realised that Adrian Brody has this affinity with WAR movies.Evidence is that most of the war movies that I watched always have him playing as some refugee or soldier.Example: The Thin Red Line,The Pianist and The Jacket.All three movies are fabulous by the way.lol.In any case,I still think he s' hot.Despite him looking so rugged and shagged in those movie.lol.This Saturday is fabulous.Teevee is showing great movies like Down with Love.lol.Ewan Mcgregor and Renee Zelleweger(Spell Check) has the best on screen chemistry I think.lol.They look so compatible together.

Enough of movies.lol.I shal proceed on to school.Which is pretty boring except for the Thursday SS lesson.This is what Miss Lim advise us on choosing which hospital ward to stay in.Its is not advisable to choose an A2 ward cause its' only two people inside the room.You and your roomate.Reason why it is not advisable is because what if your roomate passed away suddenly in the middle of the night? In other words,you would be sleeping and SHARING room with a dead body the whole night.Pretty freaky.So,please choose either an A1 ward or a B4 ward.At least it s' either you are alone OR with 4 people in the room,one dies,you still have the other two for company.lol.Less freaky.lol.Audrey just said something weird but made sense.Eating rice during recess does makes you fall asleep in class.Wonder why.lol.

Chinese New Year is coming.I m going SHOPPING tomorrow((: YAY SHOPPING.lol.My mum cant' believe my obsession with RAIN.lol.Neither can I too actually.I mean,he s' just so so SO very hot.I think he cant' really sing but his dancing and all is WOW.lol.K-pop is quite cool actually.I mean,its' probably because we are so use to hearing English people rapping that when we hear, say a different language like Korean rapping,we find it weird and somoehow fake.lol.That is just my opinion though.I think I should just end off here.SHOPPING TOMORROW((:Might have an update bout it though.lol.

FLAG-DAY

2007-01-27T05:30:00.000-08:00

I decided to revive my blog and shall try my very best to update it as often as possible.lol.*blows dust* I just realised that my last entry is really ancient.lol.So,I would not be updating faithfully BUT if you are a faithful reader of my blog(good for you), updates will either be on Friday or Saturday.I know I would not update it faithfully on weekdays.Its like a sucidal attempt for me.lol.Nevermind,I doubt I made sense back there.lol.Moving along.

FLAG-DAY TODAY! Ignore the oh-so-enthusiastic tone.I m actually not very enthusiastic about it.lol.However,Singaporeans are really to the extreme.Dont get what I m saying?Sit back and read on.First of all,there is this type of Singaporeans which are REALLY genuine in donating into that samll pathetic tin.Its ' like just you just have to stand there and stone and next thing you know,you get people tapping on your shoulder,wanting to slot their coins into the tin.I love such people.lol.The next type of Singaporeans are the idiots who have extremly poor acting skills.Seriously.Before you can even approach them with that tin,they pretend not to see you.If you approach them with the tin,they pretend not to hear you.Like wow.If you can ignore our voice and appearence,I suppose you can ignore the rest of things around you.In other words,I doubt youo would need your eyes and ears.Cause our eyes and ears are given to us to hear and see things.So,my point to such people is that the least you could do is to refuse politely instead of denying us.

Next thing to note is that BanGs are the worst kind ever.Not that I m prejudice against them or what but seriosuly,they are the worst kind of people ever to approach for donation.I wonder if their hearts are soot black as their outer appearence.It seems to be.Initially I didnt want to make any racist comment nor have any racist thoughts BUT after getting RUDE and flat refusal for making a donation,that s' it.My conclusion is that BanGs are the worst kind ever.They are horrible,with a capital H.9 out of 10 just either ignore you,glare at you or worst,talked at the top of their voices just to drown your voice.Like what crap is that.However,despite majority of them being black hearted,there are minority that are really generous to donate.I thank these people.I guess that pretty much summed up my flag-day experience.

Saint Andrews s' POP.Hmmm.It was okay.Its just a lil disorganize and some imbeciles that were seated behind me just somehow refuse to shut their trap.Annoying idiots to the society.One thing to note,Saint Andrew s' location is so so NOT driver friendly.We,being Weelyn,Audrey and myself ended up at Saint Andrew s' Junior College instead of secondary cause secondary is like located so in where it is not easily found.That was the first hands on incident.The second one was when Audrey called a cab and the driver could not find the place,being the school.lol.And speaking bout cabs,always trust the female instinct.Male instincts are useless like crap.lol.Just something random though.lol.

I realised that I missed out quite a fair bit bout Camp CORRI but I m lazy to actually say it out.lol.So,I guessed it just too bad.lol.My aunt just came over and she was telling us horror stories of China.Not the ghost form but the form of people.Like how the airport security is able to bash people up if they do not follow the procedures.Gosh.How violent and uncivilized.Hearing it was like oh man.lol.Now my mum is eagerly waiting for her Korean show.lol.I realised that I need to get my CNY clothes shopping done.Fast.Just to make the paragraph longer(lol),I kinda of missed school on friday cause of some lame reason being that I overslept.argh.lol.

Lesson of the day: Weelyn Oh,You owe both of us,being Audrey and me big time.lol.Waiting for your generous treat((:

STALE.

2007-01-21T03:15:00.000-08:00

Hello all.Sorry for not updating.My usual style for updating is always on either friday nights or saturday nights.lol.

Moving along, the TP visit was quite an eye-opener.lol.I m more intrested in business school though.haha.and the free cookies were alright.lol.Headed to Ikea after that and home.lol.Yesterday.POP.Erm,being the muddled headed me,I thought I was lost and I was quite glad that I came like at the later part.lol.I was smart to predict that being on early was simply just plain dumb.lol.Or perhaprs you can call that luck.lol.

I feel like slapping myself.Rain is like at Indoor Stadium performing while I am sittting here typing out this entry.Argh.Camp Corri tomorrow and I m not looking forward to it.Its the last camp and yet its' gonna be boring.I think.

AHHH.no mood to blog.I lost the bloggin touch.

PARTY, PARTY.

2007-01-13T07:39:00.000-08:00

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To add on to this post,I ,AMANDA KHOO GEK LING,GOT LOST ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL.I M SO NOT LYING/JOKING.Its the worst day ever man.Getting lost in tampines.Its like what next? and to start off with the beautiful year,I was already LATE three times for school.Say WOW.

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Just reached from Weelyn s' BBQ party.lol.I apologise for not updating my blog for a long
while.Been quite busy with all the homework and stuffs and such.So let s' get on with life.lol.

Phototaking yesterday.It is strange that I actually did not bother to tidy up my hair like what I have been doing for the past three years.lol.Whats' more,this is my GRADUATING photo.Coloured and nice.lol.I m starting to believe that I m fated to stand with the most undesirable people.Sorry if I sound mean but YEA.lol.Not like I m a very desirable person but still.Having four years of class phototaking and standing beside people like them,I really got to say that my position and height are cursed.SO man.Take yesterday for example,formal I stand beside See Mun.Fine,I accept that.HOWEVER,I most certainly DID not expect myself to be suay enough to stand beside Boon Khee during my FIRST and LAST fun shot.Goodness,its like kill me man.I wanted to give that face that Audrey hates but I love during the formal photot but on second thought,I really do not wish to embarrass myself in the yearbook.lol.And the scary thing and the reason why I so dont fancy standing beside See Mun is the fact that she shakes the whole table and that scares me ALOT.I was practically screaming my head off before the camera clicked.Common question for phototaking: Hows' my hair? no like seriously,hows' my hair? I have no comments.

New year ,new sitting partner.Tsang is the new sitting partner.and yes,I got the MOST undesirable position of the year.The table that is right smacked infront of the teachers' table.Its not that bad actually.I mean,infact,its SO SO much better than sitting at the back.I find myself becoming more attentive in class.Not that I m not but yea.lol.Yea is my filler.I should try some ways to get rid of it.In the meantime,also hone my time management skill.I m wondering if I have made the right choice by retaking the A.math test.After what Jingyin told me,I m beginning to reconsider if I should retake the test.Argh.Annoying.

Thrid week of school and I feel like dying.HELP me.And just to let you people know,I m still very much attracted to Barbie.thank you(: lol.OH wells,I should continue with my Joy Luck Club reading.I can hear it calling me.Sheesh man.lol.I shall use the word "sheesh" to replace the twit sign "HAISH".lol.

APOLOGY.

2007-01-06T03:58:00.000-08:00

Its the 6th of Janauray.wow.And yes,I did not go for the performance.lol.I m not all that dissapointed but I believe a chance will come by soon some other time.lol.Till then,I shall just wallow in self pity and do my A.math questions.HAHAHA.For this post,I would like to clarify some stuff and proabaly hope things will go better after it?I dont know.

First of all, whats with everyone being so melancholy in their entries? I mean,no offence but is life really that bad and sucky for you people? I know I m feel like that sometimes but think,life cannot proceed on if you cannot let things go and move on.Life would be so much more enjoyable if people actually take things in their strides.It may be a simple policy but to put it in action,it would be quite difficult.However,there s' always space for this thing called trying.If you do not try,you would not know how it feels like.So, to all those people out there who is feeling depressed or gloomy, please try to take things in your stride.Its not worth tying yourselves down with so many excess baggages.Learn to let them go and you would find yourself feeling much lighter than before (:

Secondly, here a sincere apology to the seniors.I know words does not count so I guess we,as in the juniors would try our best to amend our actions next time.And as for band practice yesterday, I have not much comments on it but the entry Audrey wrote yesterday addressing the band, certainly did evoke some guitly feelings in those who read.lol.I shall not say anything bout the entry here.so yea.Sorry if this sounded like heck-craish but its not.lol.Its just yea.

Moving on..... to something more light hearted.lol.

Here s' something that I find it hilarious.Its says in a magazine " Whoever says he s' bringing Sexy back, Sexy had never left".LOL.Its like as if the word"SEXY' had been personified.lol.I dont know if that sentence was to make fun of Justin Timberlake but its hilarious and lame.lol.And kinda of true too.LOL.I think the magazine that had this thing in it is 8 days.lol.

I m reading my old blog entries.I cant' believe I was some stupid crappy emo kid in sec 2.lol.My entries were seriously crap.lol.I m trying some baking tomorrow.Pray that I do not burn the Kitchen.lol.Random stuff.I was just looking through my playlist in my computer and this is what I found out.After Beyonce s' Irreplaceble, is the PCD s' I dont need a man.Its pretty ironic Cause Beyonce s' song is actually about finding another man to replace the guy that had been cheating on some girl while PCD s' one was about being independant.lol.

This entry had been so pointless.

HECTIC.

2007-01-05T06:00:00.000-08:00

TGIF.Thank God Its Friday.LOL.Seriously,school had been so tiring and hectic.Homeworks,constant naggings about O levels and all that crap.Plus today was Sec1 Orientation.Screw that big time.I thank god its' my final year for both school and band.I m seriously so tired and drained.Its ' only week one of school and yet I m dreading it already.Gosh,save me.Its the month of January but I feel like as if its' the month of May.Thats' how bad it is.

First of all,FIRST day of school.Nothing much happen.Just that as sec4s,I feel weird walking round the school with 3/4 of it being juniors.lol.Seats were erm,no comments.I got the best seat ever.That seat that was right smack infront of the teachers' table.WOWness.Teachers were mostly the same except for PE.Other than that,I guess nothing much really happened.lol.

Second day.I really took Gen s' advice and PAID attention to every single lesson no matter how boring it is.I never felt this motivated before.I dont know what is it that made me so motivated but yea.I should continue doing that.lol.Homework starts flooding from this day onwards.lol.

Third day.Which is today.was seriosuly no comments.Lessons were funny but the after school activites were bleah.I m just guilty after reading Audrey s' blog.Ok,not guilty but ashamed or bad.ARGH.I dont know.lol.Its just a negative feeling and I have no adjective at the moment to describe that feeling now.I just listened to gens' dedication on the radio.And what she said bout Sir is really heart-warming.Though I m not THAT close to Sir,as in not to the extent that I would miss him as much as the seniors do cause he barely taught me.lol.However,I could still hear how much respect gen have for him just by hearing what she said on the radio.Pardon me for saying this but those people who always have those words like I miss sir or whasoever,they are the ones that are hypocritical.Cause I dont think we have the right to say those words given the fact that he had not really taught us.so yea.

SIGH.That Himalays pile of homework never seems to end.Its just gets higher day by day.Its just so argh.I should seriosuly do something about it now.Time s' running out.

New Year

2007-01-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

CHATTER CHATTER.LOL.HAPPY NEW YEAR.Bit late but heck.hahaha.School s' starting tomorrow.and I m rushing through my work.hahah.

New Years' eve was funny.hahha.Read cllum s' blog for more updates bout it.hahha.
Things to take note for next year countdown.

NEVER,I repeat NEVER let Audrey drink sprite.She gets really HIGH after a few gulps of it.Serious.lol.And,I m not interested in dustbins.And also,either book or rent a hotel room.Cabs are just annoying cause it took freaking long for one taxi to chaffeur me home.haha.

Ok,thats' about it.Will have more exciting posts on Saturday.AHHH.sec 4 life.how great.RIGHT.

REVIEW OF 2006

2006-12-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

Lets' do a review of 2006 and judge for yourself if you had enjoyed this year as much I did.

3/5!

Yes.I got into that class.I could still remeber how unhappy I was on the first day of school.Reason was cause I hated 3/5 and I was being a sore loser bout me getting into that class.So settle down, got this real loud form teacher who cant' really pronouce his words properly and got to know some of my sec2 classmates a lil better.Next thing I know,I had this whole long list of foreign(not really) subjects hitting me in the face left right centre.Teachers graudually enter into classrooms with this word called "O Level" hanging on the corners of their lips.Each time one naughty student who does not do her work or commit whatever crime,they will start harping on bout how O level is just so near and that we should start bucking up.
The complains and everything,it somehow just became common for my class.lol.Months flew by and I realised that 3/5 is not that bad afterall and somoehow,being in that class just makes you feel crazy.lol.

BAND!

Had the first concert and it went quite well? I dont know.lol.Band started improving and not to mention,taking up lots of my time.Met the new batch of sec1s and I must say,that the trumpet section sec1 juniors are the best.lol.Moving on...I have nothing much to say bout band.OHOH.Just this.Concerts that I went this year are interesting.lol.And,not to mention that a few of us found their own eye-candy.lol.And chalet and all.

My lovely bunch of people that I either met or got to know better in 2006(:

FLOORBALL TEAM!

Yay to the five of you.lol.Excluding me that is.hahaha.Really thank you people very much for making 2006 an exciting year.And hopefully,may we all strive for the better and work hard for next year.JIA YOU!hahaha.Not sure if you people are reading this anyway.lol.

THE CLIQUE!

One word.YAY.lol.You people,meaning Weelyn F,Audrey C,Cindy Y and Eunice Y are the funniest bunch of people that will make band funny.lol.I shall just make personal messages for you.haha.

Weelyn F: Good Luck with friendly ghost and may something good blossomed out next year(: lol.Please try not to have retarded fingers.lol.Kidding.

Eunice Y: Stop being lame and good luck with being girly.lol.May your mouse gets to know you better.lol.

Audrey C: Stop being late and snap out of your illusions of Jamie.haha.Be strong for next year and dont suffer anymore breakdowns(: THINK of the beautiful house that awaits you in future.lol.

Cindy Y: Focus on your studies and I hope you will love your class by the end of next year.(:

Last but not the least,

May we all strive for the best next year and work hard for Hawaii and our O level.Lets' make our christmas and whatever holiday next year ten times better than this years' one(:

For the seniors:

Hope that we are able to keep in contact for as long as possible and a special thank you for gen for making this wonderful template for me(:

With that emo bit here and there,I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR and may 2007 be a much better year for you all((:

107th POST(:

2006-12-29T06:17:00.000-08:00

JOLLY HO EVERYONE! Bring out the champagne and wine glasses for this is * drum roll please* yours truly 107th post of the blog.lol.Pity that I didnt celebrate for the 100th post.lol.Nevermind,lets' just celebrate for the 200th post.lol.Moving along,I shall begin my daily rantings now.lol.

YESTERDAY.

Band was funny.lol.Windworks people came down to fix our instruments.It was quite a sight to see them fixing especially the saxophone one.They had this long tube light,like those christmas lightings to insert into the saxophone for I dont know what reason but its just so cool cause the saxophone looks like its' glowing inside.lol.The trupet one was equally cool too.HOWEVER,my instrument is scarred for life cause the guy actually burn it at a high fire to remove that thing in order to smothered it in place.lol.Sadness.

After band,Audrey and Cindy came over to my house as a shelter for rain and kill time.This shall be the last time Cindy poh will ever set foot into my house.lol.I m never ever letting her in man.lol.Chatted then after that went to meet the rest for dinner.Then its home.Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT((:

TODAY.

Studying session with Mrs Audrey Cullum.lol.Suppose to meet like quite early but apparently,the cullum had overslept and woke up at the time we suppose to meet.WOW.best.lol.So I waited for her to wash up and the cue to leave my house.lol.Went to Subway(LOVE THAT PLACE:D) and started sloggin HARD.lol.It was quite productive I must say.lol.At least I managed to complete an essay and my tuition homework.I dont feel that guilty feeling now.lol.OHOHand I saw this real pretty flat screen computer in the AppleIPOD shop.Its' really pretty,sleek and it comes with an integrated camera.ITS SUCHA A BEAUTY TO MY EYES.lol.If I ever had such a computer,I will treasure it like as if its' my life savings.lol.And I realised that both of us had this dream of becoming an NT student instead.lol.No offence here though.Cause both of us were doing long essays like SS and History,and half way through,I randomly dropped my pen and said this"I sometimes wished that I was a NT student instead of express"and audrey was like yea.Cause it kinda fo relaxing if you actually think about it.Its' like they dont have to slog so hard for Os' and they study for 4 years.I m really envious of Nt people.Ohwell,as the saying goes''Things happen for a reason".There must be some reason why I m in express and sloggin my guts out for this O level thing.Look and think positive.Something random to end this long paragraph:

I accidentally bit the corners of my mouth while talking about GH just with Audrey and now,I got a bloody ucler cause of that.TSK and OUCH.

I shall do a bit of commenting of MVs since I watched the Pop 10 today.lol.Fergie s' video is nice but her songs are crap.Paris hilton.No comments on her songs but her clothes and all are nice.lol.I would still prefer All American Rejects video and songs.lol.And no,I m not being bias here.Seriously,songs that does not makes sense pisses me off greatly.lol.Great,now its time for bonding with my bed.Nights(:

I NEED TO GET THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS CD((:

BOXING DAY.

2006-12-26T03:16:00.000-08:00

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I have decided to combine todays' entry with yesterday s' one cause I m blogging a short one.hahahaha.Band was finally alright today.lol.Its' good to hear the full round sound once more.hahas.

One funny advice here though.Cause today during warm-ups,Brass was using their mouthpiece while Woodwinds were just playing as normal.After the long mouthpiece warm-up for brass,Cindy said that she felt like as if she frenching with her mouthpiece.lol.So I said that if thats' the case,Audrey must be very good at it cause she must have done it with her cullum.lol.And Audrey said something bout frenching with an expert to like improve the feeling after long warm ups I guess.SO,conclusion.Practice frenching with an expert to improve the feeling.lol.I should hurry go look for an expert to french man.hahahaha.NOTE: this are all crappy advice.please dont go try it.lol.BUT of course,it would be great if frenching with a cute expert could help.hahaha.

Shucks.the rain is not helping at all.Its making me feel sleepy and I have kinda of lost motivation to do my work.lol.OH WELLS.I feel as if my days are numbered man.lol.I should really go try to do my essay now.lol.

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Mrs Audrey Cullum and Mrs Weelyn F just left my house.lol.We were suppose to study but ,it turn out more of us talking.lol.It was crazy man.lol.Met audrey at Bedok macs.At first she was thinking of meeting me at my house macs.So,she was like asking if there is a macs at my house there and I was like yea.(Note:I m super late in meeting her.lol.)So,being the blur me,I asked her whats' the different between the Bedok Macs and my house Macs since both are Macs.lol.SO,she gave me this reply" I wanted to test how much fate you have with him at Bedok Macs" something like that.and I was like right.lol.

Oh,then in the bus,I told Audrey and Weelyn something.lol.Let me say it here.hahaha.Cause Cindy poh gave me this christmas card and inside the card she wrote" Merry Christmas.Have fun dressing your GH barbie doll".so,I was like thinking of a reply.lol.and so my reply to what Cindy wrote would most probably be this: I m his barbie doll.so whats' there for me to dress? He should dress me.LOL.And both of them,as in Audrey and Weelyn s' reaction was like oh man.right.lol.and they bursted out laughing.lol.Reached my home and then started to use the computer.lol.And weelyn kept playing ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU.lol.Its' amzaing how she can hear it over and over again.lol.Both left at around 6.30 and I was home alone.lol.

Schools' starting soon.I have yet to complete my huge pile of homework.lol.Its like next week at this time,I would probably be like packing for school.lol.GOSH.I cant' believe 2006 is about to end so fast just like that.hahaha.OH and something random here.CHANNEL U is sucha copycat.lol.Channel 55 is showing War and Beauty at 10pm every week night and guess what?Channel U is doing the same.like what the.I shall promote the show here.lol.War and Beauty is a damn nice show.go watch it on Channel U if you dont have cable.All the actresses in it are super pretty and the gurads or officials are damn handsome.lol.The only funny part is this,those girls,like the concubines,junior concubines ended up liking the officials around them instead of the Emperor.lol.The reason is that the emperor is too old and ugly.Go watch it.lol.the Empress is also the only one that is not pretty in the whole show.lol.

K,I think I m more or less done.lol.I m getting sick of the rain.When will it stop?argh.Last but not least, happy boxing day(((:

MERRY CHRISTMAS(:

2006-12-25T05:34:00.000-08:00

HOHO.MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE((:
Another year of fun,joy and laughter is going to end soon.Peopl will soon meet each other.New school term with new faces.andYES,another year of HIGH socks,long skirts and butt holes aka centre-parting and no doubt,a new batch of sec 1 twits.It just gets worse each year man.lol.

I would very much like to congratulate myself for completing another SS essay.lol.With much thanks to Audreys' textbook.hahahah.Was supposed to go out with Weelyn and her to catch the holiday but I decided not to go last minute as I was kinda of lazy to travel and did not want to spent the money.lol.

SO,I ended up spending christmas hearing WINTER WONDERLAND the whole day while writing my essay.lol.OH WELL,its my favourite jingle.lol.geez,I doubt I have anything to say except MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR((:

CHRISTMAS EVE.

2006-12-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

HOHO.Its christmas eve.lol.YEA,I m spending christmas this year at home studying and catching up.lol.What a nice way to spend such a beautiful time of the year.OH WELL.I shall make next year s' christmas evenbetter for myself.lol.

Woke up early today and went for service.lol.It was damn crowded.The caandlelight part was awesome.Wonder if I got a picture of it.It was so so beautiful.lol.Pity that the service was not in the night.It would have been more beautiful.lol.And the first two jingle I heard when I entered the service hall was FROSTY THE SNOWMAN and RULDOPHL THE RED NOSE REINDEER.lol.And that got me thiking this.Audrey Liaw s' christmas this year has got be a little special cause of these two jingles.lol.No offends here though.lol.

After service,went home and use the computer.lol.and it was damn hilarious.lol.Cause gen was talking to me while both of us were watching the VMAs.lol.And we were like making comments and all.Somewhere around 3 plus,I dozed off cause I m super tired.And,I missed her P!ATD getting the award.lol.So much for cheering.lol.Just now when I came online,she asked me if I had watched the full show.When my reply was a no and I told her that I fell alseep halfway, she went" NO WONDER.YOU STOPPED REPLYING HALFWAY."lol.Its shows how tired I am man.lol.Right,I doubt I made any sense here.lol.HOWEVER,I did watched the ALL AMERICAN REJECTS performing and getting the award and gens' P!ATD performing.lol.so its not that bad.hahaha.I only missed the BEST VIDEO OF THE YEAR AWARD and the BEST ROCK VIDEO AWARD I think.lol.OHOH.and I realised I got this fetish for guitarist.lol.Whenever a band,say All AmericanRejects for example,I would ALWAYS look at the guitarist first before looking for the lead singer.The same thing happen when P!ATD performed today.lol.I guess I just like the guitarist more than the lead singers.lol.By the way, something random here.lol.I think the SONY ad guy is kinda of cute.lol.

Its' amazing that my nieghbour did not slammed his doors today on christmas eve.lol.oh well,I bet santa paid him a visit and asked him to spare a thought for considerate citizens like me.lol.Ok,I shall go dowmload christmas jingle for a festive season.lol.Christmas is just a few hours away((:

I like guitarists and All American Rejects((:

CGH

2006-12-23T03:22:00.000-08:00

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Thinking bout next year just scares me.Its' gonna be hectic and crazy.Come to think bout it,I dont even think I will have time to celebrate my birthday.lol.I remembered Audrey telling me she wont be able to celebrate her sweet sixteen birthday cause of Os'.Thats' one bad reason why late birthdays or rather,birthdays during the months after June or July are always so unpredictable.lol.Cause those months are always jammed packed with lots of stuff and revision and catching up.

Talking bout time,the time that I will be spending with my bed will be lesser for sure.lol.OH MAN.I think I better treasure my bed before this year ends.lol.I hear it calling me during long band practices.hahah.I think it will call me even more next year.hahaha.My bed is special((: Thats' why I love it MORE than any other thing else :D

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I shall do a bit of updating.lol.Christmas is coming and thats' bvad.Cause school is starting soon.lol.I m getting pretty irritated by my neighbours slamming doors.lol.Its so argh.Spoil my mornings and afternoons.

Bands' been quite boring these few days.Probably its ' because school is starting soon and everyone just dont have the mood to like feel hyped up into the music.lol.Oh,what crap.Anyhoos,I got a pink water bottle for christmas.lol.I know what you people are gonna say bout it.A sigh of relief will do.lol.I feel so screwed for not completing my holiday homework man.lol.

SHORT post today.nothing much.hahaha.MERRY CHRISTMAS((:

NOTE TO WEELYN,CINDY AND EUNICE,Would you all please stop addressing him as GH?its sounds sick and argh.lol.I would prefer you to address him as his proper nice name(((: thank you((:

MET.

2006-12-21T05:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was such an eventful day.lol.I was really all smiles man.lol.Let me elaborate my great day for today and yesterday.lol.

Lets' see.YESTERDAY.OH YES.I saw him.lol.At this very common place called Bedok Interchange.lol.I was really shocked.Cause I didnt know singapore would be THAT small.At first,I was not sure if its him but that I got this really,really strong feeling that it is him.So,I told audrey and guess what? she told me its him.lol.I was like gosh.Singapore is small and the worlds' round.lol.Like seriously.lol.

TEMESEK CONCERT! hahahaha.Quite okay la.lol.AND,for once,I DID NOT SLEEP !!! HAHAHA.you people should not have betted la.lol.WASTE your money only.lol.Yea.so it went fine and we got high.lol.Sat like the last and highest role of Circle Two.lol.With the usual of course.lol.Then,I did something embarrassing.Cause we were kinda of talking bout Gloz then the audience was like clapping for the starting of a new piece.When they stopped clapping and its all silent,I went "Hes' balding" rather loudly.lol.So,after the concert,saw a number of familar faces.Like weelyn erm.yea.lol.and MRS yeo finally met MR yeo.AWW.how sweet.lol.Sadly,she didnt walked pass him.hahahaha.After much squealing,giggling and all,went to Gelare and then its HOME(((:

TODAY! Banded and guess what made my morning?MY GOOD PROGRESS AWARD WITH A FREE 150 BUCKS.HAHAHA.ADDIDAS JACKET,HERE I COME.lol.Efforts really do pay off.Its Santa s' gift to me(((: SO,Mr heng(Meroy) didnt come today due to some last minute held up.Band as usual and then home.lol.YAWNS.I M DONE FOR THE DAY.HAHA.

SHOPPING((:

2006-12-18T06:34:00.000-08:00

YAYNESS FOR TODAY((: lol.I finally did MAJOR shopping spree with audrey man.hahahaha.Christmas shopping here and there too.lol.The rain did not spoil our fun though.hahas.And,I got a second earhole.lol.Yesyes,I know I m abit outdated but who cares?lol.Let me prattle on bout my day today.haha.

Met Audrey at Tampines at 11.00am.Then went round changing money cause apparently,that girl have like bags of 1 dollar coins to change to a 10 dollar note.haha.Went to Mondo to find my polka-dotted shoe and guess what?THAT pair of shoe was gone! Infuriating,yes I know.I should have bought it earlier man.TSK that person who bought the last pair.I comforted myself by thinking of getting the polka-dotted one at gripz though.BUT, the Gripz s' one do not have my size and they are SO not repeating THAT pair of shoe! argh.I was so dissapointed man.lol.Then Audrey pointed out this pair of shimmery black kitten heels.I kinda of dont like it at first but somehow,I started to miss that pair of shoe.lol.So,in the end,I bought it.hahaha.$29.90.Cheap and nice.hahas.

After round one at Marina,headed to Vivo.lol.Been a while since I been there.hahas.Toured round abit then went to Primavera to get Audrey s' shoes.After that,headed to Coffee Bean to did a lil bit of Macbeth.Saw some Sacians there.lol.HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: GIANT DO NOT SELL SIMPLE SWEETS LIKE SKITTLES.and I m not joking.Could almost die talking to the staff there.They dont' even know what products are they selling man.GOSH.lol.So, went to Candy Empire to get the skittles.lol.Headed back to Marina and Raffles place to get more stuff.hahas.Then,home sweet home for me:D

The reason why I am so tired out is because,we did speed shopping last minute.lol.Its like literally speed shopping.lol.And it was crazy but fun.hahas.I have never shopped THAT much in my entire life.lol.Crazy and fun.I like the feeling.lol.And bargins everywhere.lol.SIGH.After a day of fun,its a night of work.lol.I thank god for my free day tomorrow.hahahah.Band starting soon.and thats depressing.lol.I have barely even complete my homework YET.lol.Stupid Co-ordinate Geog from A.math is STOPPING me from completing the WHOLE A.math assingment.lol.I HATE CO-ORDINATE GEOG.A and E math.lol.Comforting side,I finished ONE Social Studies essay OUT of FIVE essays.lol.OH well,its finally a long post with content.hahas.I missed blogging out such long posts.

hmmmm.

2006-12-16T21:29:00.000-08:00

I m sorry for not updating.lol.I lost inspiration to blog.My life s' been boring these few days.hahas.Maybe I will be shifting soon.lol.Cant wait for christmas man.lol.Its so near yet far.lol.Gonna do last minute shopping soon.I hope.hahas.Should clear that himalayas pile of homework.ahhh.OH WELLS,here s' a song to end it off with.I feel like posting lyrics.hahas.Desperate measure? perharps.lol.

Beyonce-Irreplaceble

To the leftTo the left
To the leftTo the left

Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch)

And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
What did you thinkI was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I'll have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing? nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)
Baby i won't shed a tear for you (I won't shed a tear for you)
I won't lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)
Replacing you is so easy

To the left to the left
To the left to the left

Mmmmm
To the left to the left
Everything you own in the box to left

To the left to the left
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' (baby! hey yea)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You can pack all your bags we're finished
Cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

(((:

BACK.

2006-12-14T02:48:00.000-08:00

YAY ALL.THE QUEEN IS BACK.HAHAS.Chalet was fun.lol.Though I didnt really get much sleep and the second night,which was last night,I fell into short DEEP sleep and I snored.HAHAHA.damn the blocked nose.lol.When I got home today,the first thing was to BATH,exfoliate my face,brush my teeth throughly and of course,SLEEP.lol.Let me try recalling the things that happened at chalet.lol.

First night.
It was hilarious.lol.Swimming in the night and having the movie marathon.hahas.This movie marathon was more successful than the one I had at the sleepover this year at Kt s' house.lol.First movie we watched was HOT CHICK.THEN,we waited for the GRAND entrance of MRS cullum then we watched a horror film.lol.My eyes were shut 3/4 of the movie.lol.Screms and all and yea.lol.After the horror film,watched something light-hearted.lol.OHOH.AND NARNIA IS DAMN NICE.hahas.I liked the show now cause of the marathon.lol.

Second night.
BARBEQUE(: lol.Watched another HORROE movie.AGAIN.I swear I would never ever want to watch another HORROR movie AGAIN.lol.I m serious.If anyone wants to watch it,I will kill that person man.hahas.lol.Some scenes in the movie were disturbing.lol.like really.hahas.and CINDY POH still can rewind it to watch.lol.Collected the food and BARBEQUE((: lol.I cant barbeque for nuts am.lol.all the food I barbequed were BURNT.totally.lol.Next time,I will stick to starting the fire and fanning it.lol.Swimming again and the person in charge was being such a nuisance cause he actually caught us twice swimming in the pool,which were closed LONG time ago.lol.Returned to chalet and eveyone bathed in pair,thanks to the horror film.lol.Everything was fine until some stupid sound that woke everyone up.lol.Next thing you know,everyone was downstairs playing XBOX and watching movie.HAHAHAHA.

Thats' all I guess.lol.I cant really remember anything cause I m dead tired.hahas.AFTER long nap.lol.YAWNS.I should try doing my homework later.Its to OIL those rusty screws in my brain.lol.

ITS ENDS TONIGHT

2006-12-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

My mind s' in a whirl now.

ALL I HAVE TO SAY THIS.

WHAT WENT WRONG TO MAKE SUCH THINGS HAPPEN?

MY WORST NIGHTMARE CAME TRUE.

PAST PHOTOS.

2006-12-09T04:57:00.000-08:00

GOSH.this is depressing.I found many old photos of myself today.and guess what?I cant believe that I used to be that fat,ugly nerd.No wonder those market aunties remeber me as that fat and ugly kid.lol.GOSH,thats hell depressing.I need to LOSE weight BADLY.any ideas?

Saturdays are boring.and Im worrying bout lots of stuff now.Its like argh.I feel stress all of a sudden.I should relax.and GO crazy during chalet.After chalet,I NEED/MUST get serious and start studying.Though its a little too late.My lit text and SIX Social Studies essay is just so intimidating.and to make it worse,I have not even read Joy Luck Club yet.I m praying hard for next year.REAL hard.someone please give me a wake up call.

Band breaks does not seems to be a break.Its only TEN days.I hope miracle happen during these ten days.I need money to shop.Christmas is coming.I need santa to grant my christmas wishes.BADLY.

sorry for the boring entry.I have lost inspiration to blog.

TOO MUCH.

2006-12-08T05:00:00.000-08:00

Things are pretty heated up now.All I would like to say is,please leave audrey alone.Dont you think you have stirred up enough trouble for her?she s' not as free as you imbeciles.Time will heal all wounds and PROVE ones' ability of ruling a huge troop.And I feel shameful for you being a humans student.I thank heaven A.lim is not your Social Studies teacher or else she would have quit her job since you dont even know the basic thing like POINT of VIEW.Stop being like Macbeth.Look like the flower but be the serpent underneath.Or may be some people are just more schizophoric than me.I should not be wasting space saying you cause you are not even worth my spit.

Last practice.YAY for me.lol.I love Selena song.Dreaming of You.lol.Yes,YOU.lol.Joking.Managed to get cracking on my A.math and realised how lagged I am now.Gosh,need to persist on.lol.YES.I can do it.lol.BAH.no mood to say anything.Off to hear HURT now.lol.dreaming of you((:

SORTED OUT.

2006-12-07T05:39:00.000-08:00

I have a few things to say in this entry today.lol.First of all,I shal now say that I seriously,really do not like si ***.Ok,maybe a lil but I will definitely will not turn to be like Francis and Yeo.I shall remember that promise that I made to myself.lol.So,AUDREY LIAW,you can set your mind at ease.lol.For now that is.lol.Since you are depriving me of a proper social life.hahas.

Next on the list is band.Today is sort of the last practice for now and I kinda of screwed it up during fantasy.DAMN.I m so sorry to whoever that have to come down for sectionals tomorrow.really.In short,practice was just plain horrible cause I was lost in Fantasy and yes,like how others would say,I do not know my work.So,whoever that is going to teach me tomorrow,please prepare a bucket incase you end up vomitting blood while teaching me.lol.I m sorry for being a music idiot.

Yesterday dinner was WOW.lol.It was WOW cause I cant think of a proper word to describe it.lol.In short,we all had fun,PURE fun being retarded and cam-whoring.lol.NewYork NewYork is sucha nice and classy place.lol.Food portion there is really big too.And I think going there to relax after a tiring day of band is the best.lol.Had so much fun laughing and trying to finish the food yesterday.lol.and Weelyn amazed all of us by how much food she was consuming yesterday.lol.She was practically eating up all the leftovers.lol.There was even FREE cotton candy for first timers.hahas.CHEAPSKATE,I know.lol.but hey,the cotton candy was really nice.lol.After that,went to esplanade to celebrate Khaitheng s' birthday.Once again,we became retards on the rooptop and probably disturbing those couples around us.lol.Its been quite a while since I became THAT crazy.sigh.lol.

My knee have TWO big red patches thanks to the 150 push-ups.and its HURTS.ALOT.damn.I really need to pue some ice to cools it.lol.The new sponges my mum bought for washing our faces sucked big time.Really.Its like so BIG and have a weird texture.When you rubbed it against your face,its smooth.The feeling is like taking a fish and slapping it across the face.EW.lol.I hate the new sponges cause its BIG.my face is well,kinda of small.lol.so yea.
I just realised that I have a mosquito bite at my tummy there.lol.gosh,my body is so disfigured.hahas.

I guess this is one of the longest entry I wrote for this month so far.lol.Sorry for my boring life cause all I have all day is nothing but BAND,BAND and MORE band.Felt as if I m drowning into a pool of words that is called BAND.lol.I need my beauty sleep:((

AHHHHHHHHHH.

2006-12-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH.I CANT' BELIEVE I ACTUALLY SHOUTED THOSE FOUR WORDS TODAY.It was the MOST embarrassing thing I have ever done.OH MAN,I hope everyone will forget about what I said today at the festival court.lol.I shall say it here once and for all.I DO NOT LIKE ANY OF THOSE TWO.THANK YOU.and I would rather like si *** than H****.THANK.BUT ,I JUST dont like anyone.thanks.goodness,I hope I wont have nightmares tonight.lol.

Band was pretty alright except for that part whicH I have said above.lol.Punishment day was horrible.I have to runa nd do 150 push-ups.gosh.lol.I better dye all my socks WHITE.like PURE white.lol.My knees hurts like crap now.

I feel like keeping that sunny sunflower I bought for patient wang today.hahas.Its so pretty.I love sunflowers.BRIGHT and MERRY(((:I would only accept sunflowers from now.lol.I think roses are cliche and boring la.lol.Sunflowers makes me HAPPY(((:

MAN OH MAN.sectionals tomorrow early morning.I need to be strcit.and I probably going to hate audrey for the moemnt cause of her job.lol.Sorry audrey if you are reading these.If only such pressure could be transferred and used on studying.lol.

To Weelyn,Cindy and Eunice,your minds are WARPED.like really.lol.

COMBINED.ERRR.

2006-12-04T05:22:00.000-08:00

My day was pretty alright today.lol.The combined was just no comments.lol.All I could remember was this guy who plays the trumpet and hes' called role model cause of his tee.lol.OHOH.and I was EARLY for band today.like literally early.and I realised something.Juniors are damn early.lol.They probably reach school at 7 plus or what?lol.Goodness knows why they come so early for.lol.Thats' pretty much bout band.

After band,went to Marina to watch Deck The Halls.Erm,its quite boring so watch it only if you have time/ money to waste or you feel like watching movie but there are no nice movies around and Deck the Halls is the only money that will interest you.yea.ok,I doubt I made sense here.hahas.So,it was boring till I could almost fall sleep.hahas.AUDREY LIAW SLEPT.hahas.Did a lil shopping here and there then its HOME((:

My dearest lovely trumpet babes,we only have this week to complete our give for seniors.Please hand up the 10 bucks asap as chalet is just next week.thanks.I hope it wont be a disaster.lol.I m crossing my fingers=X

Tomorrow is ultimate dooms' day man.lol.I hope I will shed those extra pounds of fats tomorrow.Punishment
day.Gosh.lol.and to end this entry off,I DO NOT LIKE ANYONE EXCEPT JESSE MCCARTNEY AND RAIN((:.thank you.

Sorry for the short entry((:

SCREWED UP BLOG.

2006-12-03T07:49:00.000-08:00

Ok,My entry is gonna be short.lol.Blogger is so screwed.I cant even post my entries in purple.and now,I m typing at some dont know where.lol.anyway,This blog skin is with much compliments and credits to gen.Dont mind bout the All American Rejects picture.lol.I love that snowman.Its called Frosty.lol.

Went out in the evening to meet audrey and watched her cousin s' gig.We have music and ALOT of AIR pollution.Plenty of those bangala workers.lol.I should consider getting a mask.Cause I think I m goona lose my life to passive smoking.lol.Look around and found many pretty items for christmas gifts.I CANT ' WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING((:.lol.

K,I shall go sleep now.Loyang s' coming tomorrow.PLEASE LET BAND BE FUN.LOL.I realised that I am mean.lol.JESSE MCCARTNEY(((:

NEW LOVE.

2006-12-01T05:42:00.000-08:00

I shall update my blog for the sake of the readers.and for myself too.hahas.BIG ANNOUCEMENT.I found a new love.hahas.I m gonna dump RAIN for awhile.hahas.This new love is none other than Jesse Mccartney.lol.I was watching his live programme on MTV chinese and they dont even know how to spell his name.gosh.lol.Oh well,chinese MTV what.hahas.YAY.He s' gonna spice up my life now during band.hahas.Dont ask me why the sudden madness over him.lol.I used to like him before but since he likie out again,I think my liking for him is back.hahas.He s' more man though.lol.

BAND today was erm well, fine(?).hee.I m sorry if I actually snapped at anyone today cause I was really dreading to go for practice today.hahas.Yesterday shopping was okay.I m sorry for making gen go out despite her feeling sick.We will go out again when you are much better okay?lol.OH and I have to say this bout Bugis street.lol.I dont like that palce.lol.I actually prefer Far East more than Bugis.Although I dont like Far east as well,but if I were to do Budget shopping,I would go to Far east.At least there is no air pollution there.Bugis street is filled with all those annoying young punks smoking at every corner or staircase corridor.so annoying and irritating.Alrights,I shall post up picces now.lol.

<3

AHHH.so cute.lol.I still prefer his this little boy-ISH look.lol.Now he looks so mature.hahas.but anyway,I still like him the same.((:

AUDREY LIAW.I am SO not gonna sleep during the concert.lol.Wait for the day to come then bet.lol.no use betting so early.and Concert Banders have no life now.lol.

ADLIN.hurry come back.lol.you coming for chalet?hahas.

PATIENT WANG.WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU?LOL.

GET A LIFE.YEA.

2006-11-29T03:32:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH.I M SO SO TIRED.lol.Just came back not long ago.and goodness,I officially have to say this.I HAVE NO LIFE.like really.Cause ALL I do everyday is just BAND,BAND and MORE band.The SYF piece is going to haunt me soon.Due to the fact that I face it everyday and practice it.I think I should go clubbing and get drunk.lol.I need someone to tell me RIGHT in my face that I HAVE NO LIFE and that I should GET a life.lol.I WANT MY LIFE BACK.ahhhhhhh.lol.

SYF set piece,Night Safari grows on me.lol.I like it except for the Elephant call.lol.Its like so ERM.lol.Which elephant calls in the NIGHT?that Adam Gorb must be hallucinating while composing man.lol.I should try watching POOH s' Heffalump movie to get that elephant call in my head.lol.Right now,it sounds like dead elephants calling.lol.no,sounds more like those on the verge of dying elephants calling.hahas.ARGH.Adam Gorb is mad.

ADLINNNN.you are back.hahas.sorry for shifting.Long story why I shifted so many times.when you coming back?tell you when you are like coming back for a visit aye?BE honoured YOUR name is here okay?lol.much loves.

FREEDOM OF SPEECH.RIGHT.

2006-11-28T05:26:00.000-08:00

YAY FOR ME.I FINALLY CAUGHT STEP-UP.LOL.Plot was predictable but the dances and dancers were nice(: Channing Tatum(Is that how you spell his name?lol.) is quite hot.lol.He looks cute in SOME angle.I love the soundtrack of the show.lol.Gonna download it or probably get it.lol.I guess my next movie would be Eragon.Cause the male lead,Edward Speleer is super duper cute.Say cute to the extrem.lol.I feel like kidnapping the poster at Cathy Cineleisure and bringing it home to kiss it everyday.lol.I like his features(: lol.Tell me that I m crazy to watch the movie cause of him.hahas.I shall go look for his picture later(:

ANYWAY,I went for band today again.And it so dont feel right cause the band was like small.lol.literally small.And early the morning,I watched TRL and they had Panic At The Disco.lol.I wanted to call gen but I cant' remember her number.lol.Sorry gen,but you could go Youtube and find for that episode of TRL.lol.So anyway,head down to bedok and meet the usuals.lol.I was EARLY for once.ha.Cindy poh have to pay fines cause she was late.lol.SIGH.i need to go shopping badly to cheer myself up.lol.

This next line/mesage is goona be nasty.well,not nasty but yea.I m sick and tired of people reading my blog and commenting and blah blah.Wait I mean ,commenting as in they read then they say stuff like dont blog about this la or dont blog about that and whatsoever crap.I apologised for my post yesterday if it had ACTUALLY offend anyone indirectly or directly.but before these people want to comment bout my previous post, let me tell you how I was feeling yesterday when I posted that post.

If you got your phone line terminated for no apparent reason,how would you feel?
If your plans get screwed up,how would you feel?
If youhave to come home and face the quarrels of the family after a tiring day,how would you feel?
If you know your mum is trying so hard to save money just for next year and yet you are just spending it,how would you feel?
If your family having financial difficulty,how would you feel?

Its not that I cant control my emotions but its more of like I cant take this anymore that kind of thing.If you got or have felt any of that before,I think you shoudl just shut up bout my previous post.And no,I m not pointing to anyone here.For those that like to make brainless comments bout my previous post,I suggest you read it AGAIN and think twice before dishing out your nonsensical comments.If reading the post again is too tedious for your brain,I would suggest you just shut your trap and click the "X" button at the top right hand corner of your screen.I just cant' take this anymore.Freedom of speech,where on earth are you?

ANNOYED

2006-11-27T04:40:00.000-08:00

GOSH.I AM EXTREMLYANNOYED NOW.so please do not come and tell me any nonsense.First of all,DAMN toot toot just had to have practice tomorrow when tomorrow is the ONE and ONLY band break I am going to have before 9 decmeber.AND,cause of that practice my plans to go shopping and watch step-up is SO SO SO ruined.ARGH.I m so annoyed by that.SUPER.I know I m not the only one whoese suffering but THAT one day break is really important.Cause I m getting quite tired of the endless practice.I m sorry but I just have to say this.I m seriously not caring who is reading this.I just just got to get this off my chest.Cause these endless band practices are seriosuly robbing away my youth and time.for this holiday.And I m having a headache now.

That was the first thing to hit my nerves.Ok,nevermind.When I got home,I realised my line was terminated cause of my sister not paying her bloody line.WOW.CAN MY DAY GET ANY WORSE? I may not be THAT reliant on my phone but I need my phone badly these few days due to the fact that I m going out this week.Without my phone,I dare say that I lost all connections cause I cant' memorize numbers and I use my phone to contact my friends.(PEOPLE,PLEASE CALL MY HOUSE PHONE.thanks)if anything you want to inform me.That infrom part is broken english.lol.ARGH.I M JUST SO ANNOYED NOW.for dont know what reason but yea.gosh.I hope 200 bucks will just fall unto my lap now so that my sister can pay her overdue bill and I can get my damn line back.ARGH.

OH MAN.i think I need a fairygodmother now.DESPERATE need for one=(

SWEEET SUNDAY.

2006-11-26T05:58:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH.JOHNNY DEPP IS HOTTTT.lol.Just watched Charlie and the chocolate factory on HBO.and he looks GOOD as Willy Wonak.I love willy wonka(: lol.I think he really acts it out well.His accent and all was just fantastic.lol.I think this has to be one sunday night where I think its' not boring.hahas.

I been bumming round the house these few days.Thats' bad.lol.November is coming to an end and my holiday homeworks are still UN-touched.lol.Can someone just slap me to death?lol.I think I need to grab a cup coffe and rushed through all that work.lol.However,I think I can still squeeze some time for a lil SHOPPING spree(:.

Something random.I think Hannah Montana is cool.lol.I been watching the show these few days and I realised that she is one cool dudette.lol.and she quite pretty too.lol.Disney channel shows the greatest shows on weekend evenings.lol.Anyway,this entry is just to say how wonderful Johnny depp is as WILLY WONKA .lol.

GEN! let s' go out on 9 december alright? budget shopping.lol.Remember to wear flip-flops on that day.lol.In case we have major walking to do.lol.Confirm with me if you are alright with the date aye?lol.

SWEET AND SHORT

2006-11-25T03:46:00.000-08:00

OK,I shall just keep this post SWEET and SHORT.lol.short maybe not but SWEET definitely YES.lol.ok,First of all,GEN,come online.then I will tell you yesterday s' story.lol.Secondly, I realised that my saturdays are always boring ,with a capital B.lol.and Thirdly,I think watching the Emperor s' New School in chinese is hilarious.lol.Example,Kronk sounds weird casue his voice is neither low or high.and Yzma just dont sound evil.lol.Like Yzma in english.lol.I doubt I m actually talking sense here.lol.OHOH.and dont ever watch cartoon network cartoons in chinese.TRUST me,they sound like some imitation cartoon from china.lol.I shall go work on my christmas skin now.lol.I hope it turns out nice=X

OH WELLS.

2006-11-24T03:23:00.000-08:00

I had a strange encounter today.and its' my first time witnessing it.lol.to protect the identity of the person,I shall just introduce her as someone frome my section,whose has the same name as me.AND no,please DONT ,repeat DONT ever lump me with her.Whoever does that shall die under the chopper.lol.I m serious about it.

This whole paragraph shall be dedicated to the traumatic incident today.lol.It started with band.Band was alright.Until when she started crying.I heard that she cried the day before too.So,I decided to find out why.And the reason is cause she dont know how to play and she dont want to play.So,I followed her to the toilet and find out what the REAL reason was.In the toilet,she refused to come out of the pillar which she was hiding behind,crying all the time.TRUST me,her actions were scary.Picture this.Fear was written all over her face whenever she mention this name,elena.She kept rubbing her hands,as if they were hurt by pinching or rather,as a form of self protection from the harsh words she received.Her crying were most probably the only form of expressing how she really felt about that particular senior,that terroize her.and also,how she really feels inside.Note that she is quite an introvert around us,the seniors.This is actually, a classic example of a junior feeling victimized,yes that is the word to describe her(lol) by a senior.I have never seen anyone who was frigthened till she trembles at the mention of the name.Like literally trembling.In other words,she behaved as though she had been possesed.lol.ok,mean.All the above said was true.I m not exergerrating it.

I know it so not me to say this but I feel sorry for the victim here.Like really sorry.I mean,just imagine myself in her shoes.I think I would just quit band and join some other cca where I feel appreciated as a human.lol.I really wonder how she can still managed to survive and suffer in silent.I guess she did not tell her mum bout this though.She is afterall someone s' child and definitely does not deserve such treatment no matter how irritaing she is,or how annoying that she cant' play or whatsoever.

Anyhoos,I like to thank my sister boyfriend for the books.and the foolscpaes and the file.lol.I get to save chings chings on paper for note making.hahas.OOPS.I think I better go do my tuition work soon.lol.I decided to be a good kid and do homework from now on.lol.SKIP to band.NATALIE KOH AND GENEVIEVE TAY FINALLY CAME BACK! YAY! MISS THEM SO MUCH.lol.and NATALIE ah,lol.your hair colour is nice.but a lil too bright and shocking.lol.Just ahve to get use to your new LOOK.lol.Suits you though.lol.so in other words,you look nice.hahas.LET S' GO OUT one day.lol.Need to go MARKS 'and spencer BADLY.lol.the items there are TEMPTING me(:

HORRIBLE

2006-11-23T04:20:00.000-08:00

I HATE TODAY.

TODAY SUCKED BADLY.

I HATE BAND.

I HATE DIRECTIONS.

I HATE MARCHING.IN PARTICULAR.

I HATE EVERYONE AROUND ME NOW.

DONT ASK WHY.

AND ANOTHER THING TO ADD ON:

WHY DOES THOSE STUPID AUNTIES ALWAYS REMEMBER ME AS THAT FAT AND UGLY KID?ARGH.

CONCLUSION:

I HAD A BAD AND HUMILIATING DAY TODAY.

ITS ' SO NOT MY DAY.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

I HATE MY NAME AND EVERYONE WHO HAS THE SAME NAME AS ME.

TIRED

2006-11-21T05:19:00.000-08:00

BAD DAY TODAY.

I M TIRED.

TIRED OF VIRGINIA.

I NEED SLEEP.

YAWNS.

CHRISTMAS HURRY COME(:

KUZCO CHEERS ME UP.

THE COUNTDOWN

2006-11-20T06:28:00.000-08:00

YAYYAY.CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGG.lol.I LOVE THIS SEASON.cause thats' when you see people carrying pressies and walking down the beautiful streets of Orchard.Though this year s' deco is not really nice.hahas.BUT its still CHRISTMAS.lol.I M INTO the MOOD.yea.lol.I think I m going to be under Santa s' bad kids list.lol.Let me tell you why.lol.

I lost my closest friend due to my mistakes.
I hate a certain ~~ignoramus~~.Teach me how to survived next year.(Santas' gonna kill me for this.lol.)
I tried convincing my this certain friend but she wont let me make amends.OH WELL.Somehow,an ~~ignoramus~~ appearence make it worse.Not that I blame her but yea.The result, I lost this certain friend.Cause she thinks that I m always making use of her.No matter HOW much I tried convincing her it is not,she still thinks it is.Despite the fact that though now she still talks to me but somehow,I could sense that she still had that thinking of me making use of her implanted in her head.WHY cant my convincing PENETRATE through her thick skull?Forget it.Such things are terrible.Trust me.So what you have just read,is a classic example of a failed friendship due to me though I dont know why and a certain ignoramus appearence.Whats' my BIGGEST wish for this christmas?not money,not good grades, but to mend this broken friendship and make things the same as before.which is IMPOSSIBLE
Just to let my this certain friend know,TRYING will soon become useless and tired when you failed to recognize the efforts put in and continue to believe what you think or heard.Three words.I GIVE UP.
I backstabbed.
I lied.
I slandered someone online.
I cheated on dont know what.lol

LOOK LOOK.Just based on what I listed.ITS more than enough to get my name strike off.The only good point about me this year is that I work hard for EOY.lol.I m serious.Jump over to band.I HATE BIG SKY OVERTURE.and my theory SUCK.big time.lol.All in a days' work.lol.
This last line for weelyn(:heehee.

I ll' keep you my dirty little secret(:

TIRED

2006-11-18T04:52:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH.the performance yesterday was the suckiest performance I ever had.Cause I think I sounded very off.Good thing the audiences are either tone deaf or they were not paying attension to us.lol.From where I m seated,I could only see a view of people enjoying their food.And I woke up late for this damn thing.Fall in at 6.30.I woke up at 6.15.WOW.needless to say,I took a cab to school.and I was wearing my shoe at the backseat of the cab.haha.

Set off for CCPS and I so have to say this.PRIMARY SCHOOL SUCKS BIG BIG TIME.WHY?CAUSE THEIR FREAKING WHATEVER INSTRUCTOR ONLY KNOWS HOW TO ORDER US,THE GUEST,TO SET BLLODY CHAIRS FOR THE BLOODY KIDS WHILE THE BLOODY KIDS ONLY IRRIATE THE HELL OUT OF US.LIKE HELLO?WE ARE YOUR GUEST.ARENT' YOU SUPPOSE TO SET CHAIRS FOR US INSTEAD?WHATEVER HAPPEN TO THE KONG RONG LANG LI THINGY?GONE AH?WHAT THE HELL HAVE THOSE STUPID TEACHERS BEEN TEACHING THESE KIDS?HUH?AND HE STILL ASK US,IS IT POSSIBLE FOR YOU PEOPLE TO CLEAR YOUR INSTRUMENT.OF COURSE THATS' NOT POSSIBLE LE.THE ROOM SO SMALL PUT WHRE?YOUR HEAD AH?walau.I was seriously shocked when we were told to set chairs for those KIDS.ARGH.

After that,went raffles and finally I GOT MY PENCIL CASE.lol.and I have to say its' unique.hahas.Christmas edition too.plus,its white and silver.stag head pattern.hahas.REALLY pretty.hahas.I LOVE CHRISTMAS.I think its wonderful.hahas.A pity that I think I would most probably stay home this christmas cause my aunt s' away.shucks.lol.NEVERMIND.shall make the best of it.hahas.I m counting down the days till christmas comes.hahas.Oh,did I mention that far east have really WEIRD people?lol.as in literally WEIRD.lol.and its kinda of erm,rundown.lol.I guess I m not going to step in far east ever again.lol.If you dont understand what I m saying,head down to far east and see THOSE classic examples.lol.there are PLENTY.trust me.lol.ok,I shall end it off here.CHRISTMAS IS WONDERFUL(:

TAGGGED.

2006-11-16T04:53:00.000-08:00

I been TAGGGED by Wee-Ah-Lyn so I shall do the quizzy.lol

1.How old did you wish you were?
Old enough to work,play and die.hahas.

2.Where were you when 911 happened?
At home.Lao-ING Yusheng.

3.What do you do when veding machines steal your money?
Curse and swear.then kick it hard.then walk away fuming.

4.Do you count yourself kind?
erm.Kinda of.

5.If you had to get a tattoo,where would it be?
Somewhere at the ankle area.

6.If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
SPANISH(:

7.Do you know your neighbours?
Erm.NO.all I know is that they slam doors all day long.lol.

9.Do you follow your horoscope?
No.

10.Would you move for the person you love?
I shall think about this in the future.lol.

11.Are you touchy-feely?
Sometimes.

12.Do you believe that opposite attracts?
Yes.lol.

13.Dream job?
A sucessful Psychologist.lol.

14.Favourite channel?
Disney.lol.

15.Favourite place to go on weekends?
The Beach.

16.Showers or Bath?
Bath.

17.Do you paint your nails?
No.

18.Do you trust people easily?
Not really.hahas.

19.What are your phobias?
A.LIM.haha.no la.erm,insects and probably the supernatural things.lol.

20.Do you want kids?
ERRR.I will think about this in future.lol.

21.Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Used to,but not anymore.

22.Where would you rather be right now?
In dreamland.lol.

23.Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
No one.lol.

24.Heavy or Light sleeper?
HEAVY(:

25.Are you paraniod?
Yes.when I m in a kan-cheong state.lol.

26.Are you impatient?
Sometimes.

27.Who can you relate to?
I dont know.lol.

28.How do you feel about interracial couples?
I fail in answering feeling questions.lol.

29.Have you been burned by love?
No.I m not even in love.LOL.

30.Whats' your favourite pick up line?
ERM.right.

31.Whats' your main ringtone on your mobile?
Step Up OST-Petey Pablo-Show Me the Money.

32.What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping and having sweet dreams.lol.

33.What did the last text on your cellphone says?
I dont want to go CCPS tomorrow.by Mrs eunice Yeo(:

34.Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
MINE.duh.lol.

35.What coloured shirt are you wearing?
Mustard Yellow.

36.Most recent movie you watched?
THE PRESTIGE(:

37.Name three things you have on you at all times.
My brain,my mind and my eyes(:

38.What colour are your bedsheets?
Blue with some fake Forever friends bear pictures.lol.

39.How much cash do you have on you right now?
NONE.lol.

40.Whats' your favourite part of the chicken?
Breast.its' healthy.lol.

41.Whats' your favourite town or city?
New York.I have yet to go there though.lol.

42.I cant' wait till...?
The end of my O levels.lol.

43.What did you have for dinner last night?
Cant' remember.

44.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
English Tea.

45.Where do you think you will be in ten years 'time?
Probably happily married and a stable job.lol.

46.Last thing you ate?
Mee rebus.

47.What song do you want played at your funeral?
Amazing Grace.HAHAHA.

48.Four random people to do this.
Any four who wants to do it.lol.

WHEW.that was a long quiz.hhas.shall update my workshadwoing one tomorrow.lol.

WORKSHADOWING

2006-11-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

BRRR.I M FREEZING COLD.hahas.I bet the damn weather was raining the whole day.lol.ANYHOOS,I M HERE TO SAY THAT WORKSHADOWING SUCKS.BIG BIG time.GOSH.ONE word to say it all.TORTUROUS.and the bloody people there are DAMN DAMN mean.I mean it.Ok,maybe only the person in charge.The rest is still alright.lol.Let me tell you folks how it went today.

First of all,Karen and i were late.ON the FIRST day of the attachment.That was a bad starting.(I know.lol.) And,I guess that it is the cause of why that damn person in charge,called Lynette,being SO freaking mean to us.Its' like,whats' her problem.Its' actually more of BIAS than mena.yea.Slacked for a while then the real WORK begin when those primary school kids started flooding the AV room.Note: It was SUPER cold in the AV room.So,our job is to actaully get the book from those kids record then pass the books for wrapping.And since we are talking about the wrapping part cum noting part, I have a CONFESSION to make it here. I PASTED THE WRONG LABELS!!lol.I purposely gave a HARRY POTTER book to a primary two and I gave a girl book to a boy.And I got their books mixed up so the thing is,the kids wont get what they have choosen.lol.I know its EVIL.but I cant' help it.lol.Cause I was really busy and plus I was noting down in short form and that got that Lynette person hitting the roof.HA.serve her right.lol.I must congratualte myself for making that Lynette person hitting the roof TWICE.lol.So anyway, I was shifted to wrapping.and guess what?lol.I CANT' WRAP FOR NUTS S' SAKE.lol.needless to say,I got scolded and yea.I was probably thinking to myslef that if this were to REALLY be my first day at work,I bet I would get fired within 5 minutes.lol.and I mean it.hahas.Even if they dont fire me,I would quit too.Its' hell boring la.lol.and They dont give breaks.Even if they do,its' probably so short till you can only drink some beverage.CRAP.

I was really worned when I reached home.lol.All I pray now is for tomorrow to slip by FAST and quick.I cant' take it anymore.I actually thank my lucky stars that workshadowing did not clash on a band day.Cause I would rather go for band then go for this.lol.And somehow,I wished that BK is not Bookaburra but BURGER KING.At least you get to eat at Burger King.lol.ARGH.I SO SO OFFICIALLY HATE BOOKS NOW.AND Bookaburra.ARGH.Hope that the warehouse would not be that tiring and the staff would not be that mean.TSKTSK.Note to self,NEVER EVER work in such jobs in future.lol.Something random.hahas.Bought my stationeries yesterday and a BRAND NEW calculator.lol.Kudos to patient wang for robbing my stationaries.lol.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: I GOT SCOLDED SEVEN TIMES TODAY.LOL(:

DISLIKE.

2006-11-13T06:27:00.000-08:00

YEAYEA.I m back.hahas.I m actually here to just declare my HATE for princess hours.lol.Here goes.
I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE PRINCESS HOURS. AND I M ESTATIC THAT THE DUMB BLOODY FREAKING SHOW IS ENDING SOON(: .there done.

OH and I got my eyebrows plucked today.hahas.They look much neater now.lol.

hmmm.

2006-11-12T03:06:00.000-08:00

Sorry for no updating for quite a long time.hahas.Anyhoos. I changed my template.Lol.I kinda of find the previous one flashy.hahas.Flashy as in too shocking and BRIGHT.yea.lol.I doubt I would change the colour scheme for this cause I m kinda of lazy to do so.hahas.Enjoy it though.hahas.

POP on friday.Kinda of boring? lol.They had this dance which is like so anti-climax and well, we kinda of made fun of the uniforms.lol.Dinner and then its' home.lol.I think my blog is stagnant.hahas.I m just here to say that I dont know what to update cause I cant' find anything to say.hahas.

AHH.SCARY.

2006-11-09T03:42:00.000-08:00

HALLELUIAH! MACBETH IS FINALLY DONE.YES.MY CLASS HAVE OFFICIALLY FINISH THE DAMN THICK TEXT.LOL.Those nine torturous days of MACBETH paid off WELL.and I would like to thank EVERYONE s' efforts for making this wonderful thing happen.lol.I still cant' believe Macbeth is done.lol.However,we have the O'level thing to prepare.So,Macbeth is going to be back next year AGAIN.lol.Oh,and Macbeth is SCARY.serious.The movie version that Miss Chen showed us today was GORY plus R-rated.No wonder they had the tag "Medium Level of Violence" on the cover.lol.And there was R-rated scenes la.lol.TSKTSK.what a movie man.I m still pretty much shaken by the blood and all that in the movie.lol.Macbeth=GORY.lol.

Since literature is finally completed,its' time I settle down and concentrate on my other subjects.I need to do stationary shopping someday.lol.I dont feel like its' a holiday at all.It feels more like,erm,revision catch up time?lol. I dont know how I got that phrase but yea.lol.OH MAN.I ching-chings desperately.lol.Cause I need to get alot of stuff.hahas.OH WELL.I wonder when will I enjoy my holidays.CCA is still packed as ever.What s' new?

BANK.RIGHT.

2006-11-06T04:02:00.000-08:00

The usual routine again.Wake up,washed up and went for Macbeth.Was late by 5 minutes.No surprise.lol.Literature was amazingly interesting today.lol.I guess it was due to the fact that I learnt how to write a better essay in SEE format.lol.Though I know what those three letters stand for,I can somewhat never write a good one.lol.and I also learn the difference between Juxtaposition and Parallel.lol.And watched a bit of Macbeth too.hahas.I really hope that we are able to complete the text by Thursday.Cause if we do,then it s' at least a load off my mind.hahas.Not only mine,probably everyone else s' too.lol.

So,after lit,I went home and went to the bank to withdraw money.And this is something I got to say.It is something comical.to me.lol.Picture this classy image of the bank.Cause the bank is in the middle of a row of dowdy shops.lol.So classy apperence.What happen was,when I enter into the bank,the whole classy appearence came crashing down.Cause when I enter into the bank,the FIRST thing which caught my attension was a haggard looking Cisco guard,standing in a sloppy mannner with eyelids heavy like penthouse lids.And I was thinking,with such guard guarding the bank s' sercurity,I m no surprise if a bank robbery in there turned out to be successful.That Cisco guard was seriously lacking of sleep and he looked like some drug addict who have not been sniffing his drugs to keep him awake.YES.He is THAT sloppy.As a guard.Not that I have something against the guard or what but its' just that, that guard just dont make me feel safe in the bank.yea.lol.

After that uneasy bank trip,I went to a nearby hawker centre to order some packed food.And once again,I was into another weird encounter.Wait,this is not weird,more of overwhelming.lol.Cause this hawker centre was empty and when they saw ONE customer,which is me,approaching,all the stall owners started talking at the same time,asking me what I want.I felt so pressurized by their askings and offers.lol.Made me felt as though I was some V.I.P.lol.Serious.Such treatments are too overwhelming and kinda of freaky too.lol.Cause ALL of their eyes would be wide opened to see which I am choosing.hahas.Finally,I got my packed food plus money for books and its' time for HOME.seriously,NORTH,SOUTH,EAST,WEST home is still the BEST.Cliche as it goes,but its' true.lol.And now,I think its' time for me to get some rest too.hahas.By the way,really sorry for the weird colour combination but theres' nothing I can do bout it so just bear with it.lol.sorry.Will try my best to alter it as much as possible.hahas.

ERM

2006-11-05T06:17:00.000-08:00

TESTING

NEW SKIN.

2006-11-05T05:43:00.000-08:00

YAY FOR ME!I M SO PLEASE PLUS LOVING THIS SKIN.NEWLY DONE BY ME ME ME!lol.But somehow,the background looked weird.hahas.OH well,I think I shall just leave it like that.lol.Anyhoos,I have something to say.lol.I feel weird hearing to CLICK5 songs now.lol.Its' like erm,I dont know how to say.hahas.Strange that I dont missed their songs after not hearing to them for like a RATHER long time.BUT,I think I still like them.hahas.Now,my focus is more of Jesse Mccartney,AAR and Patd.lol.Morale of this story,FANS like ME are FICKLE.lol.

Something tells me that I m going to NOT enjoy Literature tomorrow.hahas.Cause I wrote crap essays plus my MACBETH level is detiorating each day.HAHA.I feel that everything on my blog now looks HUGE.like LITERALLY.lol.and I like the PINK.hahas.Its' so feminine.AHHH.ok.I think I uttering crap here.hahas.Just enjoy the skin and give comment.I m still using comment box(:

SIGLAP.WOW.

2006-11-03T06:57:00.000-08:00

Yours truly is back once again.Before I actually start ranting about my day today,heres a HUGE shoutout of HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MY HOT DATE REBECCA(: Ok,lets' get on with the days' rantings.lol.Woke up at a beautiful hour of 7 am just for MACBETH lessons.Somehow,I feel quite dead when I m reading my macbeth.That passionate feeling is like gone after the exams.dang.lol.And I m proud to say that I m sucha a pro.Cause I actually did my lit homework on the bus and I managed to finished it.YAY for me(: lol. And that panic at the disco song rhym was stucked in my head the whole lit lesson.lol.Will post the lyrics later.lol.

After lesson,lunched with floorballers(:And silly me actually left in a hurry till I forgot to pay for my share.=X lol.Head back for abnd and the whole long tiring practice start once again.Kinda of drained when I got back for band but I survived.lol.After band, went dinner with the usual.lol.and I did unglam things like spitting.THANKS to cindy.And that stupid wine bottle Thai Express gave to Audrey.lol.Came home quite late and surprisingly,my mum did not say anything.hahas.AND HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: NEVER EVER LISTEN TO WEELYN.LOL.I M SERIOUS.We ran for the bloody 14 when its' like so far and we kinda of ran till its' so unglamish.hahas.Howver,the 14 still came.so it was pretty worthwhile running.hahas.

Ok,I cant think anything to write.so end of entry=D

RIGGHT.RANDOM.

2006-11-01T04:22:00.000-08:00

RIGHT.I cant' think of any title to start off with.hahas.I tried changing my blogskin today but failed cause it was too pinky and eye catching.lol.Somehow,when I stared at it for long,my eyes start to hurt.lol.But the pic is really nice.its' PINK PANTHER(: I m currently listening to the step-up soundtrack.Sung by petey pablo.Now the song stucked in my head.hahas.Its' nice.Title is show me the money.lol.

I find Jesse Mccartney cute these few days.hahas.I been hearing his" shes' no you" and recently the "right where you want me".He sounds kinda of weird in the "Right Where You want me"song.AH,heck,I m still going to download it anyway.lol.OH and heres just something I found out about Paris Hilton videos.Her videos are lame.Like seriously and literally.Ok,I dont make sense here but her videos are seriosuly lame and somewhat ironic? lol.I dont know.Cause MTV been playing her "Nothing In This World"video recently and I been watching it.lol.and her video plot is like,just some loser who gets her and become a winner.like what the.As usual she have some of those well,you know her forte thingy in it.AHH well, I doubt you people understand what I m saying here so nevermind.hahas.

And to those goong fans,I m sorry if this sounds offendsive but I seriously think goong s' plot is sucha a copy cat of full house s' plot.I mean, I been watching goong these few days and I cant' help but to think of the full house characters and everythings.Its SO like full house and the only difference is that the actors and actresses are much younger.So,in conclusion,GOONG is not really that nice as everyone makes it sounds like.yea.Ok,maybe thats' just for me.lol.Whatever it is,FULL HOUSE is still the best to me.yea.and I m sticking by that.If I m ever inot goong,it just shows that I miss watching full house and taking that a substitude of full house.yea.lol.SHOW ME THE MONEY(:

SICK.AHHHH.

2006-10-31T03:50:00.001-08:00

AHHHH.SICK.irritating.I HAVE A WHOPPING HOT FEVER.lol.I dont know how high but yea.LOL.BUT,I know its WHOPPING hot.hahas.OH WELLS.Did not atend band today.Cause of my FLU.ahhh.Should not have even go school for lessons.I was practically dying cause of the flu.My brain was all whozzy and fuzzy.Cant' even think clearly.The bloody digits seems like words that say"REST".lol.It was THAT terrible.Nearly died during the test.Cabbed home after the lesson.Cause I think I would prolly faint if I would to attend CCA today.hahas.

A.math lesson yesterday was NO better.Kinda of boring but most TEDIOUS.gosh.I felt like as though A.math was like the worst subject ever yesterday.hahas.After lesson,GYMED.HIGHLIGHT OF YESTERDAY: EUNICE GEE/YEO WENT INTO THE GENTS.HAHA.oh gosh la.Its' like dont know what got into her.hahas.Probably stressed.lol.OH WELLS,I shall go take my medicine and rest now.WHOOPING FEVER,SHOOO!

2006-10-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

Apparently, the picture I had of nick wheeler is too small to be uploaded here for you people to see his cute face.lol.For those who do not know who he is,he is the guitarist from AAR(the all american rejects).I would not have known his name if not for audrey,who told me.lol.Anyhoos,NICK WHEELER IS CUTE.LOL.he looks like some innocent lil boy.ahhhh.see the cuteness?lol.I m getting obessed with AAR.Their songs grows on you.and I mean it.I was youtubing their videos and I like their old album songs.Think I m going to buy it.hahas.Ok,I m just here to annouce how CUTE nick wheeler is.lol.so I m done with that.lol.

PRESTIGE.

2006-10-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOSH.I SO GOT TO SAY THIS.THE PRESTIGE ROCKS.THAT SHOW IS ABSOLUTELY FAB-TA-BTULOUS.The plot is AWESOME.Cause the show creates lots of suspense and plot twists.I like the starting.Its started with the ending.lol.and HUGH JACKMAN IS SO HOT HOT HOT! AH! I like him of cause of this show.lol.HE IS SERIOUSLY CHARMING.hahas.He can fight with johnny depp.lol.Oh,and there was this scene in the movie that made me laughed like mad.It was when the little boy started crying after the magician smashed the bird.HAHA.ok,may be you people should watch it to know what I m talking bout.lol.but PRESTIGE is COOL.lol.HUGH JACKMAN IS HOT IN THIS SHOW.HE S' THE REASON WHY YOU PEOPLE SHOULD WATCH THE PRESTIGE.other than the plot and all.lol.but yea.hahas.

SIGH.I think I need to study hard.My results arent' that good.Its'like only okay.Cause I kinda of passed everything which I m thankful for that but I made up my mind and set strong determination to see only As and Bs in the coming days.I really NEED to focus on Os' next year.Starting revision now is the best.I m going to do my revision TWO times harder than EOY revision.By hook or by crook,I NEED to know ALL my sec3 topics by the tip of my finger.In other word,setting my foundations right.lol.OH WELL.HELLO STUDYING AND GOODBYE LUXURIOUS LIFE(: lol.STUDY is MY bestest FRIEND ever.Its' not my nemesis.lol.THINK of HUGH JACKMAN.lol.Oh,he showed his SIX packs in the movie.LOL.

Another day whizzed passed again.I just came back from dinner with patient wang.Out the whole day.Bloody tired now.shall end it off.lol.YAWNS.

CHAMPION(:

2006-10-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

SIGH.report books BAD,BAD.LOL.ok,that was just plain kidding.hahas.I m kinda of pleased though.given the fact that I PASS every single thing.lol.with SUPER high C5s.Cause my grades are all HIGH C5s with 2 C6s.and those C5s are like just a MEER lost of 1 mark to a B4! pissifying.SUPER.lol.Bright side is that I got promoted to sec 4E.And my main goal is to DO well for Os'.I see dark days ahead.LOL.

And for ego purposes,I cant help but to say it out.I GOT 3RD IN CLASS.HAHAS.I have never gotten THAT high before.lol.K,thats' one thing I m estatic about.lol.I m going to say a LONG thank-you prayer tonight before I hit the sack.lol.

HAIS.I just realised that today is my last day for being a sec3.It ended quite pleasantly though.lol.Next years' gonna be tough.I better start planning.lol.WELL,off to check timings for tomorrow movie.PRESTIGE<3

HMMM.

2006-10-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

Ok,I m real bad to skip school today.But hey,I really cant' stand it.Besides,tomorrow is the last day of school.and I have a reason for skipping today.Result of Ice mocha mixed with Yakult leads to VOMITTING.yea.lol.So anyway,I was browsing through my exam scripts and I realised ALOT of careless mistakes which caused me a MASSIVE or MEER lost to As.INCENSED.yes.and serious.OH wells.PROMISE to myself. NOT TO BE SO CARELESS!!.

Wonder how did the day went.Its' kinda of weird.To actually sharing your own phone with your sister.Cause its' like everything there s' a vibration,both of us would wonder " Whose message is that for?" Irritating right? super.lol.OH well,goodness knows who been reading my blog but I cant' be bothered much.Might be leaving it stagnant for later life.lol.

RESULTS.

2006-10-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY was ny so called doom s' day.lol.Most fortunately,I survived.HAHA.I m actually kinda of pleased with my results.cause I saw a couple of B4s and high C5s.Minority of C6s.lol.But I do not know the final grades yet.sigh.Got back all the subject scripts yesterday.Kinda of deproved for this time round for A.math and BIO.lol.Since I m like super free and doing nothing on a BRIGHT hari raya,I shall go into detailed about my marks.( I m not ashamed of them (:)

ENGLISH-PAPER 1 was horrible.A scrape pass.Paper 2 was GOOD.improved by slight bit.overall,IMPROVED by ALOT.cause the overall grade this time round is B4!yay.Mids was a C6.GRINGRINS(:

CHINESE- MAINTAINED MY STANDARD.Still a C6.lol.sorry patient wang.for not being able to get a C5.I promised I will work hard and achieved a B4 for my Os'.(:

LITERATURE- I LOVE MACBETH(: LOL.serious.I m super proud of my set text marks.cause I did not study and I managed to score 17/25 for my set text component.GRINGRINS(: Unseen component was badly done but I managed to score a pass of 13/25.Overall grade: B4.a low one.BUT improved.Mids was a C6 or C5.GRINGRINS(:

SOCIAL STUDIES- ONE WORD.FABULOUS.LOL.I SO LOVE DIPLOMACY AND DETERRENCE NOW(:.HAHA. I thought I would fail my SS but my section B pulled my marks up.I got 20/25 for section B,10/25 for section.YEP,failed section A caused I spent toomuch time on B and did my SBQ in a rush.BUT,it proved it worth while.lol.Grade for ss: B4.

GEOGRAPHY ELECTIVE- I PASSED WITH MY COMMON SENSE(:lol.serious.Once again,my section B pulled me up.I scored 20/25 for that.and section A wqas badly done thanks to MAPWORK.urgh.lol.Grade for geog: high C6.Improved from mids.Mids was an E8.lol.

COMBINED HUMANS- Overall grade is C5.Improved.Mids was a SUPER low C6.lol.

E.MATHS- I IMPROVED!LOL! I ACED MY PAPER1.haha.as compared to mids.Paper 2 was a lucky just pass.Grade for E.maths: C5.a high one.lols. Improved.Mids was an F9 or E8.

A.maths.-Passed BUT deproved.LIKE MAD.I did so MUCH better in MID year.than final year.Grade for A.math: C6.DEPROVED:(. Mids was a B4!argh.I deproved by 7 marks.argh.

PHYSICS- YAYNESS! I PASSED MY PHYSICS EXAM FOR THE FIRST TIME(: and I m serious.I have never passed any physics exam.I got 16.5/3o.lol.Grade for physics: C5.YAY! Improved.Mids was an E8.lol.

BIOLOGY- FAILED LIKE MAD.lol.got 11/28.HAHA.I did not reallt study bio so yea.BUT.I passed my bio in mid year.so I deproved this time round.ARGH.its;THANKS to bio that my combined science failed.argh.Irritaing.Aznah cant' teach.And BIO is the ONLY bloody subject O failed for this EXAM.ARGH.Bio teachers like Aznah should just die.

COMBINED SCIENCE- FAILED.I dont know what grade.but standard was mainted.lol.I failed combined science in Mid year anyway.lol.and that was cause of physics.ARGH.looks like I m not destined to pass science.hahas.OH wells.

Well,my grades are kinda of balanced.lol.2 B4, 2C5 ,2C6 and 1 E8.lol.BUT,with such grades,HOW TO GO JC? Looks like I can kissed my dream of going JC goodbye.HAIS.I MUST/WILL/NEED to WORK EXTREMELY HARD for O level next year.Even if it were to TAKE the daylight out of me and make me look like a ghost,I still MUST/WIIL/NEED to DO it.Cause my grades are seriously slipping.ALL I HOPE now is that I m able to promote to sec 4.serious.This is all I could ask for.SIGH.

Received a new piece to try out for band yesterday.ROCKIN IN THE SIXITES.and the main instrument featured is none other than the majestice trumpet.yes.LUCKY us.To make it worse,this coming thursday is wear what you like day.GOSH.i think i will end up wearing school uniform please.I mean,I dont even know my class theme and the smartest thing to wear is obviously school unifrom right.At least it saves me from being look like a dork or a walking fashion disaster.lol.

Oh well, guess this had been one LONG entry.I m off to sleep.Kinda of tired.lol.

HAHA.

2006-10-21T22:53:00.000-07:00

[EDIT/]

This is a letter to someone.Though she does not read blogs,at least I hope this could make me feel better.Its ' clear who your choice is.YES,you hate me for making you do things against your will.But,I like I said certain things cant'be shared.Till now,I dont blame ness for the cause of things today.It has been you all this while.I realised it on the day of the shooting.I was upset about the tuitorial sheducle.I cried.Yet you did not do anything.Have your conscience been eaten by the stray dogs you met away?Or has it been drown in a pit of bitterness?You did not even ask why.You only pretended to be normal.You might probably think,let her cry,its s' dumb.She was never there when I crIed.so why should I be there for her? But stop to think,its' true that recent times I have not been there but why cant' you think of the past times? I found out the messages you sent to her.I was speechless by it.Cause I never knew I was THAT mean and bad in your eyes.I did not know I was such a shameless slut in your eyes.Ever since you wrote that letter, I kept thinking,what did I do to make myself look so EVIL in your eyes?
I seriously dont know.

Then came sunday.I send you that message.You told ness on tuesday that you think I am severing ties with you.Initially yes, cause I know i was nothing in your eyes now.Just a shameless.despicable slut who deserts her friends.You blame me for making you choose.Said that you did want to lose both.Yet you did nothing when I sent you that message.All these whiles,you wre bias against me.Judge me through tinted glasses cause of the minor incidents which caused you terrible harm.Those messages you sent to ness about this incident was piercing.You made it sound as though it was my fault for all these.Blame others but not yourself.
TWO years of friendship and its' gone like this.With just a mesasge.You seem contented wiht the results.But I m' not.You bear to let go of this two years of friendahsip? Have you ever stop to think what went wrong.Bet you didnt.You were only caring bbout yourself.Only nice to those who were nice to you.When someone incurred your wrath just once,you judged them and give them a life sentence of guilt.

I think I m' more or less done with this.Its' teribble to keep it bottle up.That was a perfect example of a fallen friendship.How once clsoe friends turn inot cold bitter enemies now.Whatever I do now,you will always think I m just using you.I m at my wits' end of convincing you.I m tired of this.

[EDIT/]

Ok,monday is dooms' day for me.Cause I think I will be getting back most of my results on monday.SIGH.I better pray tonight.lol.Since I m about to die tomorrow.let me draft out my will.

AMANDA S' WILL

99% OF CONCENTRATION TO MY STUDIES
1% OF CONCENTRATION TO BAND PLUS FRIENDS.(LOLS)

99% OF WEALTH TO ME
1% OF WEALTH STILL TO ME.

In case of unfortunate event or lucky event,this will shall remain like this and should not be changed without my permission.thank you.lol.OH,I did a little editing to my template.Is it nice? give comments on it.thanks.by the way,I think I m shifting again.My blog seems lifeless.hahas.

Before dooms' day arrive,I think I shall go play maggiemarket games to relieve the tension.hahas.Its' really okay le.I m starting to get bored of it le.DANG.lol.

NEW TEMPLATE

2006-10-21T01:14:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating.been quite lazy this while.hahas will be changing my fonts and giving a new look to my template.haha.and yesterday was the SLACKIEST day ever for school.lol.My class spent the WHOLE day in com lab 1 playing HK cafe.lol.everyone was so addicted to it that no one wanted to open the door for those that went out.haha.Com lab 1 havefficially become our 3/5 cybercafe.lol.with everyone playing HK cafe and scolding the people.lol.

Thursday had shooting.I m a failure in shooting.haha.First TWO times,my card was CLEAN like anything.haha.THEN i PROGRESS to shooting CLOSE to bulls' eye.haha.Overall,IT WAS FUN.lol.ok,I m going to do my template now and play HK cafe byeee(:

sorry for the short entry.

SHOPPING IS WOW.

2006-10-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

OH GOSH.Did major shopping after so long on friday.which was yesterday.and it was friday the 13.did not realised it until today.haha.
Since I m rather free,I should blog a lil on today and yesterday.haha.

Today was AWESOME.lol.went for cell group meeting today for the FRIST time.and it was GREAT.lol.really had lots of fun and learn a VALUABLE lesson.I find it meaningful cause it relates to my life.haha.the lesson was about trying.lol.and of course,I got to know many people too.haha.Met audrey in the morning and had my brunch.lol.school was erm,boring.haha.

I m lazy to blog about friday.hahas.shall just say what I bought.lol.ONE top from RED2.really PRETTY brown top.lol.and I saw this LOVELY GREEN dress from FOREVER 21.its so WOW.i FELL IN LOVE WITH IT.HAHA.GONNA STARVE FOR THAT DRESS.haha.Its' REALLY pretty.lol.AHHH.GREEN DRESS, i m gonna get you(: and I m going to get lots of accessories from FOREVER 21 too.lol.and I need SKIRTS.lol.AHHH,desperate for MONEY(:lol.

LAST DAY OF EXAM(:

2006-10-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

GRINGRINS(: ITS FINALLY THE LAST DAY OF THE OH SO LOVELY EXAMS(: HAHA.ONE WORD.JUBILANT.haha.but I wont be jubilant when those pesky report books are OUT.lol.Those past few paapers were seriously just crap.HAHA.I think I screwed my A.maths badly this time round.AHH WELL.THE bloody paper was DIFFICULT.LOL.PHYSICS/BIOLOGY was okay.Just hope I m able to scrape a pass.lol.The MCQ paper was just crap.hahas.GEOGRAPHY,well, I wrote intelligent crap that was from my common sense.lol.Thats' about it for EXAMS.I cant' believe the year is ending soon.hais.This year had indeed been an evenful one for me.lol.

After exams, went to Plaza Singapura to catch WORLD TRADE CENTRE.HELL SAD.lol.SERIOUS.The way those people were being sacrificed or rather died cause of the unfortunate circumstances were seriously disturbing and depressing.lol.Went home after the movie and here I am back.lol

AHH.CCA is STARTING on monday.AHHH.I M SO DEAD.LOL.I have been lazing or STUDYING and cant' practice my instrument.lol.ok,right.That was a bad excuse.VERY bad excuse.lol.AHH,HECK.I shall relax and PLAY first.hahas.I got a feeling that MONDAY is dooms DAY.lol.ok,I cant' think of anything to blog.hahas.GOING OUT TO SHOP(: HAHA.

DAMN THOSE EXAMS.

2006-10-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

YESYES.Yours truly is finally back after one week of disappearence.thanks to my oh-so-wonderful exams.lol.To tell the honest truth,I feel that I did not really study much for it.and I m rather scared for my papers.Let me do a recap of what paper is done.

ENGLISH- screwed up paper 1 so I m expecting a slight pass.Paper 2.One word.DIFFICULT.dang.
CHINESE-sure fail.no need to say.lol
SOCIAL STUDIES- also sure fail.Screwed up the whole SBQ plus part of SEQ.WOW-ness.
LITERATURE- hopeless.I see no light in passing.
E.MATH 1- maybe a pass?
E.MATH 2- one word.FAIL.

SEE?practically every exam papaer I took was screwed up.wow.OH WELL.these sudjects are O-V-E-R.Shall concentrate on the upcoming ones.lol.I think I need those auspicious stuff for me.hahas.OH WELL.my week have been rather erm,boring.lol.Cause I just come home after exam and eat sleep study.and guess what?I think I m getting the weelyn disease.OBSESSION WITH BEDS.lol.I been having this thinking of coming home after every paper just to sleep in my bed.lol.Its kinda of like implanted in me.DANG.hahas.AHH.I think exam in hall was duper cool plus fun.lol.ok,that was random.

I have to get this off my back.I know you are someone who does not read blog cause your computer died.But fret not, I will be saying out here and writing a letter to you.I m sorry for what happen during the e.math exam day and I knw your impression of me as a friend came crashing down after that incident.But think,if you realise, our distance friendship is becoming more and more unfathomable each day.Its becoming more like a scattered piece of unsloved jigsaw puzzle.I really dont know what is on your mind.Its like,talking to you now makes it seems so difficult.I know its kinda of mean to blame an intruder but I cant' help but to take that possibilty into consideration.You claim I was your bestest(if there is such a word) friend once,but it seems like that honoured title had been to gone to someone else.or has it been shared? There are certain things that can be shared but to such things, I dont enjoy sharing.yes,I m selfish when it comes to such things.If you think she could be my replacement,then I wish you well.and if you think I m not what you used to think of me.I just hope that my replacement would be much better than me.I wish the best if you see this friendship have no hope in becoming what it use to be.However,I wont forget the times we use to spent and those encouraging words we use to perserver and solve our problems.Its' been nice knowing that I was crowned your bestest friend once.The new crown would be much better than the old one.

Like they say,it takes two hands to clap.I think I know where my faults lie but I just dont know how to get to her.Neither does she knows how to get to me.lol.Its seems more like she s' giving it up now.for REAL.sigh.

and to audrey and gen: RAIN IS FOREVER INTACT IN MY HEART.LOL.WADE ROBSON IS JUST A PASSING PHRASE.HAHA(: I WILL LOVE RAIN FOREVER(:

EXAMS.

2006-09-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating.been quite busy as this week is HECTIC.EXAMS is like JUST next MONDAY.OH MY.WILL SOMEONE JUST SLAP ME HARD.Its' like REALITY have REALLY come down on me HARD.lol.and to make things worse, YOURS TRULY is SICK.yes.SICK when exams is like round the corner.what the.And its' kinda of bad.Cause white fluid just flow out for no reason and my bin is spilling with tissues.I think I need to recoup my loss of sleep.lol.Pimples on my face show that I m stress.HAHA.

Todays' a half-day.Kinda of waste time but at least we managed to cover the topic,trigono mentry.Arranged the chairs and tables for exam later.This si the best part,the tables underneath have no backing to put the ziplock pencil case.and I m DIRECTLY right SMACK at the back.I cant' see nuts from where I m sitting.lol.DANG.I guess I need my glasses during exam.lol.After that,went to weelyn s' house.We did some REALLY crazy stuff.lol.Took many retarded videos with ALOT of unglam poses in ti.lol.so embarrassing.SEE.these are symtoms of YOUNG ladies like us being stress and thus ,doing retarded things to relieve out the stress.lol.
Went home and head for tuition.One word.EXHAUSTING.

Somehow, I m kinda of looking forward for exams.lol.I mean, its' going to be intreasting to take it in hall despite knowing the bad conditions there.lol.AHH.whatever.I cant' make sense now.lol.OH MAN.WADE ROBSON IS LIKE COMING TO SINGAPORE! AH! WILL SOMEONE BUY ME THE TICKET?LOL.HE S' LIKE THE SEXIEST GUY ALIVE.I would probably FAINT when I see him real life.Cause when I see him on tv, I m like melting already.haha.SEE?that s' his degreee of HOTNESS.lol.AHH.WADE ROBSON IS HOT,HOT HOT TO THE MAX.lol.ok, Im going gaga over him.lol.FOCUS on my papers first.lol.I LOVE WADE ROBSON(:

I just realised recently that I have a fetish for brown stuff.Its' like,I feel like owning every brown stuff on the earth.lol.BROWN IS SUCH NICE COLOUR.lol.It gives a warm feeling.hahas.k,I think I m almost done.lol.OFF to revise.

*I WANT WADE ROBSON(:LOL.

GRAD NIGHT

2006-09-23T08:50:00.000-07:00

OH MAN.GRAD NIGHT WAS NICE YESTERDAY .DAMN NICE.EVERYONE WAS SO PRETTY.HAHAS.sorry,pictures will come later.I need time to actually get them uploaded here.lol.But,neverthe less,I enjoyed myself yesterday throughly.haha.Reception duty was fun plus HOT.hahas.The heat from the bloody stove was like making me sweaty and all.And I felt so gross being soaked in my perspiration.lol.OH, and grad night made me realised something,COUNCIL MEMBERS are EXTREMLY cheapskate.lol.Its true.Cause yesterday while clearing up,EVERYONE went to takeaway the leftovers and some brought home as MANY as ONE box full.lol.

So,anyway, my duty was rather enjoyable yesterday.I was ushering those graduants and it was damn hilarious to see them panicking at the backstage.lol.Some were even cluttering their heels anxiously.lol.SOME nearly fell while climbing up the stairs.Lol! THAT S' WHEN we come in and tell them PLEASE mind your STEP.lol.And the touching part of the night was when Mr ng said something about the number of hours spent in school doing the typical stuff of what students in SAC would do.He said till it was like,woah that kind of thing.lol.It was the emo part of the night.lol.After that,went to help out with food and RAN around to take pictures.lol.THANKS weelyn(:

After that went home ,shower and HEAD straight FOR bed.hahas.Woke up so EARLY this morning for some course.LAME.and BORING.fell asleep halfway.hahas.Had tuition and I think I want to go sleep le.I can feel those eyebags bulging out already.BOO-HOO=(

when it all falls apart

2006-09-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

I just had a feeling to blog.so yea.Im just going to say that after this saga.I found out many positive and negative things,While I was on my way home today,it suddenly dawned on me that during this period when I needed support and courage,I dont get it from the people I expected to give it to me.Its like,during this WHOLE period,NO ONE ,absolutely no one have ever spared a thought about my feelings nor have they said any words of encouragement or stuff like I will standby you.It really got me thinking,who exactly are my TRUE friends? Frankly speaking,its rather sad that I had to discover the horrid truth under such circumstances.And sometimes,when I m around you people,I feel like I have to be someone else.I feel like I m losing myself to someone else.Maybe you people were not oblivious but I m really disspointed in all of you.I dont wish to pretned any longer.From now on,I m nt going to be someone else.I m just going to be ME.yes.I have to pick myself up after this great fall.

As for the imbecile that read my post and got pissed over it.I thank you for stripping my post off and I shall continue to abhor you.I shall hail you in rickstones covered with blood.Dont worry.you gained my HIGHEST form of respect.and just to let you know,I absoultely HAVE no regrets about what I done.Definition of blog is PRIVATE ,PERSONAL ranting space.I SAY WHAT i WANT HERE.If you dont like it,kindly please screw off.You are no different from a plague.ALL my best honours to you.

Well, that s'a load off my chest.Felt much better.I have shorten that particular paragraph as some people are JUST too CHEAP for my language.yea.CHEAPNESS is not what I entertain.On the bright side,I get to go for grad night this friday.Its like wow.haha.I m down for ushering duties.Ushering of graduants.lol.FUNNESS(:.oh well, I m done with what I want to say.I shall take my leave and do SS now.haha.

She was everything I m not

SCREW OFF.

2006-09-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

SORRY IS A WORD THAT I DONT OWE ANYONE.

SCREW OFF.

SORRY FOR SHIFTING.

~~I M STRONG.~~

POPULAR(:

2006-09-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

HEY WORLD.lol.Sorry for being MIA lately.BEEN so busy and my week is like hectic.I thank heavens that today is a saturday.Projects are like filling my sheducle up to the brim.lol.And of them are kinda of overdued.lol.SIGH.I just talk about today and tomorrow.lol.

Today was fun.hahas.I cant' think of anything to describe anyway.lol.Went out with PATIENT wang to go collect her phone and study.lol.TM coffee bean and starbucks was like FULL.lol.Saw quite a number of weird people and some sacians.lol.HMM.studying today was quite productive.Managed to do an E.math practice paper.lol.Kinda of cheated though.hahas.I used a calculator.hahas.Went coffee bean later for a light snack.lol.Wanted to sit outside but was put off by the sight of a cockroach crawling on the ground.lol.Its like so ew.hahas.OH GOSH.I got my SS to complete by today.hahas.dumb poster la.lol.BUT SS is COOL.hahas

Yesterday was so so sucky.ARGH.got insulted by that DE HAMEL.lol.I HATE him.sucks la.ask to go fly to somewhere far.or best bounce off the singapore river.DROP DEAD AND DIE! ARGH! I mean,ok la,I m sorry i dont know my work but no ned to say till like I m dense or something right?argh.A piece of lard scolding is soporific to me.lol.I shall just think of it that way.DIE la.I thank heavens that its CCa break but HE s' going to say me when the breaks like over.ARGH!LARD and his soporific scoldings.AHHH! DROP DEAD AND DIE LA!Irritating irritant of the world.ARGH! I seriosuly should join floorball to vent my anger out.lol.IMAGINE de hamel s' FAT,BLACK face as the ball and HIT it as HARD as I could.HIT till my stick BREAK i ALSO DONT MIND.ACTUALLY,i DO.hahas.depends on how much my stick cost.LOL.cheapo ones I dont mind.Expensive I do.lol.I m like bloody cheapskate.hahas.BUT frugality is a VIRTUE.lol.

OH MY.REPORT cards are going to be returned tomorrow.lol.I SCARED.lol.I dont want to see the ugly reddish thing on it.Its like blood to me.hahas.I shall panic on monday then.hahas.now panic about SS project.lol.OHOH.I got to watched a lil bit of MACBETH on friday.I got kinda of freaked out by it.hahas.Its like scary la.lol.But the acting was good and everything.Except for the fact that the actor playing macbeth looked like some old london street beggar.lol.OKAY,the GREATEST me is going off to rush SS.Im hardworking.I know.lol(:

LIARS SHOULD DIE!

2006-09-09T04:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating this few days.been rather lazy to actually log in and typed out my thoughts.lol.SIGN.Many things happened recently.I shall talk about that later.lol.Bloody holidays are ending.some holidays.ONLY one pathetic week and I most certainly did not felt productive.All my notes and whatsoever crap that I targeted to complete by the end of this ONE week did not come true.lol.sadness plus failure-NESS.lol.Let s' zoom in to my oh so eventful week.lol.

Wednesday tutitorial was like so tedious.I could hardly OPEN my eyes.The subject was A.math.lol.Its' like I could not get anything about circular measures into my head.lol.SO annoying.hahas.After tuitorial,was rotting in school till band start cause jingyin and vanessa abandoned me.lol.Thursday literature tuitorial was eventful.lol.I managed to stay awake.and we kinda of ate and went crazy over some contest thingy.lol.My fellow floorballers are mad and hyper.LOVEEE THEM(:then went for band after that.It was totally horrible.We were just practically doing nothing.cause my section was slacking.sign,so much for hawaii.lol.then comes friday tuitorial.lol.NESS and I were late.hahas.cause the tuitorial was totally like WASTE of time.lol.did nothing except for a dumb worksheet which I dont know anything at all.hahas.Then band.OH MY.I did 120 push ups for band punishment.hahas.Im PROUD of myself.lol.BAND was NICE.hahas.realy.VIRGINIA is cool.lol.I m determined to master that piece.hahas.The combined on friday sounded REALLY nice(:

Yesterday was horrible.someone lied to me.It could most probably be my first time encountering such things.The feeling just sucked.serious.It made felt as though I was some kind of fool.I m scared of the aftermath effect now.REALLY scared casue I m totally hopeless about it.The hole is just too deep.Sometimes or rather now,I feel that I tend to turn to my instrument to seek comfort.It s' like, my trumpet could only play notes.and notes cant' weave out a story to tell people how I feel or what I m trying to say.Do they wash away my pain ?hmm.I hope so.I feel numb.

OH man.EOY is a few weeks' times and I have not started revising.lol.I feel crap.lol.sign,WAK UP .I have to work hard.FOR hawaii and MYSELF.sign.I MUST finish watching full house by tonight.lol.OH MY.RAIN S' SO HOT.HE takes AWAY my pain(:

CIP(:

2006-09-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

CIP today was TIRING.hahas.I didnt know pasting labels on envelopes could be THAT tiring.probably it was the tearing off part.lol.and the cutting thing.Though I didnt use it but it was like so argh to cut.I was like the only one that could not activate the machine.lol.so annoying plus irritating.hahas.We were just being put in this room and were told to paste labels on 14,000 envelopes.lol.Its like I think we were not even halfway done,we wanted to surrender le.hahas.Plus,the room was freezing cold,like really cold.lol.ALL four of us having freezing fingertips after coming out from that room.hahas.For once, I felt like rapultiltskin(however you spell that).lol.LBut thise version is whereby the lady boss is nice.lol.Rapultiltskin is the one where the goblin was not nice.hahas.Forget it if you people dont get it.lol.

After CIP,ashley and jingyin came over to my house to do geog.OH MAN.lesson LEARNT: never let ashley have a camera and ENTER into your premises.lol.she is DAMN self-obessed.lol.Today,she practically went to every CORNER of my house and snap pictures of herself.lol.I was amazed that my FULL length mirror did not CRACKED.lol.Did abit of geog then both of them went home cause jingyin had tuition.lol.After that,came home to sleep.was DARN tired.Been waking up like 7 plus in the morning for the past few days.lol.So,apparently,my holidays is like SO not holidays.lol.I think this ONE week is seriously redundant for me.hahas.

Yesterday went studying.hmm.It turned out to be surprisingly PRODUCTIVE.lol.LESSON OF THE DAY: STUDYING with SANDRA WANG is PRODUCTIVE.lol.I m serious la.hahas
sign, I have not much mood to elaborate le.Shall wrap up and go off.My phone is getting confiscated SOON.lol.

I M NOT DUMB.stop saying it.

BDA(:

2006-09-03T04:13:00.000-07:00

The concert yesterday was great!lol.Though I fell a sleep at some BORING parts but I managed to see/listen/catch the good,intereasting parts.hahas.I shall talk more about it now.

Met up with audrey and weelyn at 4 plus at plaza sing.Was suppose to meet them at like 3.15 or 3 but I was late.due to full house and also partly of tuition.hahas.SO,met up with them and finally got my pink ripple slippers.lol.sorry if it sounds kinda of bimbo.hahas.Went down to meet the rest at City Hall.lol.Jolene was being lame all the time.hahas.Popped by MOS burger then headed to Esplanade to meet natalie eng.Reached there quite early and saw many familar SAC band people face.lol.what crap am I saying?hahas.Went in and realised that our seats were FAR FAR away from one another.hahas.We got the highest corner seats if I m not wrong.lol.And we saw SIR!hahas.Sherri was like running so excitedly and screaming SIR!SIR!lol.Unfortunately,the concert was about to start so we waited most impatiently for the interval.OH, and the LORD OF THE DANCE performed by the percussion was BLOODY nice! I was like blown away by the music.lol.It was DAMN DAMN good.And now, I m inspired to play that piece well.hahas.

Then came the interval.Before the emcee could actually say the word"interval"a whole row of us started dashin out of our seats and RAN,literally, RAN from 4th all the way to the 1st storey.The last time I ran like that was for jamie cullum and Click five.hahas.And, I can assure you,we look like MAD bitches running down the storeys.hahas.Finally, met up with SIR and took a few pictures.Barely even 5 mins,he went back in.shucks.lol.After the interval, I fell asleep during the clarinet quintet.lol.It was boring la.lol.THEN, I saw this quite good-looking saxophonist soloist.lol.he was like the youngest among them i think.lol.So talented but ugly when you see him within near distance.lol.

I was just casually thinking that how much we actually like or respect SIR.I mean, we actually ran like fanatic fans running after their idols.And the best part was that we dont even care if we looked like fools.lol.I doubt we would actually do that for De hamel if he actaully leaves the band now.It s' like, imagine,when we see him few years down the road in a concert like that or what,our reaction would most probably be like " OH! that s' my ex-instructor.he sucked/rocked."We would even be bothered to run to see him or wait so anxiously to take a picture with him.At most,we will just say hi or smile when we see him.That actually shows how much our respect for him is.Conclusion is,nothing or rather no one,can replace our utmost highest respect for SIR.Sadly,I doubt he remembers us.Thats' life.=(

Went quite yesterday though.SIGN! I have to go draft out my stuff.Cause my holidays are dead packed.hmm,should I go to CCPS tomoorw or what?someone helped me with question.lol.

I LOVE RAIN(:

THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA

2006-09-01T06:22:00.000-07:00

Just came back from a long tired study session.lol.Initial place was suppose to be airport but unfortunately, we got chased out time and time again cause of the lunch crowd.The airport seems surprisingly crowded.lol.Then went to parkway in the end cause could not think of any other places.and THANKS to cindy, I managed to SEE a very very HOT HOT picture of RAIN.oh my gosh la.HE S' LIKE SO BLOODY HOT IN THAT PICTURE.Almost melted and felt like tearing it down.lol.Anyway, I shall blog about yesterday.hahas

Yesterday was eventful.For once,Teacher s' day celebration actually managed to keep me awake.lol.I didnt know that some of our teachers like bollywood actors so much.lol.Overall was okay except that the first dance was kinda of spoilt by a bloody sec 2.lol.After the celebration,went to Plaza Sing to watch THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA.oh my gosh.I SO LOVE THE CHARACTER MIRANDA PRIESTLY.SHE MY NEW IDOL.MERLY STREEP IS REALLY REALLY GOOD AT POTRAYING OUT HER CHARACTER.lol.Let me tell you people out there what justifies the ticket price: MERYL STREEP,MERYL STREEP and of course MERYL STREEP.lol.She really good and cool in that movie.Go watch it.It s' really nice and high classy.lol.Since the topic is on yesterday, I shall say something here.Was told of something that left a huge impact.Didnot really know how to react but like I say, acceptance is REALLY difficult.I am seriosuly SPEECHLESS about the whole thing.Just got off the phone with ashley.

Today was not bad.Except for the fact that my mood got dampened bythose people shooing us out.lol.Sign, I got so many projects to do.I guess i have to complete them by quite an early deadline.lol.sorry if I dont make sense.hahas.OHOH.and I finally managed to watch at LEAST two FULL HOUSE vcds.lol.and Audrey liaw did something lame.she went to drew a house and wrote the words "FULL".lol.so lame la she.hahas.sign, my holidays are DEAD packed and I find myself having split personalities now.=(

RAIN<3

2006-08-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

Oh man, I just found out something really embarrasing from my childhood.hahas.I FOUND OUT THAT I ONCE GOT LOST AT PARKWAY PARADE.yeayea,laugh all you want.lol.I know it s' a bit loser but yea.hahas.I dont even know why I got lost for.hahas.Any way,VV55 repeated FULL HOUSE today! oh my! I was darn happy cause that show has RAIN! AHHH! since the topic is on RAIN, i shall elaborate further.lol.I recently found out that I had a HUGE liking for RAIN.HE S' LIKE DARN HOT.hahas.and cute .cause of his small eyes.but his BOD is hot.hahas.I will be posting up pics.ENJOY(: LOVE HIM.LOL!

specially enlarge it.lol love him!<3

YAWNS.

2006-08-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

Average day with an average life.lol.I learnt quite a few things today.During CME,we watched MEANS GIRLS though I watched that I thousand times on HBO but I think the lesson that we learnt from there today was uesful.Its like, I just realsied that being mean to someone does not actually makes your life any better.Condemning someone does not makes you feel a better person.And despising someone for whatever wrong they had done most certainly does NOT make you feel a more righteous person.Therefore,I would really like to extend my sincere apologies to those who I have actually made fun of and called them names.

Then comes band.I was not really feeling happy todaya nd we just just had to tried out a depressing piece called LOCH LOMOND.lol.It s' a nice piece but its so not the piece for me today.hahas.Since I was feeling down, I could actually played that piece nicely cause I was sad and I was kinda of pouring my mood into my trumpet.Poor trumpet.Fret not, I love you still.lol.Oh,and I was still thinking that we would do Virginia today cause Virginia is like a sorta of ACTIVE song and not so dead and I can actually channel ALL my whatever so ever into it.It would be a much better piece to play for my mood.hahas.

And this paragraph is for the LOVELY group people that BOUGHT me the CATCHING TALES CD(: sorry, could not list you people out but fret not, I LOVE YOU BUNCH TONNES(: thanks for the CD once again.

Gosh,Teacher s' day rehearsal was SO SO tiring.Though I did not do much, I still feel so dead.haha.Hearing Jamie Cullum MY YARD really calms me down GREATLY.lol.Back to teacher s' day,the sec 2s SAC idols are actually going to sing PCD BUTTONS???!!!lol.I was kinda of shocked cause the song is like anti-climax and its not really a good song to pick or sing.hahas.GOSH, my JAMIE CULLUM DVD is like so NOT working.AH! please tell me I m' so NOT living in a state of denial.lol.

ALL HAIL MY TRUMPET(:

2006-08-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

It s'been a while since I blogged.Many things happended lately.Pleasant and unpleasant stuff.Let me just do a write up for my week.Brace yourselves people.It gonna be a LONG LONG.entry.lol.By the way, the previous entry is not typed by me.It s' by my dearest friend NG ASHLEY.She invaded my blog.HAHAS(:

MONDAY:

School was okay.Got back something but I dont know what it was.lol.OHOH.and band was the MOST intereasting part of the day.Surprising?yes I know.lol.It was like this.Brass and Woodwinds were kinda of like competing who can play better for the pirates part and it turns out that BRASS was BETTER! hahas.Then brass was kinda of like asking woodwinds to quiet and vice-cersa.lol.It was damn hilarious.But guess what?This competition has its GOOD side values.lol.you will find out later.

TUESDAY:

MY BIRTHDAY!! HAHAS.Came to school feeling a lil bit cheery.I m really touched by all what you people had done for me.Will have a SPECIAL note for you people at the end of this entry.So, anyway,school was fine ALL the way EXCEPT for CHINESE. I vowed that the CHINESE teacher is darn hell bias towards me.People like Elizabeth Chin was like sleeping DIRECTLY under her nose and she dont scold whereas I just bend down my head to pick something and she ACCUSED me of SLEEPING! Like,what s' this ?so EFFING annoying please.After chinese,went to parkway with nat,teresa,nicole,sandra,khai theng,genevieve,audrey and cindy to celebrate my birthday.Was really really TOUCHED by all or what they had done.lol.thanks LOADS(:You people really made my birthday special.OH.and a HUGE thanks to NAT ENG for the SLUT/VIRGIN bubble bath.plus NECKLACE.really love it.lol.

THURSDAY:

Ordinary day.Nothing much happen except we got back our graded assingment.I got a wowing 43/50 for my comprehension.lol.I m like DARN amazed with myself.lol.Then after recess,the drama sets in.Joseph and Miss tan was like raiding our class like police officers raiding in this sleazy nightclub place for drugs.All thanks to 2/5 who had one of their classmates that lost her stuff during pe and our class happened to have the same P.E slot as them.sheesh.I feel rather disturbed at that time as I was thinking,HOW CAN THEY DOUBT OUR INTERGRITY?Seriously, I dont wish to critisize or anything but I have to say these,the methods our school emplyed to ahndle such theft cases are ATROCIOUS.I m not going to bother about who reads this but seriously that s' a hell darn true fact.Got back our report cards too.Didnt really do THAT well.lol.

FRIDAY:

Nothing much happen but feel lil bit sluggish.lol.I had nothing to blog about school except for what I saw during CME.I m not going to say it here but just want to say that dont feel sad.lol.I cant' really express myself through here.so OPENLY.hahas.Thtne comes BAND.oH MAN.band was like FUN tosday.hahas.I dont know why but yea.hahas.Practised Virginia for sectionals and I SO SO SO HAVE TO PERFECT THAT BAR 73! ARGH! I REALLY WANT TO PLAY WELL! But it like so difficult.OH MAN LA.Then it was pirates during the COMBINE.lol.THAT competition we had HELP tonnes.Cause we are like experts at BAR 71 of that piece.lol.Except for percussion.hahas.Looks like fighting helps.hahas.

SIGN. It sucks to know that you posses the ability to do well but did not do it.I felt so mixed when I got back my report card.I know I should feel happy for my Enlgish but my math is like deproving.which is not good.and according to Miss Masura,only 6 people is being promoted based on our term 3 results.The figures really do scare me.ALOT.I know I have been telling myslef FOCUS,FOCUS.but nothing seems to work.Though I failed like 4 tests but its already enough to kill me or rather,to let the guilt in me gripped on me.I know I have to juggle time between band and all but its like I want to be devoted to my instrument but at the same time to my studioes too.

I seriously dont want to neglect my music and concentrate so much on my stuides that I start producing music are meant for the deaf.Its like,each time I pick up my instrument,I feel this sudden urge to play out melodious music.Though these words,"I HATE BAND" kept hanging on my lips,but deep down inside,there a inner desire to perfect my piece.That I cant' deny.lol.SIGN.I really REALLy need help desperately for my time management.This cannot be going on FOREVER.=(

NOTE OF THANKS:

THANK YOU NATALIE KOH,for everything(:
THANK YOU,SANDRA for the chocolate and coming(:
THANK YOU,TERESA and NICOLE,for coming(:
THANK YOU AUDREY,for coming
THANK YOU CINDY, for coming
THANK YOU KHAI THENG,for coming
THANK YOU GENEVIEVE, for coming
and last but NOT the least,
THANK YOU NATENG,for the slut and virgin PRESENT.really LOVE it tonnes(:

THANK YOU ALL THOSE THAT CELEBRATED WITH ME ON TUESDAY AND FOR THE CAKE TOO.REALLY APPRECIATE ALL YOUR EFFORTS(: LOVE YOU PEOPLE LOADS(:<3

Tell me what do you do : when it all falls apart .

2006-08-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

I have an huge urge to blog things out now .
Today simply suck .
I dont know whats going on .
Why did god pulled us SO CLOSE .
And then apart . ?
After reading that horrible chunk of monstrous words .
i broke down .
i tried so hard to control myself .
it didnt help .
we were NEVER like that in the past .
Frankly saying : i really didnt meant what i wrote .
i was just too upset .
im sorry ok .
i really regretted . you meant a lot to me .
im serious .
Time is just straining us more distant from one another .
im really afraid . Afraid that we will have NO MORE CHANCE to talk to each
other . Her o levels are coming . she will be damn busy . who am i to her .
She have her other friends .
sometimes i even wonder if she remembers evey detail that had happened .
i feel that im losing my sister . do you know how much reliant i am to her .
I dont wanna be .
That suck .
what can i do .
I broke down wheni was packing my bag . wet Aunty minah's blouse .
i squatted down and burst out like i balloon exploding .
Thanks AUNTY MINAH , NESS , AUDS AND MY MAO FRIEND
for asking if im ok .
i feel so unlike myself today .
i feel weird . i had never felt this way since a THOUSAND uears ago .
i went for band after that .
played so damn hard on my FAV DEJEMBE . till my hands were sore .
i just wacked it. i didnt played .
To my DEJEMBE : sorry .
will make it up to you . want choc or ice-cream ?
After that , seriously . felt much much better .
vented my emotions on my baby . haha .
ok . im finally laughing . thats good right . [:
oh ya ! MY DEAREST AUNTY MINAH .
im sorry . can make it after sch on mon and tue .
i got rehearsal .
how .
you guys go ahead . i feel mean .
ok . what does that mean . ASHLEY NG'S nice .
DAH .
hahh . shall end off here .
AMANDA KHOO IS PESTERING ME TO RETURN HER ACCOUNT .
[:
god bless me that i will be better tmr . haha .
this's really LONG ,

WHAT CAN I SAY?

2006-08-12T04:45:00.000-07:00

Oh man.Yesterday was so NOT fine.It was like so sucky and all.First of all, I did not even know anything about the E.math test.When I looked at the FIRST question, I m like DAMN! how do you solve?sign. I have NO confidence of passing this CIRCLES test.Though the questions looked simple,its' actually the difficult one.Overall,test was manageble but unpredictable.Pardon me if it sounds contradicting or confusing to you people.

Highlight of yesterday was during Social Stuides lesson.Miss Lim was apparently in a TERRIBLE mood.and the credits goes to 3/6.TSK.lol.Anyway,she came in for SS and she started shouting at the top of her lungs when she realised that almost 3/4 of the class did not complete her work.and the whole hulabaloo started.The funny part is this,when she was like scolding us till theres' no tomorrow,the weather took a sudden change from a CHEERY bright sunny sun to a DULL heavy dooming raining cloud.SO,what does this change actually suppose to mean?hmmm.Was it conincidental that the weather changed when Social Stuides period was about to start?lol.

After a TEDIOUS day at school,comes band.lol.Nothing much happen cause De Hamel didnt come.Did abit of sectionals here and there.Then it was a short combine.Tried out pirates as a whole band.Apparently,it did not sound nice.lol.Went home quite early.And I realised that I talk in semi-concious state.That s' like scary.I realised my condition yesterday when I was on the phone with sandra.The time was like in wee hours and she was blabbering to me something which I dont know.Then she ask me and I replied her" Its in your car."and the next thing I knew she went "what car?"lol.Turns out that I was talking to her when I was having this dreams about CARS.I dont even know why in the world am I dreaming about CARS.lol.This was something shocking she told me.There had been an increase in butches in Singapore.THEREFORE, I plan to study hard now and earns LOTS of cash so that I am able to go SPAIN and marry a HOT plus RICH husband.Since staying in Singapore have no future for my marriage.LOL! No worries, I am a patriotic citizen.So, I will marry in SPAIN and come back to live in Singapore.hahas.

Thursday was the Clique third outing.Went to meet at raffles city to meet the rest with nat.haha.cabbed down with her to raffles.hahas.Thanks nat(: but,we were the latest to arrive.hahas.Then FINALLY, I watched LAKE HOUSE.It was a pretty nice movie.I teared at some sad parts of the movie.hahas.OHOH.and I think keanu reeves looked quite good looking in the movie.hahas.After outing with them,went back to city hall to meet my mum for dinner at MARCHE.lol.I miss that place SO SO very much.hahas.It s' been eons since I dine there.Back to MARCHE, I ate the ROSTI plus Ice cream with brownie.It was so nice but I feel bloated after eating it.hahas.Guess the gym is the place to go for the following month.lols.Cabbed home cause I was really feeling very tired and all.OHOH.and I realised that Orchard has places that sell nice shades.lol.going to get them as soon as I save up enough ching-chings(:

I realised that I been lagging in my Academics.I think I should be more on task and learn how to prioritise my stuff.Moreover,there would soon be saturday practices in the morning to prepare us for Hawaii.With the saturday practices,things are sure going to be real cramped up.Caused band is like so going to robbed off my time for tuition and revising for all that.Very soon, I think I will just die.hahas.May be planning a timetable would help.sign,the thing is, I dont follow time tables.lol.ANYWAY,BIG NEWS: MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON.HAHAS.ITS ONLY THREE MORE DAYS TILL I TURN 15! YAY FOR ME! no LONGER 14!.hahas.Sing, I think my birthday is like going to be dead.Cause I have the same recess as some class that is AWFULLY DISGUSTING.and what s' more,tuesdays are always ALWAYS draggy.Oh wells, I shall wait till tuesday then I see how.sign.It aint gonna be good.=(

SANDRA WANG! our convo yesterday is PRIVATE! hahas.keep a LOW profile about it kay?hahas.love you(:

DEVASTED OR OVERJOYED?

2006-08-08T05:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was not exactly a pleasant day.I shall elaborate but not going into DEEP details.Band was fine cause I just went back to teach the sec1s.And gosh,the talk about HAWAII yesterday really stirs up the excitement among all of us.lol.Its like we want march to faster come now.lol.I decided to save up my CHING-CHINGS for hawaii ultimate shopping spree(:Heard that the branded stuff there is much cheaper than here.lol.After band,went for dinner as usual but not going to talk about that for so much.All I can say now is that I m worried thats' all.

Sports carnival today was just plain retarded.Reached school today at like 6am!! Its like, I m' not even half awake.lol.and the damn bloody bus was late.So the percussionists were like saying that their instrument would arrive earlier than them.hahas.After playing for morning assembly,started slacking around and was cam-whoring most of the time.hahas.Played abit of the songs then it was back to school.I skipped my activity this year.haha.After sports carnival, headed down to Plaza Singapura for Gelare.Once again, I felt cheated by them.lol.I should learn how to eat smart next time at Gelare.Ate then walked around.Managed to help eunice find a nice shirt.Shopping with that woman can REALLY help you lose weight.lol.It was home from a long 65 bus ride(: slept through the WHOLE entire journey.haha.K, nothing much to say except that my mission to stay up late night yesterday FAILED terribly.lol.NAT! better keep those secrets to yourself(: shusssh!Our convo is private and confidential(:

NOTE.

2006-08-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

DESPERATE MEASURE(:

CHEERS for being a saturday finally.lol.Though I missed school for two days this week but I heard its been rather boring and draggy cause many of our subject teachers did not come.I bet they are sick like me.lol.Since its a saturday, I shall do a review of my week.Let s' skipped monday and tuesday caused I did not attend school.

WEDNESDAY:

Nothing much happened except that we had band rehearsal with the guides for NDP.OH MY TIAN.I assure you its DAMN tiring and HOT.I was so desperate that I cliped my hair like some fashion disaster.LOL.I will be posting up the pictures later.

THURSDAY:

I got scolded by A.lim in the morning.lol.Cause I think she s' getting rather irritated by the fact that many of our class council memebers are late for her lesson.and apparently, being the unlucky me, I arrived the latest for her lesson.lol.I was like about to step in when she went" STOP THERE!,where did you come from?" then she proceeded to scold saying like,we have so many councils and all that.While she was listing the WHOLE long list of councils in an INTENSE tone plus voice,she suddenly paused half way and asked me"Which council are you from?"After replying her POLITELY, she continues to prattle on about the long list of councils and so on.lol.It was DAMN anti-climax when she asked me which council am I from.lol.Bio tuitorial is just plain boring.I was falling asleep.lol.Then comes BAND.It was HORRIBLE.like REALLY bad.I think I should not blog about it here but I guess I should just let the matter rest.I shall just forgive her for doing that.I guessed she just stressed.

FRIDAY:

MY MOST FAVOURITE DAY!lol.I always feel relax on fridays.I shall just blog about LIT cause it seems to be the most interesting lesson of the day,aside from A.math.LOL.Anyway, during lit class,we,have the honour of learning the TRUE meaning of the word,F***.This word is actually an ACRONYM used in the past.It actually stands for Fornicate Under the Consent of the King.In laymen s' term,it means you have to seek the permission of the king if you want to fornicate with your husband.Cause in the past,it was said that ALL females are the kings' women.lol.A common swear word actually have such profound history behind it.lol.Move on to A.math, I think SOME people in my class are just plain annoying and irritaing.People like sukanyaa.We got back our A.math straight line graph and I failed.And her reaction was like"OH MY GOD! YOU FAILED??"that kind of thing.then she gave a fake smile and said this to me."I beat you by ONE mark,but sigh, i still FAIL."Like what kind of crap is this?and she just DIE DIE also want to beat me in this test.Cause later, I found out that my paper got marking errors so I went to changed my marks and now its the same as Sukanyaa s' marks.AND, seeing that I got the same marks as her, she DESPERATELY went to PLEAD mr poh to give her at LEAST ONE MORE PATHETIC MARK.WHY? JUST TO BEAT ME! LIKE WHAT THE HELL LA? DO i even LOOK like I care if she beats me that kind of thing?Since she is SO determined to beat me, I have no choice but to BEAT her as FLAT as possible in the NEXT A.math TEST.HANDS down.Though its kinda of like competitive but I just cant' stand it when people just goes"HUH?! YOU FAILED?? WHY??"that kind of thing.Especially for A.math.After I passed mid-years, it seems that everyone expected me to top for every A.maths test.Please la, I am NOT a genius ok?so even if i fail,I dont see the reason why any of them to should give that APALLED jaw-dropping look to me.

Band was surprisingly nice yesterday.LOL.we FINALLY tried PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN.Though it was like the easier version, I found it quite okaya nd nice.lol.But I think i LACK that feeling to make it sound better.haha.I need that FEELING,the feeling to move to my music while playing.According to audrey,if you move while playing,move as in NATURAL move,the music that comes out from the valve will sound melodious as this shows that you are really enjoying and getting the flow of the song in your body and mind.I gogint o master that technic man.lol.I think its just so cool.haha.After band, went dinner with sandra.I was supposed to treat her ICE-CREAM.loland i did.haha.OHOH.NEVER ever go gelare man.DAMN bloody cheapskate.Cause yesterday, we ordered the chocolate chip waffle,then the girl told me that WHIP CREAM PLUS MANGO topping is for FREE.I wanted to take that but i think the mango would not go with our waffle so I took the chocolate syrup plus whip creamn combo,thinking that it was also free.BUT NOO.GUESS WHAT?when the bloody receipt came,THE BLOODY CHOCOLATE SYRUP CAUSED A BLOODY 80 CENTS.WHEN I CAN LIKE GO DOWN AND GET A BOTTLE AND PUT IT FOR LIKE FREE???it like as though their chocolate syrup is MADE of GOLD.so irritaing PLUS annoying.Whats' worse is that singaporeans could really be inconsiderate.Cuase gelar was full house then got this couple occpied a table of four with that stupid woman handbag.I was kinda of turn-off by that behaviour but feeling so desperate to sit down,I walked up and politely asked if she could removed her handbag.Thanks heavens she did.lol.Sandra,you OUGHT to thank me for THAT man.lol.Went home rather late last night though.lol.

Oh and I just have to say this about CLINICS.DAMN annoying man.I was so irritated by the clinic when I went to visit the doctor on monday.My conclusion for clinics is this,they have SICK and PSYCOTIC patients.I m' serious.Cause my number was 21 and THAT time, the doctor was attending patient number 4! So you can pretty guessed that I sat there for like 1 hour 15 minutes doing NOTHING.lol.Being such a LONG wait and with PSYCOTIC patients surrounding you,its no surprise that I have turned into a psycothic and sick patient.I got so bored till I ended up playing with an umbrella.See what I meant? lol.I think I am NEVER ever gonna step into that clinic again.

OH wells, this have beena rather long entry.lol.My fingers are aching already.should start on my minutes.Enjoy reading this(: By the way, I m' removing the passcode for this moment.But,there is high possibilty that it might be back up.(:

PRIVATE

2006-08-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

Its not like me to blog on a week day but I feel an urge too so yea.First of all, I am really sorry for shifting so many times like a nomad.cause SOME people from my class has apparently been reading my blog and gossiping about me.so yea.My reason for passcoding is because I do not want these people to read.cause I dont like them.haha.

Anyway, I AM SICK.haha.Its pretty scary you knwo.Practically everyone I know is like sick.I did not go to school for like TWO days?lol.Anyway, I will continues more on that on saturday.Need to go pack my bag le.haha.nights(:

yay-NESS.

2006-07-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! my blog is SO my OWN.lol.HUGE credits to GEN.lol.She s' one smart genius.lol.Since its a Saturday, let me do a recap of the OH -so-wonderful week of mine.

MONDAY:

Nothing much happen except for band.Did sectionals.

TUESDAY:

Did the BAND board and its NICE(:.At least its MUCH pleasant looking than the PREVIOUS one.lol.Stayed back till quite late.After that, cabbed home with eunice and weelyn.

WEDNESDAY:

The EXPOSITORY class so so bloody SUCK please.The teacher is just driving my NUTS.I dont even understand what she s' teaching about.I REGRETTED JOING THIS COURSE!

THURSDAY:

BAND.It was quite erm,interesting.haha.Cause we did combined sectionals.and the BRASS always SOUND so nice.haha.Practised Fantasy then dinner with Sandra and Natalie Koh.OH MAN.lesson to everyone OUT there.NEVER,i REPEAT NEVER EVER put NATALIE and SANDRA together.and NEVER EVER make them wait.CAUSE THEIR POWER OF SCREAMING IS TOTALLY,WOW.im SERIOUS.lol.Dinner was quite hilarious.Especially with a Sri Lankan ac-sion(accent).lol.

FRIDAY:

FINALLY.MY DAY OF RELIEVE.lol.Nothing much happen in school except for the LIT test that we took.and for the last time, I REALLY REALLY DIDNT STUDY AT ALL.My first reaction when i saw the paper was like,OH MY GOSH.ARE YOU KIDDING?and that the bloody truth.LIKE IT OR NOT?none of my business.Then comes BAND.it was FINALLY a combined!yay! then some seniors came back.Sorry dee for not talking to you.lol.Really sorry.haha.

That was my week for you.It was kinda of okay except that I feel irritated over some stuff.I think LOCH LOMOND and FANTASY ON IRISH AIR is damn NICE.lol.DAKOTA is also not bad.Looks like my goal right now is to perfect these pieces and balance my music plus studies.Cause next year is going to be damn busy for me.I feel scared even thinking about it.lol.By the way, for those who love to read, please got get this book called TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE.its A damn NICE plus touching book.Go get it.ITS WORTH the money.Trust me man.lol.

I cant seem to stand where my sitting position is now.I have like this BERMUDA triangle at my place which is so so getting on my nerves.I doubt my tolerence level can go any higher le.So forgive me if I explode ONE day.Cause I am practically IMPLODING everyday.Last but not the least,I really need to focus le.I always seem to go OFF track and procastinate my things.WHICH is very BAD.sigh, any REMEDY for this ILLNESS? and for teh SAKE of the WORLD, CAN YOU PEOPLE BLOODY TAGGED?lol.im sorry but i get irritated when no one tages.haha.Cause the PURPOSE of a BLOODY tagboard is for you TO tag.lol.I have changed everything and will be updating more le.My updates comes on FRIDAY or SATURDAY night.for those who actually reads my blog.IF there is any.lol.

RANDOM.

2006-07-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

My blog seems quite these few days.lol.Anyway, I have a sudden urge to blog so I just just say whatever I want to say.lol.

Yesterday night was erm,eventful.lol.I found out things which I wished I never knew.Sandra was right.WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO SMART? However, since I knew about it,I think I should just keep mum.Since Sandra had special request to blog about her, I shall do that.HAHA.hold your tears man.

First of all, I just want to say CHEER UP and dont think so much about it.Though Im kinda of fuzzy about whole situation and cant' really be much help,just note that at the end of the day,its better that you clear things up and dont let drag for so long.The longer it drags,the more aches you are causing to yourself.However,clarify the things only when you are ready.Do it when you feel like doing it.Cause it after YOUR choice at the end of the day.Whatever is the out come, I still think you ROCK and I love you(: smiles k?((((:
By the way,that was ONE LONG talk we had yesterday.haha.

Secondly, I had nothing much to say about this second matter but I think its best I keep mum about it first.Cause I dont wish to create any trouble.SIGN.I just wished that I dont know any of these at all.lol.Think of it again, there is nothing much I can do.Ok, I better shussh up.lol.

Thirdly, (random)stuff.I think OLD chinese love songs or wait, correction,I think OLD love songs are so cheesy.haha.My dad was like blasting his stereo with some CHINESE senseless love song this morning and it woke me up from my beauty sleep.lol.What s' worse is that he finds them PLUS THEIR videos nice! oh man la.what s' so nice about them singing and dancing or running round poles?Its just so spastic.Now I know why my dad taste in songs are so bad.THANKS to such genre of music.lol.Anyway, MPH is having sale.lol.thats' random but since im going off so nevermind.haha.OH WELLS, shall end here than.lol

SANDRA WANG! ARE YOU TOUCHED THAT I HAD ONE PARAGRAPH FOR YOU?
I KNOW YOU ARE.
HOLD YOUR TEARS(:
LOLS.

Pardon me for the entries getting shorter and shorter day by day.Cause I dont really have the mood to blog about things and all.I might be closing this blog soon.

shock.

2006-07-21T06:10:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOSH. I just realised my last entry was like at 15ht july??gosh man.lol.let me do some dusting today.I have PLENTIFUL to say about.

First of all, SACCB IS ABSOLUTLEY CONFIRM GOING TO HAWAII NEXT YEAR!(:ok, may be i was not exactly THAT happy on hearing it but still, there is still a bit of happiness in me though.lol.So yea, the band going HAWAII and we have to work hard now.So far,there nothing much about band so its gonna be quite short.

Secondly, I VOMITTED IN SCHOOL ON THURSDAY! thanks to that horrible senseless GAN MIAN.I tell you people whoever whose reading this NEVER EVER EAT GAN MIAN.BOYCOTT THE CHINESE NOODLE STALL.cause after my group ate the gan mian, Rachel had to the urge to relieve her waste whereas i ended up puking.The feeling of COMPRESSING a puke is HORRIBLE.its like just some kind of torture that lives neither hell nor earth.In the end, I cant' stand it and just ended up puking on the floor.lol. I felt so embarrassed man.lol.By the way, my VOMIT is ORANGE in COLOUR! lol.k, nevermind, im being sick here.lol.Thats' about school.lol.Cause my main aim is to tell everyone i VOMITTED and I BEEN REINSTATED OF MY POST.yea!(:

Thirdly, I NEED TO GET THIS LOAD OFF MY CHEST.YOU.i shall not say who it is but i just cant' tolerate your attitudde and all.Its like, what' your problem of biang-ing me thses few days?I talked to you and your replies are either insults,ignores or cold stares.Like what s' up with being dao and all?even my close friends noticed and asked me that. I dont know what is the reason but im guessing its either ME or YOU.If you didnt realised, we have not been talking as much as before.I dont know why.What saddens me the most is that it seems as though I feel that im being made used of by you.And the feeling sucks.If you think im being mean or what here, i have no comments.I dont know if you are stress or whatr.But all i want you to know is that,go think about it. If this seems so senseless and unimportant to you, i have no comments.FINALLY, a load off my chest.I just realised recently that i grew slightly closer to my classmates and I dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing.sign. I feel like a failure when it comes to handling such thing.:(

By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE(: LOVE YA DARLING(:

NBC(:

2006-07-15T09:35:00.000-07:00

We came.
We fought.
We got what we wanted.

a GOLD.
a bloody,shiny shimmering gold.
For National Band Competition.

Whats' the feeling? INTOXICATED.lol.Cause we were kinda of expecting a silver as we kinda of screwed up our second piece,which is Renegade.lol.But, St.Ptersburg is REALLY wow.haha.Everyonbe was kinda of relieved when that percussion girl,Juliana(I think) came in ON time.lol! I believed that everyone was like whew!yhah.Seriously,even though that piece was messy but at least she came in on time.lol.And I have to say that my section is the best.haha.

It made us so happy that Audrey had tears of joy.haha.When she heard the sacred word GOLD,she screamed so bloody loud.lol.I screamed too.haha.then the whole brass bus was actually shaking cause of our jumping and screaming.lol!and now, all we need to do is to keep up this spirit and aim for HAWAII.lol! I believe that IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.haha.JIA YOU PEEPS(:

After a hectic morning, we had an adventurous night.lol.A group of 11 people got lost at Clark Quay after the dance concert!lol.The concert was okay.Not really THAT nice but still entertaining enough though.lol.After the concert,Audrey wanted to look at the nightlife of singapore so we walked along the street of pubs cause we thought it was on the way to the MRT station.lol.BUT GUESS WHAT?NO,it was like more of a maze man.lol.so that was how we got lost and ended up with 4 people calling for directions.haha.After 45 mins, we FINALLY found our way OUT!lol.thank heavens man.haha.and now, im HOME SWEET HOME.lol

Since today was quite an enjoyable day after my stormy day yesterday,I think i wil just say that whatever it is,JUST TRY YOUR BEST.lol.Cause today showed me that miracles do happen!haha.IM ONE HAPPY KID NOW(: TORRES=HOT!

ZIDANE

2006-07-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for so long.been busy for this WHOLE week.lol.Anyway, let me just have my say about the Zidane thing.All i can say now is that,Zidane s' right and that Materazzi guy is wrong.Seriously, I think Zidane ought to have hit him harder.Back to school,Its horrible for this whole week.Let me tell you why.

First of all, WE CHANGED OUR SEATS.like WOW.I mean, changing of seats is something that i ALWAYS wanted since im sitting beside a block of wood.Ok, maybe someone whom I dont really know how to communicate with her.So,you cant ell that Im pretty quite.lol.Thank heavens that Tsang beside me.lol.That was in the PAST.Present,whihc means recently, Im ina WORSE condition.Not only am I sitting beside a block of wood, im PRACTICALLY being CORNERED by blocks of woods! Its' like,OH MY GOSH LA.WHY DO THIS TO ME?I have been VERY quite since I sat with Janel already.Its like,ARE YOU TRYING TO TURN ME INTO A MUTE?casue i FOUND out that the main reason why am I being CORNERED today was BECAUSE,my dearest form teacher,Mr quek, wanted to seperate me from my clique.According to Tsang, he say that when there is Tsang, I cant be near and vice versa.LIKE WTH.PLEASE GO DIE.I MEAN, haven you tortured me enough?I was so angry that i seriosuly dont know what to say about this.it just so ARGH.and given my mood-swinging session now, its so NOT the right time please.

Secondly,NATIONAL BAND COMPETITION IS JUST LIKE TOMORROW.OH MY GOSH. I CANT' BELIEVE IT.i think i will be panicking tomorrow.casue im VERY worried for some.Especially that percussion girl.ITS LIKE, TOMORROW IS SO GOING TO BE AN UNPREDICTABLE DAY! ITS LIKE ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN.JUST LIKE THE WORLD CUP S' FINALS.OH MAN.IM SCARED.AHH.

Since i have not much mood to blog cause of many stress and problems recently.
sorry for the short paragraph and everything.I will bring in more when i have the inspiration.ARGH.

TODAY WAS A BAD DAY.EXTREMLY BAD.

RAMDOM.

2006-07-08T06:33:00.000-07:00

[ EDIT/]

QUOTE OF THE DAY FROM SANDRA WANG

" ZIDANE IS MY HONEY SMOOCHIE PIE" HAHA.

[END OF EDIT]

OH MAN.the HEARTLAND thing at Tampines mall today was seriously erm,boring.lols.Met Sandra and as usual, I was late.lol.Went for the HEARTLAND thing like only a few minutes then went off le.lols.GUESS WHAT WE FOUND AT TAMPINES? HOKKAIDO FOOD FAIR!LOL! But damn sad la.got no more hokkaido ice-cream.lol.Both of us were like those aunties there squeezing and tasting free samples.lol.I feel embarrassed man.lol.Went to Addidas and the most retarded thing happened.Cause we were kinda of desperate to see the HOT soccer players so we stand at where the Addidas advertisement kept replaying on the tv and pretend to look at the stuff there,when most of the time our eyes were fixed on the tv.lol.and sandra went mad when her stupid ZIDANE came out.lol.I went mad when kaka came out.lol.Thank heavens no one noticed what we were doing.ok, may be only Audrey Liaw was the only person to notice.lol.Anyway, I realised that we both have abit of common ground.lol.the only thing that is NOT common between us is that im NOT as lian as her.and I DONT idolise Paris Hilton.I would rather idolise Adeline lim than to idolise Paris Hilton.lol.ok, im abit mean.HAHA.

OHMAN.WORLD CUP S' ENDING!SADNESS. I wont be able too anymore HOT soccer player le.After all these, there will be no more KAKA,no more RONALDO,no more TORRES!oh man.sadness la.lol.and for some old people, it will be their last WORLD CUP.MUAHAHAHA.lols.OHOH.and i SAW in the supermarket today that PEPSI cans have TORRES FACE!AHHHH! IM SO GONNA BUY IT AND KISS IT EVERY SINGLE DAY!LOL!ok, i think im seriously mad over him.haha.THERES A PORTUGAL MATCH TONIGHT!YES.lol.but, im supporting GERMANY today.lol.By the way, I saw a REAL nice football jersey today!Fbts brand.Damn comfortable and NICE!.lols.I shall wait for ching-chings to roll in then go get it.I HOPE still have by then.I cant' believe me saying this BUT as much as i dislike FRANCE, I STILL HOPE THEY WIN THE WORLD CUP.lol.If they dont' I think i will prolly HATE them forever.ESPECIALLY THEIR CAPTAIN,ZIDANE!I still cannot forget about that penalty kick he kicked ok?lol.OHman.World Cup has turned me into an aggressive person.lol.

Sian-ness.School s' on monday.I think once World Cup s' over, everyone will be more focus.I know i wont.lol.My main reason of watching the matches is just for the sake of the CUTE players.lol.I hope i will be early for scholl on monday.haha. I got this feeling that i in a lot of trouble .lol.OH WELL.the only trouble now in my life is the NBC thing.It s' like just nextr saturday!it s' like oh my gosh la.haha.I think i will get that jittery feeling before the competition even started.lol.DIE.i BETTER stop thinking so much about who is cute and all and FOCUS on the upcoming SERIOUS stuff.lol.But then again, I dont think im able to do that.haha.WHATEVER IT IS, I DIE DIE ALSO MUST GET THAT PEPSI CAN THAT HAVE TORRES S' FACE ON IT!IT WOULD BE THE MOST VALUABLE PIECE OF JUNK I EVER TREASURED!lols.

WORLD CUP.

2006-07-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

SCREW THIS YEAR WORLD CUP! ITS SO TOPSY-TURVY! GOOD countries like Brazil,England,Argentina, Nehtherlands all that are OUT so FAST!the MOST dissapointing one will be Brazil! I still CANT' accpet the fact that they were OUT so fast!argh.now I CANT' SEE KAKA ANYMORE!HUMPH!AND MY POOR PORTUGAL! THEY LOST TO FRANCE.WHAT THE HELL.all THANKS to that idiotic penalty kick that ZIDANE kicked!argh.I HATE ZIDANE.SANDRA.SEE THIS?lols.Nevertheless, i still HOPE france will win OVER italy cause i dont like italy.lols.

Enough about soccer, let me rant about school stuff now.lols.First of all,some thing funny happened today.lol.it was during English.Jason Lin came to our class and said this to Miss Chen"May I see XIAO TSANG-ER?"then the class first reaction was to "ohh"or "ahh" all the way.lol.its okay if you dont get the joke.haha.During SS,A.lim was not in a plesant mood.Thank heavens she didnt collect CAJs today.If not, i would have just died on the spot.lols.For the loving sake fo VANESSA PONG,I am suppose to comment something about what Miss chen said about her Lit project.lol.actually, i have nothing to say so yea.sorry PONG.lols.The rest of what happens during school for the week should be relatively fine i think.lol.I have bad memory so forgive me.

BAND.lols.For this moment.I will only rant about three thing.BAND,SCHOOL AND WORLD CUP.lols.Back to band.It was ok except for yesterday sectionals.Two insignificant people whom I so do not wish to name piss me off like hell.Reason why i got so irritated is because,they do not co-operate and I so do NOT need people like them to make my PMS-ing month more horrible.I can seriously tell you people out there that these two are BEYOND hope.I have no commenst about anymore cause they have already reached the limit of my tolerance level.All I hope now to get a GOLD for NBC without any irritating obstacles hindering our aim to go Hawaii next year.Hearing the band these few days certainly did boost up my hopes a little of getting a gold.lols.Just that SOME section like to blast.TSSSKK.lols.k, that was for BAND.

Random stuff.lols.I think i need to focus le.I realied i been playing too much.and thanks to WORLD CUP.im feeling deprived of sleep.I bet audrey and sandra feels the same too.lol.OH.and before i acutally go, let me just say this, TORRES IS DAMN BLOODY HOT!AND CUTE!LOL!.ok.im done.and I think FRANCE NO.3 IS SO UGLY.LOLS.

BACK.

2006-07-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

Back to school.lols.shall just the skip the boring parts and zoom straight into what i can actually remember.Anyway, IM INVESTED.YES.lols.Investiture was just plain dumb la please.I mean, i DONT see a need to like actually make it SO grand.lols.OH and i ran on the red carpet.SO UN-GLAM.i HOPE no one notices me.=xSchools' fine except for the fact that i have NOT complete my work yet.lols.

BAND.the ULTIMATE stress thing.Its gonna get pack for band cause we will be having a compeition coming up and i heard that we MUST MUST MUST get a GOLD for it.There is NO room for the word TRY.Its all MUST.lols.For the sake of HAWAII and JAMIE CULLUM.lol.thats' where stress comes in.haha.Monday s; practice wasnt' exactly well.lols.Im too lazy to say it out cause i HEARD that HE reads blogs.lols.

OHMAN.i seriously dont know how to cope with my stuff now.It seems that my WHOLE week is packed with council stuff and band practices plus OVERDUED homework.argh!Forgive me if i get irritated.Forgive me if i actually snap at you.and Forgive me if i do things which i myself dont even knwo at times and get s you all angry or whatsoever.